Jilly clinked her bottle against his glass, and drank thirstily. Then: ‘There’s nowhere to go from here, is there?’
‘Of course there is.’
‘Yeah? Where?’
‘Well, not to Phoenix. That wouldn’t be smart. You have that gig in Phoenix, so they’re sure to go looking for you there, wanting to know why Frankenstein had your Cadillac, wanting to test your blood.’
‘The guys in the Suburbans.’
‘They might be different guys in different vehicles, but they’ll be related.’
‘Who were those phony duffers, anyway? Cloak-and-dagger types, you think? Or some secret police agency? Aggressive door-to-door magazine salesmen?’
‘Any of that, I guess. But not necessarily bad guys.’
‘They blew up my car.’
‘As if I could forget. But they blew it up only because Frankenstein was in it. We can be pretty sure he was a bad guy.’
‘Just because they blew up a bad guy doesn’t mean they’re good guys,’ she noted. ‘Bad guys blow up bad guys sometimes.’
‘Lots of times,’ he agreed. ‘But to avoid all the blowing up, we’ll go around Phoenix.’
‘Around Phoenix to what?’
‘Maybe stay on secondary highways, go north somewhere big and empty where they wouldn’t think to look first, maybe up near the Petrified Forest National Park. We could be there in a few hours.’
‘You make this sound like a vacation. I’m talking about – where do I go with my life.’
‘You’re focusing on the big picture. Don’t do that,’ he advised. ‘Until we know more about this situation, it’s pointless to focus on the big picture – and it’s depressing.’
‘Then what should I focus on? The little picture?’
‘Exactly.’
She drank some beer. ‘And what is the little picture?’
‘Getting through the night alive.’
‘The little picture sounds as depressing as the big picture.’
‘Not at all. We just have to find a place to hole up and think.’
The waitress brought Shepherd’s dinner.
Dylan had ordered for his brother based on the kid’s taste and on the ease with which this particular meal could be customized to conform to Shep’s culinary requirements.
‘From Shep’s viewpoint,’ Dylan said, ‘shape is more important than flavor. He likes squares and rectangles, dislikes roundness.’
Two oval slices of meat loaf in gravy formed the centerpiece of this platter. Using Shep’s knife and fork, Dylan trimmed the edges off each slice, forming rectangles. After setting the trimmings aside on Shep’s bread plate, he cut each slice into bite-size squares.
When he first picked up the utensils, he’d felt a psychic buzz but again he’d been able to dial it below his threshold of awareness.
The steak fries featured beveled rather than blunt ends. Dylan quickly cut the points from each crisp piece of potato, forming them into simple rectangles.
‘Shep’ll eat the points,’ he explained, stacking those small golden nibs beside the altered fries, ‘but only if they’re separate.’
Already cubed, the carrots posed no problem. He had to separate the peas, however, mash them, and form them into square forkfuls.
Dylan had ordered bread in place of a roll. Three sides of each slice were straight; the fourth was curved. He cut off the arcs of crust and put them with the meat-loaf trimmings.
‘Fortunately, the butter isn’t whipped or formed into a ball.’ He stripped three foil-wrapped pats of butter and stood them on end beside the bread. ‘Ready.’
Shepherd put aside the book as Dylan slid the plate in front of him. He accepted the utensils and ate his geometric meal with the blinkered attention he exhibited when reading Dickens.
‘This happens every time he eats?’ Jilly asked.
‘This or something like it. Some foods have different rules.’
‘What if you don’t go through this rigmarole?’
‘This isn’t rigmarole to him. It’s… bringing order to chaos. Shep likes things orderly.’
‘But what if you just shove it in front of him the way it comes and say “Eat”?’
‘He won’t touch it,’ Dylan assured her.
‘He will when he gets hungry enough.’
‘Nope. Meal after meal, day after day, he’ll turn away from it until he passes out from low blood sugar.’
Regarding him with what he chose to read as sympathy rather than pity, she said, ‘You don’t date much, do you?’