Belisarius sighed. That’s not the point, Aide. I know that’s true, which is why I gave the order in the first place. But that order—and its consequences—remain mine to bear. No one else. Nor can I trade it against other consequences, as if ruthlessness was a commodity which can be exchanged in a village market. A sin is a sin, and there’s an end to it.
Calopodius interrupted the silent exchange. Rising to his feet, he asked: “Can I be of service, General?”
Some part of Belisarius’ mind was fascinated to note that the blind youth was already able to distinguish one man’s footsteps from another. But that part was pushed far down, while another part—much closer to the man’s soul—came to the fore.
He strode forward and swept the boy into his embrace. Then, fighting to keep his voice even and hold back the tears, whispered: “I am sorry for your eyes, Calopodius. If I could give you back your sight with my own, I would do so. I swear I would.”
Awkwardly, the boy returned the embrace. Patting the general’s back as if, for all the world, he was the adult comforting the child.
“Oh, I wouldn’t want you to do that, sir. Really, I wouldn’t. We will need your eyes more than mine, in the time to come. This war isn’t over yet. Besides—”
He hesitated, then cleared his throat. “Besides, I’ve been thinking a lot. And, if you’d be willing, there is a great favor you could do for me.”
Belisarius pushed himself away and held the lad by both shoulders. “You need but ask. Anything.”
Calopodius gestured toward the secretary sitting at the desk. “Well, it’s this. I got to thinking that Homer was said to be blind, too. And who ever got as much fame and glory as he did? He’ll be remembered as long as Achilles, after all. Maybe even longer.”
Before Belisarius could respond, Calopodius was waving his hands in a little gesture of denial. “Not me, of course! I tried my hand at poetry once, but the results were awful. Still, I am good at rhetoric and grammar, and I think my prose is pretty good. So—”
Calopodius took a deep breath, as a boy does before announcing a grandiose ambition to a skeptical world. “So I decided to become an historian. Polybius is just as famous as the men he wrote about, really. Even if he’s not as famous as Homer. And by the time it’s over—even now!—your war against Malwa will be the stuff of legend.”
Belisarius moved his eyes from the ruined face and looked at the sheet held limply in the secretary’s hand. Now that he was closer, he could see that the writing covered the entire page—nothing like the terse messages which were transmitted to and fro on the telegraph.
“You’ve already started,” he declared. “And you want to be able to question me about some details.”
Calopodius nodded. The gesture was painfully shy.
Aide’s voice came like a clear stream. And what could make a finer—and a cleaner—irony? In the world that would have been, your life and work would be recounted by a snake named Procopius.
Belisarius clapped Calopodius on the shoulder. “I can do much better than that, lad! You’ll have to do it in your spare time, of course—I can’t possibly spare you from the command bunker—but as of this moment you are my official historian.”
He led Calopodius back to his chair and drew another up to the desk for himself. Then spoke in as cheerful a tone of voice as he had used in weeks. “The last historian I had—ah—proved quite unequal to the task.”
Chapter 43
Khusrau arrived at the Iron Triangle a week later. He came, along with two thousand of his Immortals, in a fleet of war galleys rowing their stately way up the Indus. The fact that he came in those galleys was enough, in itself, to tell Belisarius that Coutzes had made good his boast to storm the Malwa fortress in the gorge. No Persian emperor would have risked himself against those huge guns in a cockleshell galley, not even one so bold as Khusrau.
Khusrau confirmed the fact as soon as he stepped ashore. That, and many others, as Belisarius led him to the command bunker.