a capital “E.” The Enemy. The amorphous beast that haunted many of his
other nightmares had found its way into the windmill dream, where it had
never terrorized him before.
Crazy as it seemed, he sensed that the creature was not merely a fantasy
spawned by his subconscious while he slept. It was as real as he
himself Sooner or later it would cross the barrier between the world
dreams and the waking world as easily as it had crossed the barrier
between different nightmares.
Holly never considered going back to bed. She knew she would not sleep
again for many hours, until she was so exhausted that she would be
unable to keep her eyes open no matter how much strong black coffee she
drank.
Sleep had ceased to be a sanctuary. It was, instead, a source of
danger, a highway to hell or somewhere worse, along which she might
encounter an inhuman traveler.
That made her angry. Everyone needed and deserved the refuge of sleep.
As dawn came, she took a long shower, carefully but diligently scrubbing
the shallow lacerations on her sides, although the soap and hot water
stung the open flesh. She worried that she would develop an infection
as strange as the briefly glimpsed monstrosity that had inflicted her
wounds.
That sharpened her anger.
By nature, she was a good Girl Scout, always prepared for any
eventuality. When traveling, she carried a few first-aid supplies in
the same kit with her Lady Remington shaver: iodine, gauze pads,
adhesive tape, Band-Aids, a small aerosol can of Bactine, and a tube of
ointment that was useful for soothing minor burns. After toweling offù
from the shower, she sat naked on the edge of the bed, sprayed Bactine
on her wounds, then daubed at them with iodine.
She had become a reporter, in part, because as a younger woman she had
believed that journalism had the power to explain the world, to make
sense of events that sometimes seemed chaotic and meaningless.
More than a decade of newspaper employment had shaken her conviction
that the human experience could be explained all or even most of the
time. But she still kept a well-ordered desk, meticulously arranged
files, and neat story notes. In her closets at home, her clothes were
arranged according to season, then according to the occasion (formal,
semi-formal, informal), then by color. If life insisted on being
chaotic, and if journalism had failed her as a tool for bringing order
to the world, at least she could depend on routine and habit to create a
personal pocket universe of stability, however fragile, beyond which the
disorder and tumult of life were kept at bay.
The iodine stung.
She was angrier. Seething.
The shower disturbed the clots that had coagulated in the deeper
scratches on her left side. She was bleeding slightly again. She sat
quietly on the edge of the bed for a while, holding a wad of Kleenex
against the wounds, until the lacerations were no longer oozing.
By the time Holly had dressed in tan jeans and an emerald-green blouse,
it was seven-thirty.
She already knew how she was going to start the day, and nothing could
distract her from her plans. She had no appetite whatsoever for
breakfast.
When she stepped outside, she discovered that the morning was cloudy and
unusually temperate even for Orange County, but the sublime weather had
no mellowing influence on her and did not tempt her to pause even for a
moment to relish the early sun on her face. She drove the rental car
across the parking lot, out to the street, and headed toward Laguna
Niguel. She was going to ring James Ironheart’s doorbell and demand a
lot of answers.
She wanted his full story, the explanation of how he could know when
people were about to die and why he took such extreme risks to save to
strangers. But she also wanted to know why last night’s bad dream had
become real, how and why her bedroom wall had begun to glisten and;
throb like flesh, and what manner of creature had popped out of her
nightmare and seized her in talons formed of something more substantial