Have Mercy, Carrie Grethen
Marino quietly smoked until I was finished reading, then he said, ‘This person knows too much. I got no doubt the bitch wrote it.’
‘She writes me a letter that seems the work of someone deranged and then follows it with this, something that seems completely rational?’ I said, and I was so upset I felt sick. ‘How does that make sense, Marino?’
He shrugged as the first drops of rain began to fall.
‘I’ll tell you what I think,’ he said. ‘She was sending you a signal. She wants you to know she’s jerking everybody around. It wouldn’t be fun for her if she couldn’t piss you off and ruin your day.’
‘Does Benton know about this?’
‘Not yet.’
‘And you really think the paper’s going to print it,’ I asked again, hoping his answer would be different this time.
‘You know how it goes.’
He dropped the cigarette butt and it glowed to the ground and scattered in sparks.
‘The story will be that this notorious psychopathic killer has contacted them while half of law enforcement is out there looking for the bitch,’ he said. ‘And the other bad news is that there’s nothing to say she hasn’t sent the same letter other places, too.’
‘Poor Lucy,’ I muttered.
‘Yeah, well, poor everybody,’ Marino said.
7
RAIN WAS SLANTED and flying down like nails as I made my way home, scarcely able to see. I had turned the radio off because I did not want to hear any more news this day, and I was certain this would be one night when I was too keyed up to sleep. Twice I slowed to thirty miles an hour as my heavy Mercedes sedan splashed through water like a cigarette boat. On West Cary Street, dips and potholes were filled like tubs, and emergency lights streaking red and blue through the downpour reminded me to take my time.
It was almost ten o’clock when I finally pulled into my driveway and a note of fear was plucked in my heart when motion sensor lights did not come on near the garage door. The darkness was complete, with only the rumble of my car engine and drumming of rain to orient my senses as to what world I was in. For a moment, I deliberated about opening the garage door or speeding away.
‘This is ridiculous,’ I said to myself as I pressed a button on the visor.
But the door did not respond.
‘Damn!’
I shifted the car into reverse and backed up without being able to see the driveway or brick border or even the shrubbery, for that matter. The tree I swiped was small and did no harm, but I felt sure I had churned up part of the lawn as I maneuvered to the front of my house, where timers inside had at least turned lamps on and the light in the foyer. As for motion sensor lights on either side of the front steps, they were out, too. I reasonably told myself that the weather had caused a power outage earlier in the evening, causing a circuit breaker to be thrown.
Rain swept into my car as I opened the door. I grabbed my pocketbook and briefcase and bolted up the front steps. I was soaked to the skin by the time I unlocked the front door, and the silence that greeted me thrilled me with fear. Lights dancing across the keypad by the door meant the burglar alarm had gone off, or perhaps an electrical surge had screwed that up, too. But it did not matter. By now I was terrified and afraid to move. So I stood in the foyer, water dripping on the hardwood floor as my brain raced to the nearest gun.
I could not remember if I had returned the Glock to a drawer of the kitchen desk. That certainly would be closer than my office or bedroom, which were on the other side of the house. Stone walls and windows were buffeted by the wind and lashed by rain, and I strained to hear any other sounds, such as the creaking of an upstairs floor or feet on carpet. In a burst of panic, I suddenly dropped my briefcase and pocketbook from my hands and ran through the dining room and into the kitchen, my wet feet almost going out from under me. I yanked open the bottom right drawer in the desk and almost cried out in relief when I grabbed my Glock.