Someday, when the scars have begun to heal, they will no doubt take a fuller interest in
him once again. But now the only concession they can make is to send the boy’s kindly
grandfather to Mr French.’
Todd’s eyes had been gradually brightening to a glow that was nearly fervid. ‘Might
work,’ he was muttering. ‘Might, yeah, might work, might -‘ He broke off suddenly. His
eyes darkened again. ‘No, it won’t You don’t look like me, not even a little bit Rubber Ed
will never believe it.’
‘Himmel! Got im Himmel! Dussander cried, getting to his feet, crossing the kitchen (a
bit unsteadily), opening one of the cupboards, and pulling down his bottle of Ancient
Age. He spun off the cap and poured liberally. ‘For a smart boy, you are such a Dummkop.
When do grandfathers ever look like their grandsons? Huh? I am bald.’ He pronounced it
bait. ‘Are you bald?’
Approaching the table again, he reached out with surprising quickness, snatched an
abundant handful of Todd’s blond hair, and pulled briskly.
‘Cut it out!’ Todd snapped, but he smiled a little.
‘Besides,’ Dussander said, settling back into his rocker, ‘you have blond hair and blue
eyes. My eyes are blue, and before my hair turned white and fell out, it was blond. You
can tell me your whole family history. Your aunts and uncles. The people your father
works with. Your mother’s little hobbies. I will remember. I will study and remember.
Two days later it will all be forgotten again – these days my memory is like a cloth bag
filled with water – but I will remember for long enough.’ He smiled grimly. ‘In my time I
have stayed ahead of Wiesenthal and pulled the wool over the eyes of Himmler himself.
If I cannot fool one American public school teacher, I will pull my winding shroud
around me and crawl down into my grave.’
‘Maybe,’ Todd said slowly, and Dussander could see he had already accepted it. His
eyes were luminous with relief.
‘There is another resemblance,’ Dussander said.
‘There is?’
‘You said your mother was one-eighth a Jew. My mother was all Jewish. We are
both kikes, my boy. We are two mockies sitting in the kitchen, just like in the old joke.’
He suddenly grabbed his nose between the thumb and index finger of his right hand.
At the same time he reached over the table and grabbed the boy’s nose with his left hand.
‘And it shows!’ he roared. ‘It shows!’
He began to cackle with laughter, the rocking chair squeaking back and forth. Todd looked at him, puzzled and a little frightened, but after a bit he began to laugh, too. In
Dussander’s kitchen they laughed and laughed, Dussander by the open window where the
warm California breeze wafted in, and Todd rocked back on the rear legs of his kitchen
chair, so that its back rested against the oven door, the white enamel of which was
crisscrossed by the dark, charred-looking streaks made by Dussander’s wooden matches
as he struck them alight.
Rubber Ed French (his nickname, Todd had explained to Dussander, referred to the
rubbers he always wore over his sneakers during wet weather) was a slight man who
made an affectation of always wearing Keds to school. It was a touch of informality
which he thought would endear him to the one hundred and six children between the ages
of twelve and fourteen who made up his counselling load. He had five pairs of Keds,
ranging in colour from Fast Track Blue to Screaming Yellow Zonkers, totally unaware
that behind his back he was known not only as Rubber Ed but as Sneaker Pete and The
Ked Man, as in The Ked Man Cometh. He had been known as Pucker in college, and he
would have been most humiliated of all to learn that even that shameful fact had
somehow gotten out.
He rarely wore ties, preferring turtle-neck sweaters. He had been wearing these ever
since the early sixties, when David McCallum had popularized them in The Man from
U.N.C.L.E. In his college days his classmates had been known to spy him crossing the
quad and remark, ‘Here comes Pucker in his U.N.C.L.E. sweater.’ He had majored in
Education Psychology, and he privately considered himself to be the only good guidance
counsellor he had ever met. He had real rapport with his kids. He could get right down to it with them; he could rap with them and be silently sympathetic if they had to do some shouting and kick out the jams. He could get into their hangups because he understood what a bummer it was to be thirteen when someone was doing a number on your head
and you couldn’t get your shit together.
The thing was, he had a damned hard time remembering what it had been like to be
thirteen himself. He supposed that was the ultimate price you had to pay for growing up
in the fifties. That, and entering the brave new world of the sixties nicknamed Pucker.
Now, as Todd Bowden’s grandfather came into his office, closing the pebbled-glass
door firmly behind him, Rubber Ed stood up respectfully but was careful not to come
around his desk to greet the old man. He was aware of his sneakers. Sometimes the old-
timers didn’t understand that the sneakers were a psychological aid with kids who had
teacher hangups – which was to say that some of the older folks couldn’t get behind a
guidance counsellor in Keds.
This is one fine-looking dude, Rubber Ed thought. His white hair was carefully
brushed back. His three-piece suit was spotlessly clean. His dove-grey tie was impeccably
knotted. In his left hand he held a furled black umbrella (outside, a light drizzle had been
falling since the weekend) in a manner that was almost military. A few years ago Rubber
Ed and his wife had gone on a Dorothy Sayers jag, reading everything by that estimable
lady that they could lay their hands upon. It occurred to him now that this was her
brainchild, Lord Peter Wimsey, to the life. It was Wimsey at seventy-five, years after both
Hunter and Harriet Vane had passed on to their rewards. He made a mental note to tell
Sondra about this when he got home.
‘Mr Bowden,’ he said respectfully, and offered his hand.
‘A pleasure,’ Bowden said, and shook it Rubber Ed was careful not to put on the firm
and uncompromising pressure he applied to the hands of the fathers he saw; it was
obvious from the gingerly way the old boy offered it that he had arthritis.
‘A pleasure, Mr French,’ Bowden repeated, and took a seat, carefully pulling up the
knees of his trousers. He propped the umbrella between his feet and leaned on it, looking
like an elderly, extremely urbane vulture that had come in to roost in Rubber Ed French’s
office. He had the slightest touch of an accent, Rubber Ed thought, but it wasn’t the
clipped intonation of the British upper class, as Wimsey’s would have been; it was broader, more European. Anyway, the resemblance to Todd was quite striking. Especially
through the nose and eyes.
I’m glad you could come,’ Rubber Ed told him, resuming his own seat, ‘although in
these cases the student’s mother or father-‘
This was the opening gambit, of course. Almost ten years of experience in the
counselling business had convinced him that when an aunt or an uncle or a grandparent
showed up for a conference, it usually meant trouble at home – the sort of trouble that
invariably turned out to be the root of the problem. To Rubber Ed, this came as a relief.
Domestic problems were bad, but for a boy of Todd’s intelligence, a heavy drug trip
would have been much, much worse.
‘Yes, of course,’ Bowden said, managing to look both sorrowful and angry at the same
time. ‘My son and his wife asked me if I could come and talk this sorry business over
with you, Mr French. Todd is a good boy, believe me. This trouble with his school marks
is only temporary.’
‘Well, we all hope so, don’t we, Mr Bowden? Smoke if you like. It’s supposed to be
off-limits on school property, but I’ll never tell.’
Thank you.’
Mr Bowden took a half-crushed package of Camel cigarettes from his inner pocket,
put one of the last two zigzagging smokes in his mouth, found a Diamond Blue-Tip
match, scratched it on the heel of one black shoe, and lit up. He coughed an old man’s
dank cough over the first drag, shook the match out, and put the blackened stump into the
ashtray Rubber Ed had produced. Rubber Ed watched this ritual, which seemed almost as
formal as the old man’s shoes, with frank fascination.
‘Where to begin,’ Bowden said, his distressed face looking at Rubber Ed through a
swirling raft of cigarette smoke.
‘Well,’ Rubber Ed said kindly, ‘the very fact that you’re here instead of Todd’s parents