Dark Challenge. Christine Feehan. Dark Series – book 5

Very carefully Darius closed the wound, even in his weakness ensuring he left no telltale mark. He made no attempt to move. His heart was not yet completely healed. He knew what it had cost Julian in time and energy to repair such a near-mortal injury, and he had no intention of tearing the knitting gash before complete healing could take place.

“I am not yet healed, Julian,” he said in his mild, expressionless tone.

Julian’s mouth curved into a smirk. “No? Do you think you should heal so quickly, then? I put you in the ground only one scant hour ago. I awakened you merely to supply you with blood. Even you require more than one hour. And no, I have not yet tracked the vampire to his lair, but I will on the next rising. Be assured of that.”

Darius’s black eyes fastened on Julian’s gold ones. “I have no doubt that you will find the one you seek. I know the kind of man you are.” He was already tired, and his voice was fading, his thick lashes drifting down to cover the relentless, merciless, obsidian eyes. Even with the blood of such a powerful man, his body was so torn, the wound so savage, he was exhausted with just a small amount of effort.

“You did not want to stay any longer in this world.” Julian crouched down beside the leader so that he no longer towered above him. “It was in your mind to seek eternal rest. You cannot hide that from me any more than I could hide what I am from you. What made you stay when you felt yourself so close to turning? I can feel your fight, every waking moment; your life is endless darkness. What made you stay when you wanted, needed eternal rest?”

“You did.” The reply was simple, brief, yet Julian could read the truth in those two words. “I read some of your memories. I knew of your intention to seek eternal rest before you discovered what you call your lifemate, my sister. I do not know much more, only that she made it worth every moment of your struggle with the darkness devouring us. You have roamed the world and were certain you would never feel again, but you do feel. You laugh. There is a real joy in you that you cannot hide. I had no idea there was hope. I thought that for our males, once we lived a certain length of time, there would be only two choices. Eternal rest or the loss of our souls. Now that I have found this information, I can do no other than try to lead the way for Dayan and Barack. I will hold out as long as I am able to, until I know the crouching beast is close to overcoming my strength, and then I will seek eternal rest. If I can once again feel before I cross over, then it will be worth all the long, dark days.” Darius’s voice was very soft, a mere thread of sound, as if he could not find the strength to speak more strongly. “I would like to feel the love I have for my sister and my family, not simply remember that there once was such a feeling.”

It made no difference to Julian that Darius’s voice was fading. Like all Carpathians, he had incredible hearing and could turn the volume up at will.

“In any case,” Darius continued, his long lashes hiding the dark depths of his eyes, “I will wait until there is no hope at all for me, so that Dayan will realize he must also have hope until there is proof otherwise. He grows weary of this earth and has spoken often of resting. And he will not follow you so easily.”

“My charming personality, no doubt,” Julian agreed.

“Dayan is a quiet soul. Not dark of nature like me or Savon. Dayan has always chosen the right paths instinctively. Yet as the darkness grows within him, the heaviness in his heart expands. Hidden within him is an explosive predator, all the more dangerous because he is so opposite to the man. Dayan struggles to understand that side of his nature while we simply accept it.” He was deliberately imparting knowledge of his family to his sister’s lifemate.