She watched its circling descent, thinking Marty’s name.
“Marty. ”
They were lifting him into an ambulance. He still felt sick to the pit of his stomach with the roller coaster he’d been on. He didn’t want consciousness, because with it came the nausea. The hissing had gone from his ears however; and his sight was intact.
“What happened? Hit-and-run?” somebody asked him.
“He just fell down,” a witness replied. “I saw him. Fell down in the middle of the pavement. I was just coming out of the newsagents when I-”
“Marty.”
“-and there he was-”
“Marty. ”
His name was sounding in his head, clear as a spring-morning bell. There was a renewed trickle of blood from his nose, but no pain this time. He raised his hand to his face to stem the flow but a hand was already there, stanching and wiping.
“You’ll be all right,” a man’s voice said. Somehow Marty felt this to be indisputably true, though it was nothing to do with this man’s ministrations. The pain had gone, and the fear had gone with it. It was Carys speaking in his head. It had been all along. Now some wall in him had been breached-forcibly perhaps, and painfully, but the worst was over-and she was thinking his name in her head and he was catching her thought like a lobbed tennis ball. His previous doubts seemed naive. It was a simple act, this thought catching, once you had the knack of it.
She felt him wake to her.
For several seconds she lay on her curtain bed while the jet winked across the window, not quite daring to believe what her instincts were telling her-that he was hearing her, that he was alive.
Marty? she thought. This time, instead of the word getting lost in the dark between his mind and hers, it went unerringly home, welcomed into his cortex. He didn’t have the skill to frame an answer, but that was academic at this point. As long as he could hear and understand, he could come.
The hotel, she thought. Do you understand, Marty? I’m with the European at a hotel. She tried to remember the name she’d glimpsed over the door. Orpheus; that was it. She had no address, but she did her best to picture the building for him, in the hope that he could make sense of her impressionist directions.
He sat up in the ambulance.
“Don’t worry. The car’ll be taken care of,” the attendant said, pressing a hand on his shoulder to get him to lie back down. They’d wrapped a scarlet blanket across him. Red so the blood doesn’t show, he registered as he threw it off.
“You can’t get up,” the attendant told him. “You’re in bad shape.”
“I’m fine,” Marty insisted, pushing the solicitous hand away. “You’ve been wonderful. But I’ve got a prior engagement.”
The driver was closing the double doors at the back of the ambulance. Through the narrowing gap Marty could see a ring of professional bystanders straining to catch a final look at the spectacle. He made a dive for the doors.
The spectators were disgruntled to see Lazarus risen, and worse, to see him smiling like a loon as he emerged, apologizing, from the back of the vehicle. Didn’t the man have any sense of occasion?
“I’m fine,” he told the driver as he backed off through the crowd. “Must have been something I ate.” The driver stared at him, uncomprehending.
“You’re bloody,” he managed to mutter.
“Never felt better,” Marty replied, and in a way, despite the exhaustion in his bones, it was true. She was here, in his head, and there was still time to make things right, if he hurried.
The Citroen was a few yards down the road; splashes of his blood painted the pavement beside it. The keys were still in the ignition.
“Wait for me, babe, ” he said, and started back toward the Pandemonium Hotel.
69
It was not the first time Sharon had been locked out of her house while her mother entertained a man the young girl had never seen before, and would, on past form, never see again; but tonight the expulsion was particularly unwelcome. She felt a summer cold coming on, and she wanted to be in the house in front of the television instead of out in the street after dark vainly trying to devise new skipping games for herself. She wandered down the street, beginning a solitary game of hopscotch, then abandoning it on the fifth square.