What in Christ’s name is happening here? Carol wondered.
She put her own hand over the girl’s writing hand and stilled the squeaking pen. Speaking gently, rhythmically, she told Millie-Jane that everything was all right, that she was perfectly safe, and that she must relax.
The girl’s eyes stopped jiggling. She sagged back in her chair.
“All right,” Carol said. “I think that’s enough for today, honey.”
Employing the imaginary wristwatch, she brought the girl forward in time.
For a few seconds everything went well, but then, without warning, the girl erupted from her chair, knocking the notebook off her lap and flinging the pen across the room. Her pale face flushed red, and her placid expression gave way to a look of pure rage.
Carol rose from beside the girl’s chair and stepped in front of her. “Honey, what’s wrong?”
The girl’s eyes were wild. She began to shout with such force that she sprayed Carol with spittle. “Shit! The bitch did it! The rotten, goddamn bitch!”
The voice wasn’t Jane’s.
It wasn’t Laura’s either.
It was a new voice, a third one, with its own special character, and Carol had a hunch it didn’t belong to Millicent Parker, the mute. She suspected that an entirely new identity had surfaced.
The girl stood very stiff and straight, her hands fisted at her sides, staring off into infinity. Her face was distorted by anger. “The stinking bitch did it! She did it to me again!”
The girl continued to shout at the top of her voice, and half of the words she blurted out were obscene. Carol tried to soothe her, but this time it wasn’t easy. For at least a minute the girl continued to wail and curse. At last, however, at Carol’s urging, she got control of herself. She stopped shouting, but there was still anger in her face.
Holding the girl by the shoulders, face to face with her, Carol said, “What’s your name?”
“Linda.”
“What’s your last name?”
“Bektermann.”
It was yet another identity, as Carol had thought. She had the girl spell the name.
Then: “Where do you live, Linda?”
“Second Street.”
“In Harrisburg?”
“Yes.”
Carol asked for the exact address, and the girl responded. It was only a few blocks from the Front Street address that Millicent Parker had provided.
“What’s your father’s name, Linda?”
“Herbert Bektermann.”
“What’s your mother’s name?”
That question had the same effect on Linda as it had had on Millie. She rapidly became agitated and began to shout again. “The bitch! Oh, God, what she did to me. The slimy, rotten bitch! I hate her. I hate her!”
Chilled by the combination of fury and agony in the girl’s tortured voice, Carol quickly quieted her.
Then: “How old are you, Linda?”
“Tomorrow’s my birthday.”
Carol frowned. “Am I talking to Millicent now?”
“Who’s Millicent?”
“Is this still Linda I’m talking to?”
“Yes.”
“And your birthday is tomorrow?”
“Yes.”
“How old will you be?”
“I won’t make it.”
Carol blinked. “You mean you won’t live to see your birthday?”
“That’s right.”
“Is it your sixteenth birthday?”
“Yes.”
“You’re fifteen now?”
“Yes.”
“Why are you worried about dying?”
“Because I know I will.”
“How do you know?”
“Because I already am.”
“You’re already dying?”
“Dead.”
“You’re already dead?”
“I will be.”
“Please be specific. Are you telling me that you’re already dead? Or are you saying that you’re merely afraid you’re going to die sometime soon?”
“Yes.”
“Which is it?”
“Both.”
Carol felt as if she were in the middle of a tea party at the Mad Hatter’s house.
“How do you think you’re going to die, Linda?”
“She’ll kill me.”
“Who?”
“The bitch.”
“Your mother?”
The girl doubled over and clutched at her side, as if she had been struck. She screamed, turned, staggered two steps, and fell with a crash. On the floor she still clutched her side, and she kicked her legs, writhed. She was obviously in unendurable pain. It was only imaginary pain, of course, but to the girl it was indistinguishable from the real thing.
Frightened, Carol knelt beside her, held her hand, and urged her to be calm. When the girl eventually relaxed, Carol quickly brought her all the way back to the present and out of the trance.