“Leave with you?” said Unk incredulously. “You’re — you’re coming with me, aren’t you?”
Boaz held up his big right hand, and it was a tender gesture for silence, a gesture made by a thoroughly great human being. “Don’t truth me, Unk,” said Boaz, “and I won’t truth you.” He brushed away his tears with a fist.
Unk had never been able to brush aside the plea about truthing. It frightened him. Some part of his mind warned him that Boaz was not bluffing, that Boaz really knew a truth about Unk that could tear him to pieces.
Unk opened his mouth and closed it again.
“You come and tell me the big news,” said Boaz. “‘Boaz — ‘ you say, ‘we’re going to be free!’ And I get all excited, and I drop everthing I’m doin’, and I get set to be free.
“And I keep saying it over to myself about how I’m going to be free,” said Boaz, “and then I try to think what that’s going to be like, and all I can see is people. They push me this way, then they push me that — and nothing pleases ’em, and they get madder and madder, on account of nothing makes ’em happy. And they holler at me on account of I ain’t made ’em happy, and we all push and pull some more.
“And then, all of a sudden,” said Boaz, “I remember all the crazy little animals I been making so happy so easy with music. And I go find thousands of ’em lying around dead, on account of Boaz forgot all about ’em, he was so excited about being free. And ever’ one of them lost lives I could have saved, if I’d have just kept my mind on what I was doing.
“And then I say to myself,” said Boaz, “‘I ain’t never been nothing good to people, and people never been nothing good to me. So what I want to be free in crowds of people for?’
“And then I knew what I was going to say to you, Unk, when I got back here,” said Boaz.
Boaz now said it:
“I found me a place where I can do good without doing any harm, and I can see I’m doing good, and them I’m doing good for know I’m doing it, and they love me, Unk, as best they can. I found me a home.
“And when I die down here some day,” said Boaz, “I’m going to be able to say to myself, ‘Boaz — you made millions of lives worth living. Ain’t nobody ever spread more joy. You ain’t got an enemy in the Universe.'” Boaz became for himself the affectionate Mama and Papa he’d never had. “‘You go to sleep now,'” he said to himself, imagining himself on a stone deathbed in the caves. “‘You’re a good boy, Boaz,'” he said. “‘Good night.'”
chapter ten
AN AGE OF MIRACLES
“O Lord Most High, Creator of the Cosmos, Spinner of Galaxies, Soul of Electromagnetic Waves, Inhaler and Exhaler of Inconceivable Volumes of Vacuum, Spitter of Fire and Rock, Trifler with Millennia — what could we do for Thee that Thou couldst not do for Thyself one octillion times better? Nothing. What could we do or say that could possibly interest Thee? Nothing. Oh, Mankind, rejoice in the apathy of our Creator, for it makes us free and truthful and dignified at last. No longer can a fool like Malachi Constant point to a ridiculous accident of good luck and say, ‘Somebody up there likes me.’ And no longer can a tyrant say, ‘God wants this or that to happen, and anybody who doesn’t help this or that to happen is against God.’ O Lord Most High, what a glorious weapon is Thy Apathy, for we have unsheathed it, have thrust and slashed mightily with it, and the claptrap that has so often enslaved us or driven us into the madhouse lies slain!”
— THE REVEREND C. HORNER REDWINE
It was a Tuesday afternoon. It was springtime in the northern hemisphere of Earth.
Earth was green and watery. The air of earth was good to breathe, as fattening as cream.