Never mind, darling — you can bandage your hands when it’s done. When he’s done.
‘She was in pieces,’ I croaked, and jockeyed the bucket back into place so I could take another two hundred pounds of dirt and gravel out of Dolan’s grave.
How the time flies when you are having a good time.
Moments after I had noticed the first faint streaks of light in the east I got down to take another measurement of the floor’s incline with the carpenter’s level — I was actually getting near the end. I thought I might just make it. I knelt, and as I did I felt something in my back let go. It went with a dull little snap.
I uttered a guttural cry and collapsed on my side on the narrow, slanted floor of the excavation, lips pulled back from my teeth, hands pressing into the small of my back.
Little by little the very worst of the pain passed and I was able to get to my feet.
All right, I thought. That’s it. It’s over. It was a good try, but it’s over.
Please, darling, Elizabeth whispered back — impossible as it would have been to believe once upon a time, that whispering voice had begun to take on unpleasant undertones in my mind; there was a sense of monstrous implacability about it. Please don’t give up. Please go on.
Go on digging? I don’t even know if I can walk!
But there’s so little left to do! the voice wailed — it was no longer just the voice that spoke for Elizabeth, if it had ever been; it was Elizabeth. So little left, darling!
I looked at my excavation in the growing light and nodded slowly. She was right. The bucketloader was only five feet from the end; seven at most. But it was the deepest five or seven, of course; the five or seven with the most dirt in it.
You can do it, darling — I know you can. Softly cajoling.
But it was not really her voice that persuaded me to go on. What really turned the trick was an image of Dolan lying asleep in his penthouse while I stood here in this hole beside a stinking, rumbling bucket-loader, covered with dirt, my hands in flaps and ruins. Dolan sleeping in silk pajama bottoms with one of his blondes asleep beside him, wearing only the top.
Downstairs, in the glassed-in executive section of the parking garage, the Cadillac, already loaded with luggage, would be gassed and ready to go.
‘All right, then,’ I said. I climbed slowly back into the bucket-loader’s seat and revved the engine.
I kept on until nine o’clock and then I quit — there were other things to do, and I was running out of time. My angled hole was forty feet long. It would have to be enough.
I drove the bucket-loader back to its original spot and parked it. I would need it again, and that would mean siphoning more gas, but there was no time for that now. I wanted more Empirin, but there weren’t many left in the bottle and I would need them all later today . . . and tomorrow. Oh, yes, tomorrow — Monday, the glorious Fourth.
Instead of Empirin I took a fifteen-minute rest. I could ill-afford the time, but I forced myself to take it just the same. I lay on my back in the van, my muscles jumping and twitching, imagining Dolan.
He would be packing a few last-minute items in a Travel-All now – some papers to look over, a toilet kit, maybe a paperback book or a deck of cards.
Suppose he flies this time? a malicious voice deep inside me whispered, and I couldn’t help it
— a moan escaped me. He had never flown to LA before — always it had been the Cadillac. I had an idea he didn’t like to fly. Sometimes he did, though — he had flown all the way to London once — and the thought lingered, itching and throbbing like a scaly patch of skin.
It was nine-thirty when I took out the roll of canvas and the big industrial stapler and the wooden struts. The day was overcast and a little cooler — God sometimes grants a favor. Up until then I’d forgotten my bald head in consideration of larger agonies, but now, when I touched it with my fingers, I drew them away with a little hiss of pain. I looked at it in the outside passenger mirror and saw that it was a deep, angry red — almost a plum color.
Back in Vegas Dolan would be making last-minute phone calls. His driver would be bringing the Cadillac around front. There were only about seventy-five miles between me and it, and soon the Cadillac would start to close that distance at sixty miles an hour. I had no time to stand around bemoaning my sunburned pate.
I love your sunburned pate, dear, Elizabeth said beside me.
‘Thank you, Beth,’ I said, and began taking the struts over to the hole.
The work was now light compared to the digging I’d done earlier, and the almost unbearable agony in my back subsided to a steady dull throb.
But what about later? that insinuating voice asked. What about that, hmmmm?
Later would have to take care of itself, that was all. It was beginning to look as if the trap was going to be ready, and that was the important thing.
The struts spanned the hole with just enough extra length to allow me to seat them tightly in the sides of the asphalt which formed the top layer of my excavation. This was a job that would have been tougher at night, when the asphalt was hard, but now, at mid-morning, the stuff was sludgy — pliable, and it was like sticking pencils in wads of cooling taffy.
When I had all the struts in, the hole had taken on the look of my original chalk diagram, minus the line down the middle. I positioned the heavy roll of canvas next to the shallow end of the hole and removed the hanks of rope that had tied it shut.
Then I unrolled forty-two feet of Route 71
Close up, the illusion was not perfect — as stage make — up and set-decoration is never perfect from the first three rows. But from even a few yards away, it was virtually undetectable.
It was a dark-gray strip which matched the actual surface of Route 71 exactly. On the far left of the canvas strip (as you faced west) was a broken yellow passing line.
I settled the long strip of canvas over the wooden under-structure, then went slowly along the length of it, stapling the canvas to the struts. MY hands didn’t want to do the work but I coaxed them.
With the canvas secured, I returned to the van, slid behind the wheel (sitting down caused another brief but agonizing muscle spasm), and drove back to the top of the rise. I sat there for a fun minute, looking down at my lumpy, wounded hands as they lay in my lap. Then I got out and looked back down Route 71, almost casually. I didn’t want to focus on any one thing, you see; I
wanted the whole picture — a gestalt, if you will. I wanted, as much as possible, to see the scene as Dolan and his men were going to see it when they came over the rise. I wanted to get an idea of how right — or how wrong — it was going to feel to them.
What I saw looked better than I could have hoped.
The road machinery at the far end of the straight stretch justified the piles of dirt that had come from my excavation. The asphalt chunks in the ditch were mostly buried. Some still showed —
the wind was picking up, and it had blown the dirt around — but that looked like the remnants of an old paving job. The compressor I’d brought in the back of the van looked like Highway Department equipment.
And from here the illusion of the canvas strip was perfect — Route 71 appeared to be utterly untouched down there.
Traffic had been heavy Friday and fairly heavy on Saturday — the drone of motors heading into the detour loop had been almost constant. This morning, however, there was hardly any traffic at all; most people had gotten to wherever they intended to spend the Fourth, or were taking the Interstate forty miles south to get there. That was fine with me.
I parked the van just out of sight over the brow of the rise and lay on my belly until ten-forty-five. Then, after a big milk-truck had gone lumbering slowly up the detour, I backed the van down, opened the rear doors, and threw all the road cones inside.