No more, though. He had killed that love when the Raggah kidnapped her. Kadakithis hadn’t even bothered to look for her or to wonder about her fate. And when she did return-thanks to Chenaya-she had found him with another woman. Hardly a woman at all, but a fish-eyed carp.
She didn’t know if she hated him. But he had hurt her. She wanted to hurt him back.
“Daphne!” Kadakithis exclaimed. “You look positively radiant.”
She folded her arms and waited for him to come to her. “Flatter me some more, Kitty-Kat,” she encouraged him coldly. “Maybe it’ll make me more pliant, and I’ll give you what we both know you want.”
He reached out to her, and she suffered his touch. His fingers brushed over her bicep. “By the Golden Crown of Savankala,” he whispered in his best chiding tone, “if your father knew you were working out with a bunch of gladiators!” He squeezed her muscle. “Why it’s bigger than mine!”
“Yours was never very big, husband,” she answered caustically. “But we both pretended.” She changed the subject. “Is Shu-sea hiding behind that curtain?”
The Prince paled briefly and looked back over his shoulder to the archway. “Of course not. We’re completely alone.”
He never had been much of a liar, not to her, anyway. “Too bad,” she said and paced away from him to the far side of the room. “Because I know she’d like to hear my news. I’ve decided to give you the divorce you’ve been begging for.”
If she hadn’t hated him before, that changed instantly. His face brightened; the corners of his mouth turned upward in a smile, and he almost clapped his hands together for joy. Then, he caught himself.
“It’s against Rankan Law,” she reminded him. “We’re both of Royal Families. But let’s admit it, my love, we’re so far outside Rankan tradition that it doesn’t matter spit or blood what we do. The throne belongs to a usurper now, damn Theron’s soul. Your loyalty is to your Beysib allies, and mine is to Chenaya and Land’s End. You’re no more a Pankan prince than I am a princess. I’m a gladiator now, an auctorata.
You . . .” she hesitated, then gave him her most withering look. “You’re a plaything for Shupansea and a puppet for Molin Torchholder.”
Kadakithis came toward her, his arms outstretched. “Daphne, I’m sorry. I never expected-”
She waved him off, and again crossed to the farthest side of the room away from him. “Spare me any more of your winnings, Kitty-Kat.” She knew how he hated that name. “You never expected me to be so reasonable? So generous as to give you the divorce? Or such a bitch?” She threw back her head and laughed, pleased by the effect it had on her weakling mate. “Well, I don’t intend to disappoint you, darling.” She felt the heat rise in her cheeks, though she tried to smother her anger. “I’m not going to be reasonable or generous. I am going to show you what a bitch I really can be.”
He stared, apparently at a loss for words. She found him funny as he stood there, mouth agape. He persisted in thinking of her as the sweet, demure child he had taken for his bride, the child who’d loved and obeyed him and had never said a word about his philandering or his spineless scraping before his brother, Abakithis.
That Daphne was dead. The Raggah and the filth who lived on Scavengers* Isle had killed her.
“You want your divorce? You want to marry your fish-faced lover?” She laughed again. “You can, my Kitty-Kat.” She pointed a trembling finger and released emotions too long held inside her. The bastard! He hadn’t even tried to find her! “But there’s a price to pay, first.” Her lips curled ferally. “There’s always a price.”
“Anything!” Kadakithis stuttered. “Just tell me-”
She interrupted him. “Oh, you’ll regret that word. But not so fast, former love of my life. This is my last grandstand as your wife, and I want a handpicked audience. Only then will you leam the terms of our divorce.”
Kadakithis’s face turned stony. He glared at her. “Is this another game you’re playing?”
If she’d had something close at hand she’d have thrown it at him. In fact, she wondered now if he’d had the room cleared just to avoid such an incident. It was remarkably bare of small objects. “Of course, it’s a game,” she answered, recovering a measure of calm. “You poor boy. Will you ever grow up and open your eyes? It’s all a gods-damned game. You’d better learn to play, instead of hiding here behind your nice safe walls. As it is, you’re nothing but a pawn for Shupansea and Molin. Be a player, damn you! For once in your innocent, naive life open your eyes and be a man! Until you manage that nothing here will ever truly be yours. Not this city, not Shu-sea, nothing.”
He trembled visibly. She saw that from across the room, but strangely she found little joy in her triumph. She knew few people had ever dared to talk to him that way, or dared to tell him such a truth.
“Your audience,” he reminded her. He could barely get out the words;
his lips made a thin, taut line, and his eyes were narrowed slits.
Daphne drew a slow breath, her anger finally spent. She had not realized the depth of the bitterness she’d harbored against her husband. But that was suddenly gone, at least for the moment. There was still the purpose though-the reason she’d decided to grant the divorce.
“You,” she said softly, “and Shupansea, and Molin.” She raised a finger for each name. Lastly she lifted the little finger of her right hand. “But most importantly, our dear garrison commander.”
The Prince raised an eyebrow suspiciously. “Walegrin?”
She allowed a small, cruel smile. “His fame precedes him, does it not? My terms will be of special interest to sweet Walegrin.”
There was no love in the look he gave her, no regret. A shared past, shared dreams and ideals, they meant nothing to him anymore. He wanted only his divorce, and as quickly as possible, she saw that in his gaze. The chill in his voice made even Savankala turn his head away, and the room grew darker as, beyond the window, a cloud passed over the sun. “When and where do we play your game?” he said.
There was only one place. “The Hall of Justice,” she answered. “Tomorrow. You can sweat for a while wondering what I’m planning.”
Kadakithis folded his arms over his chest. “Then the gods be with us all.”
She spat on his lovely, marbled floor. “Don’t blaspheme,” she advised acidly. “The gods have nothing to do with this business.”
She left him then, passing within a hand’s breadth of him on her way to the door. She smelled his essence and the clean crispness of his garments. She felt the warmth of him they passed so closely. But she gave him not another glance. She was numb, she told herself, numb.
In a strange kind of serenity she walked through the palace, through the Hall of Justice, and across Vashanka’s Square. Her palanquin and her friends waited at the Processional Gate. They hailed her as she joined them. Each man held a fine silver goblet.
“We sent the wine back,” Leyn informed her, “and requested water, instead. There’s still a day’s training ahead of us when we get back to Land’s End.”
She didn’t have it in her to smile. She parted the curtains of her transport and climbed inside. “Take me home, Leyn,” she whispered. “Please take me home.” She let the drape fall between her and the rest of the world and did her best to smother the sounds of her tears.
Dayrne fed scraps of freshly killed meat to Chenaya’s falcon. Reyk was reluctant to feed, however. The bird took the bits, chewed them briefly, and dropped them to the bottom of his cage. He emitted a long, shrill call, spread his wings to their fullest, then folded them again. He crawled into one comer, finally, and turned away from his feeder.
Dayrne gave up. He set the bowl inside the cage where Reyk could reach it if he changed his mind.
“He misses Chenaya.”
Dayrne looked around. He hadn’t even heard Daphne approach. A frown creased his lips. Didn’t she ever wear anything but her training garb anymore?
“You’re armed,” she noticed. “Going out?”
He glanced at the sky. Twilight crept slowly over the heavens. It would be dark soon. Asphodel would be in the Promise like a mother hen protecting her clutch. He remembered the small dagger she wore in her garter and smiled grimly. If the Raggah were involved, she’d need a hell of a lot more than that.
“Personal business,” he told Daphne. He turned and walked through the aviary, paying no attention to the other falcons in their cages. Birds were Lowan’s hobby, not his.