For a time her mind was utterly free, devoid of thought or concern. The smooth working of muscle, the stretch of tendon, the pulse of her blood, the heat in her flesh-these were the only things that existed for her. She breathed the cool air of night, felt the crunch of sand beneath her sandals, listened to the rhythmic whoosh of the whirling machine. Nothing else mattered for her.
But when the arms began to slow she stepped clear and drew a deep, frustrated breath. Then, she leaned on her sword and looked around, strangely aware of the silence and her aloneness. She would not have called it loneliness.
A few lamps burned in the windows of the estate. In the opposite direction a few more lights showed distantly where the new barracks had been built at the easternmost wall of Land’s End. Beyond the wall the sky glowed redly with the bonfires that Rashan and his priests had made, where they celebrated by Chenaya’s temple on the shores of the Red Foal.
She was alone as usual, on the outside looking in again. But it didn’t bother her. Practice was what mattered, and training and hard work. Dayme would be angry if he knew she was out here so late, but she didn’t care. He was only her trainer, nothing more. He’d made that abundantly clear. Her hand clenched and unclenched on the hilt of her sword, though, when she thought of him.
She didn’t care, she didn’t care at all. But she raised her weapon suddenly and carved a great chunk out of one of the machine’s arms. The breath hissed from her as she struck. Then, she stood for a moment and trembled. It was not Dayrne, she told herself. It had nothing to do with him.
It was that damned husband of hers.
Kadakithis had summoned her to the palace again. Again, he had begged her for a divorce. Begged! A prince of Ranke! No matter that divorce was forbidden among the Royal Family. Hell, he’d practically crawled on his knees to convince her.
What had she ever seen in that man that had made her consent to marriage? It certainly hadn’t been his thin, spindly body or his face with a chin that could stitch sailcloth, or that armor-piercing nose. It certainly hadn’t been the execrable poetry he once had written, or his mediocre talent on the harp.
It sure as the gods hadn’t been his fidelity. Why, the bastard had stocked his larder with fresh meat almost before their wedding bed had cooled. And when the Raggah kidnapped and sold her into slavery, did Kadakithis come to rescue her? Hell and damnation, no! He’d curled up, instead, with his pet fish, and left that task to Chenaya.
She carved two more chunks from the training-machine, uttering a curse with each stroke. Damn it. Chenaya! (Thunk!) Why didn ‘t you lake me. (Thunk!) with you, damn it!
It didn’t matter that Dayme loved Chenaya, it really didn’t. She missed the blonde-haired little bitch. With all the new faces around Land’s End, all the recruits for Lowan’s new school, Daphne wished for someone to talk to. Chenaya was always best for that, though they usually only traded insults and catty comments. Still, there was a communion in that. Chenaya understood her, and as much as anyone could, she thought she understood Chenaya. Everyone else was too much in awe of Lowan’s daughter. But not Daphne. Too often they’d looked each other straight in the eye and muttered, “slut,” or some such.
That made her smile.
That business with Zip, though, that hadn’t gone down well for Chenaya. She suspected that in the process of ridding Sanctuary of that verminous street gang (laughingly called the Popular Front for the Liberation of Sanctuary) Chenaya had lost part of her heart to the cutthroat little back-stabber who called himself its leader. Just like her, Daphne thought, to ignore a real man like Dayrne who cared for her and to fall for a piece of puke.
Still, it was a damn good thing Chenaya had left town so soon after the palace ambush. If she knew that Zip had been set free, or that her own husband, that splinter of manhood, had elevated him to a position of authority . . . Hell, even she burned when she thought about that.
How, she wondered, could Shupansea allow it? If she’d hated that carp-face before, Daphne had nothing but contempt remaining for the Beysa. Her own people had suffered worst of all at Zip’s hands. Daphne remembered the massacre of so many Beysib near the Vulgar Unicorn. Why didn’t Shupansea? Wasn’t she the real ruler of this city? How could she allow Zip to live when Chenaya had practically poured his blood into a cup for her to drink?
Daphne leaned on the machine and stared toward the red haze that flickered against the vast eastern darkness. The noise ofRashan’s celebration barely touched her ears.
Only days after that incident Chenaya had vanished. Reyk, her falcon, rattled listlessly in his cage. Her father, Lowan, rattled around the halls and corridors of Land’s End, himself, like a caged bird, fretting in his own quiet way.
Fortunately, he had matters to occupy his mind: the arrival of one hundred of the empire’s finest gladiators, the opening of his new school, the construction of suitable barracks on the estate’s northeast section, with lumber transported all the way from Bhokar. And there were his plans for the upcoming Festival of Man. All that kept him from worrying too much about his daughter, and it gave him no time at all to visit the palace.
But Daphne had been to the palace on three occasions of late. It galled her to listen to Molin Torchholder and Tempus’s crag-browed flunkyWhat was his name, anyway? Shit or Spit or something like that-muttering about Chenaya’s treachery and Chenaya’s scheming and Chenaya’s this or that.
Not that the two had seen her. Woe to any woman raised in a royal household that never learned to listen at a keyhole or from behind an arras, or that never learned to carry on one conversation while overhearing another. Daphne had learned a lot on her three visits, and she swore to leam more when she answered Kadakithis’s latest summons.
Divorce was all he had on his mind these days.
Treachery. That’s all Daphne had on hers. There was another traitor that everyone seemed to conveniently overlook, a man who’d befriended Chenaya, pretended to love her- He’d helped her shape the trap that had netted Zip that night, and he’d killed piffles right at her mistress’s side.
Then, he’d let Zip go, freed the piece of offal that-more than any man in the world-he had reason to hate, cause to kill.
It made Daphne mad.
She reached out and gave the uppermost arm of the machine a push to set it spinning. Gears began to whir, moving the lower arms in a timed counter-rhythm. Daphne gripped her sword tightly, barely repressing a curse. She prepared to leap into her practice again, then stopped. As a perverse afterthought, she extinguished her torch in the sand.
She would try it without the light. She didn’t need it anymore, she was sure. She was better than her trainer realized, and getting better still. She listened to the gears, to the whoosh of the arms. It was more of a challenge this way, but not much more. The moon was too full.
Leap and dodge, leap and dodge.
For a time, she abandoned thoughts of treachery and vengeance and found calmness in the smooth mindkssness of motion.
But only for a time.
Dayrne crept across the Governor’s Walk and proceeded up the Avenue of Temples. Though a few lights burned in the windows of some of the greater edifices he walked the streets alone. Or, if he was not alone, then whoever else walked abroad moved as silently as he. In Sanctuary, he was willing to concede that possibility.
He had planned to go straight home to Land’s End. There was so much to do these days with the One Hundred to organize and train. They were good men. He’d personally handpicked every one of them. Their first task upon arriving in Sanctuary had been to construct their own barracks with the lumber Dayrne had purchased in Bhokar. That done, he’d given them one day of rest in honor ofSabellia’s celebration. Tomorrow morning would be their first full workouts. He would supervise the session himself.
Tonight, however, he wanted a good sleep.
Nevertheless, he slowed when he approached the eastern entrance to the Promise of Heaven. Two stone pedestals high as his waist stood on either side of the wide white-pebbled pathway. He hesitated, then moved toward them and frowned. In Sabellia’s blessed light he spied a flat black stone upon the left post. Such stones washed up only on the banks of the White Foal on the farther side of town.