The War on Drugs goes on.
I caused 2 more fences to be erected, 1 within the other, enclosing the back of the inner buildings, and with antipersonnel mines sown in between. The machine-gun nests were reinstalled in windows and doorways of the next ring of buildings, Norman Rockwell Hall, the Pahlavi Pavilion, and so on.
It was during my administration that the troops here were Federalized, a step I had recommended. That meant that they were no longer civilians in soldier suits. That meant that they were full-time soldiers, serving at the pleasure of the President. Nobody could say how much longer the War on Drugs might last. Nobody could say when they could go home again.
General Florio himself, accompanied by six MPs with clubs and sidearms, congratulated me on all I had done. He then took back the two stars he had loaned me, and told me that I was under arrest for the crime of insurrection. I had come to like him, and I think he had come to like me. He was simply following orders.
I asked him, as 1 comrade to another, Does this make any sense to you? Why is this happening?¨
It is a question I have asked myself many times since, maybe 5 times today between coughing fits.
His answer to it, the first answer I ever got to it, is probably the best answer I will ever get to it.
Some ambitious young Prosecutor,¨ he said, thinks youll make good TV.¨
Hiroshi Matsumotos suicide has hit me so hard, I think, because he was innocent of even the littlest misdemeanors. I doubt that he ever double-parked, even, or ran a red light when nobody else was around. And yet he executed himself in a manner that the most ternble criminal who ever lived would not deserve!
He had no feet anymore, which must have been depressing. But having no feet is no reason for a man to disembowel himself.
It had to have been the atom bomb that was dropped on him during his formative years, and not the absence of feet, that made him feel that life was a crock of doo-doo.
As I have said, he did not tell me that he had been atom-bombed until we had known each other for 2 years or more. He might never have told me about it, in my opinion, if a documentary about the Japanese Rape of Nanking¨ hadnt been shown on the prison
TVs the day before. This was a program chosen at random from the prison library. A guard who did the choosing couldnt read English well enough to know what the convicts would see next. So there was no censorship.
The Warden had a small TV monitor on his desk, and I knew he watched it from time to time, since he often remarked to me about the inanity of this or that old show, and especially I Love Lucy.
The Rape of Nanking was just one more instance of soldiers slaughtering prisoners and unarmed civilians, but it became famous because it was among the first to be well photographed. There were evidently movie cameras everywhere, run by gosh knows whom, and the footage wasnt confiscated afterward.
I had seen some of the footage when I was a cadet, but not as a part of a well-edited documentary, with a baritone voice-over and appropriate music underneath.
The orgy of butchery followed a virtually unopposed attack by the Japanese Army on the Chinese city of Nanking in 1937, long before this country became part of the Finale Rack. Hiroshi Matsumoto had just been born. Prisoners were tied to stakes and used for bayonet practice. Several people in a pit were buried alive. You could see their expressions as the dirt hit their faces.
Their faces disappeared, but the dirt on top kept moving as though there were some sort of burrowing animal, a woodchuck maybe, making a home below.
Unforgettable!
How was that for racism?
The documentary was a big hit in the prison. Alton Darwin said to me, I remember, If somebody is going to do it, I am going to watch it.¨
This was 7 years before the prison break.
I didnt know if Hiroshi had seen the show on his monitor or not. I wasnt about to ask. We were not pals.
I was willing to be a pal, if that was part of the job. I believe he moved me in next door to him with the idea that it was time he had a pal. My guess is that he never had had a pal. No sooner had I become his neighbor, I think, than he decided he didnt want a pal after all. That didnt have anything to do with what I was or how I acted. To him, I think, a pal was like a piece of merchandise heavily promoted at Christmas, say. Why junk up his life with such a cumbersome contraption and all its accessories merely because it was advertised?
So he went on hiking alone and boating alone and eating alone, which was OK with me. I had a rich social life across the lake.
But the day after the documentary was shown, late in the afternoon, about suppertime, I was rowing for shore in my fiberglass umiak, headed for the mud beach in front of our 2 houses in the ghost town. I had been fishing. I hadnt been to Scipio. My own 2 great pals over there, Muriel Peck and Damon Stern, were on vacation. They wouldnt be back until Freshman Orientation Week, before the start of the fall semester.
The Warden was waiting for me on the beach, looking out at me in my crazy boat like a mother who had been worried to death about where her little boy had gone. Had I failed to keep a date with him? No. We had
never had a date. My best supposition was that Mildred or Margaret had tried to burn 1 of our houses down.
But he said to me as I disembarked, There is something you should know about me.¨
There was no pressing reason why I should know anything about him. We didnt work as a team up at the prison. He didnt care what or how I taught up there.
I was in Hiroshima when it was bombed,¨ he said. I am sure there was an implied equation there: The bombing of Hiroshima was as unforgivable and as typically human as the Rape of Nanking.
So I heard about his going into a ditch after a ball when he was a schoolboy, about his straightening up to find that nobody was alive but him.
And on and on.
When he was through with that story he said to me, I thought you should know.¨
I said earlier that I had a sudden attack of psychosomatic hives when Rob Roy Fenstermaker told me that he had been busted for molesting children. That wasnt my first such attack. The first was when Hiroshi told me about being atom-bombed. I suddenly itched all over, and scratching wouldnt help.
And I said to Hiroshi what I would say to Rob Roy:
I thank you for sharing that with me.¨
This was an expression, if I am not mistaken, which originated in California.
I was tempted to show Hiroshi The Protocols of the Elders of Tralfamadore.¨ Im glad I didnt. I might now be feeling a little bit responsible for his suicide. He might have left a note saying: The Elders of Tralfamadore win again!¨
Only I and the author of that story, if he is still alive, would have known what he meant by that.
The most troubling part of his tale about the vaporization of all he knew and loved had to do with the edge of the area of the blast. There were all these people dying in agony. And he was only a little boy, remember.
That must have been for him like walking down the Appian Way back in 71 B.C., when 6,000 nobodies had just been crucified there. Some little kid or maybe a lot of little kids may have walked down that road back then. What could a little kid say on such an occasion? Daddy, I think I have to go to the bathroom¨?
It so happens that my lawyer is on a first-name basis with our Ambassador to Japan, former Senator Randolph Nakayama of California. They are of different generations, but my lawyer was a roommate of the Senators son at Reed College out in Portland, Oregon, the town where Tex bought his trusty rifle.
My lawyer told me that both sets of the Senators racially Japanese grandparents, one set immigrants, the other set native Californians, were put into a concentration camp when this country got into the Finale Rack. The camp, incidentally, was only a few kilometers west of the Donner Pass, named in honor of White cannibals. The feeling back then was that anybody with Japanese genes inside our borders was probably less loyal to the United States Constitution than to Hirohito, the Emperor of Japan.