‘What was his name?’
‘Albert.’
‘Albert Uhlander?’
‘I don’t know.’
‘What did he look like?’
‘Tall, thin, with a … bony face. I don’t know how else to describe him. I guess you’d say he sort of looked like a hawk … hawkish … sharp features.’
Dan had not looked at the author’s photograph on the books now in the trunk of his car, but he intended to do so when he left Regine.
He said, ‘Albert, Howard, Shelby, Eddie … anybody else?’
‘Well, like I said, Andy and Joe. But they’re dead now, huh?’
‘Very.’
‘And there’s one other man. He comes by all the time, but I don’t even know his first name.’
‘What’s he look like?’
‘About six-foot, distinguished. Beautiful white hair. Beautiful clothes. Not handsome, you know, but elegant. He carries himself so well, and he speaks very well. He’s … cultured. I like him. He hurts me so … beautifully.’
Dan took a deep breath. ‘If you don’t even know his first name, what do you call him?’
She grinned. ‘Oh, there’s only one thing he wants me to call him.’ She looked mischievous, winked at Dan. ‘Daddy.’
‘What?’
‘I call him Daddy. Always. I pretend he’s my daddy, see, and he pretends I’m really his daughter, and I sit on his lap and we talk about school, and I—’
‘That’s enough,’ he said, feeling as if he had stepped into a corner of Hell, where knowing the local customs was an obligation to live by them. He preferred not knowing.
He wanted to sweep the photographs off the table, smash the glass that shielded them, pull the other pictures off the mantel and throw them in the fireplace and light them with a match. But he knew that he would be of no help to Regine merely by destroying those reminders of Hoffritz. The hateful man was dead, yes, but he would live for years in this woman’s mind, like a malevolent troll in a secret cave. Dan touched her face again, but briefly and tenderly this time. ‘Regine, what do you do with your time, your days, your life?’
She shrugged.
‘Do you go to movies, dancing, out to dinner with friends — or do you just sit here, waiting for someone to need you?’
‘Mostly I stay here,’ she said. ‘I like it here. This is where Willy wanted me.’
‘And what do you do for a living?’
‘I do what they want.’
‘You’ve got a degree in psychology, for God’s sake.’
She said nothing.
‘Why did you finish your degree at UCLA if you didn’t intend to use it?’
‘Willy wanted me to finish. It was funny, you know. They threw him out, those bastards at the university, but they couldn’t throw me out so easily. I was there to remind them about Willy. That pleased him. He thought that was a terrific joke.’
‘You could do important work, interesting work.’
‘I’m doing what I was made for.’
‘No. You aren’t. You’re doing what Hoffritz said you were made for. That’s very different.’
‘Willy knew,’ she said. ‘Willy knew everything.’
‘Willy was a rotten pig,’ he said.
‘No.’ Tears formed in her eyes again.
‘So they come here and use you, hurt you.’ He grabbed her arm, pulled up the sleeve of her robe, revealing the bruise that he had spotted earlier and the rope burns at her wrist. ‘They hurt you, don’t they?’
‘Yeah, in one way or another, some of them more than others. Some of them are better at it. Some of them make it feel so sweet.’
‘Why do you put up with it?’
‘I like it.’
The air seemed even more oppressive than it had a few minutes ago. Thick, moist, heavy with a grime that couldn’t be seen, a filth that settled not on the skin but on the soul. Dan didn’t want to breathe it in. It was dangerously corrupting air.
‘Who pays your rent?’ he asked.
‘There is no rent.’
‘Who owns the house?’
‘A company.’
‘What company?’
‘What can I do for you?’
‘What company?’
‘Let me do something for you.’
‘What company?’ he persisted.
‘John Wilkes Enterprises.’
‘Who’s John Wilkes?’
‘I don’t know.’