I’ll tell you what I think of it. I think it’s a lot like you— weak and bumbling. Although I must admit that you came through for us in our fight against the serpents—if that was you who turned into the serpent mage, as Grundle claimed.
But when it came to standing up for yourself against Samah (and I’ll lay odds that you could have taken the bastard), you “couldn’t remember the spell.” You let yourself and the woman you love be led meekly away, sent to a place where, if you are still alive, you probably wish you weren’t.
The seawater is starting to seep under the door now. Dog doesn’t know what to make of it. He’s barking at it, trying to convince it to turn around and leave. I know how he feels. It is all I can do to sit here calmly and wait, wait for the tepid liquid to creep over the toe of my boot, wait for the terrible feeling of panic that comes when I feel my magic start to dissolve at the water’s touch.
The seawater is my salvation. I have to remind myself of that. Already, the Sartan runes that keep me prisoner in this room are beginning to lose their power. Their red glow fades. Eventually it will wink out altogether and then I will be free.
Free to go where? Do what?
I must return to the Nexus, warn my lord of the danger of the serpents. Xar will not believe it; he will not want to believe. He has always held himself to be the most powerful force in the universe. And, certainly, he had every reason to think that was true. The dark and dreadful might of the Labyrinth could not crush him. Even now, he defies it daily to bring more of our people out of that terrible prison.
But against the magical power of the evil serpents—and I begin to think they are only evil’s minions—Xar must fall. This dread, chaotic force is not only strong, it is cunning and devious. It works its will by telling us what we want to hear, by pandering to us and fawning on us and serving us. It does not mind demeaning itself, it has no dignity, no honor. It uses lies made powerful because they are lies we tell ourselves.
If this evil force enters Death’s Gate, and nothing is done , to stop tt, I foresee a time when this universe will become a prison house of suffering and despair. The four worlds—Arianus, Pryan, Abarrach, and Chelestra—will be consumed. The Labyrinth will not be destroyed as we had hoped. My people will emerge from one prison only to find themselves in another.
I must make my lord believe! But how, when at times I am not certain that I truly believe myself,…
The water is up to my ankle. Dog has given up barking. He is eyeing me with reproach, demanding to know why we don’t leave this uncomfortable place. He tried lapping the water and got it up his nose.
No Sartan are visible on the street beneath my window, where the water now flows in a wide and steady river. I can bear, in the distance, horn calls—the mensch, probably, moving onto the Chalice, as the Sartan call this haven of theirs. Good, that means there will be ships nearby—mensch submersibles. My ship, the dwarven submersible I magically altered to take me through Death’s Gate, is moored back on Draknor, the ?Hide? of the serpents.
I don’t look forward to going back there, but I have no choice. Rune-enhanced, that ship is the only vessel on this world that can carry me safely through Death’s Gate. I have only to glance down at my legs, now wet with seawater, to see blue runes tattooed on my skin fading. It will be a long tone before I will be able to use my magic to alter another ship. And I am running out of time. My people are running out of time. With luck, I can slip into Draknor unnoticed, steal back my ship, and leave. The serpents must all be intent on assisting the attack on the Chalice, although I think it is odd, and perhaps a bad sign, that I’ve seen nothing of them. But, as I said, they are devious and cunning and who knows what they are plotting?