As the call went through, she opened the door and looked up and down the silent hall. She was pleased not to see anyone. While she’d been going through the files, she’d heard the guard pass by and even hesitate outside the door on several occasions. He’d not bothered her, but his loitering had raised her anxiety level. She knew that if he approached her, she’d feel trapped in the seemingly deserted building. She’d not seen a single one of the cleaning people who were supposed to be there.
“This better be you,” Kim said without saying hello.
“That’s a strange way to answer the phone,” Marsha said with a nervous laugh. She closed the USDA office door and started up the deserted hall.
“It’s about time you called,” Kim said.
“I haven’t had any luck so far,” Marsha said, ignoring Kim’s complaint.
“What’s taken you so long to call?” Kim demanded.
“Hey, cool it,” Marsha said. “I’ve been busy. You have no idea how much paperwork the USDA requires. There’s daily sanitation reports, disposition records, livestock slaughter reports, process deficiency records, kill-order reports, and purchase invoices. I’ve had to go through all of it for January ninth.”
“What did you find?” Kim asked.
“Nothing out of the ordinary,” Marsha said. She came to a door with a frosted-glass panel. Stenciled on the glass was the word: RECORDS. She tried the door. It was unlocked. She stepped inside, closed the door, and locked it behind her.
“Well, at least you looked,” Kim said. “Now get yourself out of there.”
“Not until I look at the company records,” Marsha said.
“It’s eight-fifteen,” Kim said. “You told me this was going to be a quick visit.”
“It shouldn’t take me that much longer,” Marsha said.
“I’m in the record room right now. I’ll call you back in a half hour or so.
Marsha disconnected before Kim had a chance to object. She put the phone down on a long library table and faced a bank of file cabinets along one wall. The opposite wall had a single window against whose panes the rain was beating. It sounded like grains of rice. At the far end of the room was a second door. Marsha went to it and made sure it was locked.
Feeling relatively secure, she walked back to the file cabinets and yanked out the first drawer.
After several minutes. Kim finally withdrew his hand from the receiver. He’d hoped that Marsha would have called right back. The conversation had ended so abruptly he’d thought they’d been cut off. Eventually he had to accept the fact that she’d hung up.
Kim was sitting in the same club chair Marsha had found him in. The floor lamp next to the chair was the only light on in the house. On the side table was a glass of neat whiskey that he’d poured for himself and then had not touched.
Kim had never felt worse in his life. Images of Becky kept flooding his mind and bringing forth new tears. The next instant, he found himself denying the whole, horrid experience and attributing it to an extension of his nightmare where Becky had fallen into the sea.
The sound of the refrigerator kicking on in the kitchen made him think he should try to eat. He couldn’t remember the last time he’d put anything significant in his stomach. The trouble was he wasn’t hungry in the slightest. Then he thought about taking himself upstairs to shower and change clothes, but that sounded like too much effort. In the end, he decided he’d just sit there and wait for the phone to ring.
The old Toyota pickup had no heat and Carlos was shivering by the time he turned off the paved road onto the gravel track that led around the Higgins and Hancock stockyard. He switched off the single functioning headlight and proceeded by knowledge of the route and shadowy glimpses of the fence posts to his right. He drove all the way around to the point where the stockyard funneled into the chute leading into the plant. During the day, this was where all the luckless animals entered.
He parked the truck in the shadow of the building. He took off the heavy mittens he used to drive and replaced them with tight-fitting black leather gloves. Reaching under his seat, he extracted a long, curved kill knife, the same kind he used during the day. By reflex he tested its edge with his thumb. Even through the leather he could tell it was razor-sharp.