No, only to himself, privately; publicly he is the passionless,
disinterested, impartial judge on the bench. He holds up his judicial
scales before the world, that all may see; and it all tries to look so
fair that a blind person would sometimes fail to see him slip the false
weights in.
Shelley’s happiness in his home had been wounded and bruised almost to
death, first, because Harriet had persuaded him to set up a carriage.
I cannot discover that any evidence is offered that she asked him to set
up a carriage. Still, if she did, was it a heavy offence? Was it
unique? Other young wives had committed it before, others have committed
it since. Shelley had dearly loved her in those London days; possibly he
set up the carriage gladly to please her; affectionate young husbands do
such things. When Shelley ran away with another girl, by-and-by, this
girl persuaded him to pour the price of many carriages and many horses
down the bottomless well of her father’s debts, but this impartial judge
finds no fault with that. Once she appeals to Shelley to raise money–
necessarily by borrowing, there was no other way–to pay her father’s
debts with at a time when Shelley was in danger of being arrested and
imprisoned for his own debts; yet the good judge finds no fault with her
even for this.
First and last, Shelley emptied into that rapacious mendicant’s lap a sum
which cost him–for he borrowed it at ruinous rates–from eighty to one
hundred thousand dollars. But it was Mary Godwin’s papa, the
supplications were often sent through Mary, the good judge is Mary’s
strenuous friend, so Mary gets no censures. On the Continent Mary rode
in her private carriage, built, as Shelley boasts, “by one of the best
makers in Bond Street, “yet the good judge makes not even a passing
comment on this iniquity. Let us throw out Count No. 1 against Harriet
Shelley as being far-fetched, and frivolous.
Shelley’s happiness in his home had been wounded and bruised almost to
death, secondly, because Harriet’s studies “had dwindled away to nothing,
Bysshe had ceased to express any interest in them.” At what time was
this? It was when Harriet “had fully recovered from the fatigue of her
first effort of maternity,. . . and was now in full force, vigor, and
effect.” Very well, the baby was born two days before the close of June.
It took the mother a month to get back her full force, vigor, and effect;
this brings us to July 27th and the deadly Cornelia. If a wife of
eighteen is studying with her husband and he gets smitten with another
woman, isn’t he likely to lose interest in his wife’s studies for that
reason, and is not his wife’s interest in her studies likely to languish
for the same reason? Would not the mere sight of those books of hers
sharpen the pain that is in her heart? This sudden breaking down of a
mutual intellectual interest of two years’ standing is coincident with
Shelley’s re-encounter with Cornelia; and we are allowed to gather from
that time forth for nearly two months he did all his studying in that
person’s society. We feel at liberty to rule out Count No. 2 from the
indictment against Harriet.
Shelley’s happiness in his home had been wounded and bruised almost to
death, thirdly, because Harriet’s walks with Hogg commonly led to some
fashionable bonnet-shop. I offer no palliation; I only ask why the
dispassionate, impartial judge did not offer one himself–merely, I mean,
to offset his leniency in a similar case or two where the girl who ran
away with Harriet’s husband was the shopper. There are several occasions
where she interested herself with shopping–among them being walks which
ended at the bonnet-shop–yet in none of these cases does she get a word
of blame from the good judge, while in one of them he covers the deed
with a justifying remark, she doing the shopping that time to find
easement for her mind, her child having died.
Shelley’s happiness in his home had been wounded and bruised almost to
death, fourthly, by the introduction there of a wet-nurse. The wet-nurse