Blind and deaf, he waited for some kind person to tell him he could die.
They drew up in the street a short way from the Orpheus Hotel. Mamoulian got out and left the evangelists to bring Carys. She’d begun to smell, he’d noted; that ripe smell he associated with menstruation. He strode on ahead, stepping through the rent fence and onto the no-man’s-land that surrounded the hotel. Desolation pleased him. The heaps of rubble, the piles of abandoned furniture: by the sickly light of the highway the place had a glamor about it. If last rites were to be performed, what better place than here? The pilgrim had chosen well.
“This is it?” said Saint Chad, following on.
“It is. Will you find a point of access for us?”
“My pleasure.”
“Only do it quietly, if you will.”
The young man skipped off across the pit-fraught ground, stopping only to select a piece of twisted metal from among the rubble to force an entry. So resourceful, these Americans, Mamoulian mused as he picked his way after Chad: no wonder they ruled the world. Resourceful, but not subtle. At the front door Chad was tearing the planks away without much regard for surprise attacks. Can you hear? he thought to the pilgrim. Do you know I’m down here, so close to you at last?
He turned his cold eyes up to the top of the hotel. His belly was acid with anticipation; a film of sweat glossed his forehead and palms. I’m like a nervous lover, he thought. So strange, that the romance should end this way, without a sane observer to witness the final acts. Who would know, once it was all over; who would tell? Not the Americans. They would not survive the next few hours with the tatters of their sanity intact. Not Carys; she would not survive at all. There would be nobody to report the story, which-for some buried reason-he regretted. Was that what made him a European? To want to have his story told once more, passed down the line to another eager listener who would, in his time, disregard its lesson and repeat his own suffering? Ah, how he loved tradition.
The front door had been beaten open. Saint Chad stood, grinning at his achievement, sweating in his tie and suit.
“Lead the way,” Mamoulian invited him.
The eager youth went inside; the European followed. Carys and Saint Tom brought up the rear.
Within, the smell was tantalizing. Associations were one of the curses of age. In this case the perfume of carbonized wood, and the sprawl of wreckage underfoot, evoked a dozen cities he’d wandered in; but one of course, in particular. Was that why Joseph had come to this spot: because the scent of smoke and the climb up the creaking stairs woke memories of that room off Muranowski Square? The thief’s skills had been the equal of his own that night, hadn’t they? There’d been something blessed about the young man with the glittering eyes; the fox who’d shown so little awe; just sat down at the table willing to risk his life in order to play. Mamoulian believed the pilgrim had forgotten Warsaw as he’d grown from fortune to fortune; but this ascent up burned stairs was proof positive that he had not.
They climbed in the dark, Saint Chad going ahead to scout the way, and calling behind him that the banister was gone in this place and a stair in that. Between the fourth and fifth stories, where the fire stopped, Mamoulian called a halt, and waited until Carys and Tom caught up. When they had he instructed that the girl be brought to him. It was lighter up here. Mamoulian could see a look of loss on the girl’s tender face. He touched her, not liking the contact but feeling it appropriate.
“Your father is here,” he told her. She didn’t reply; nor did her features relinquish the look of grief. “Carys . . . are you listening?”
She blinked. He assumed he was making some contact with her, if primitive.
“I want you to speak to Papa. Do you understand? I want you to tell him to open the door for me.”