“Better not,” I said. “My domestic skills leave something to be desired.”
He was on the verge of pursuing the point when his wife said, “Now, Pete. . .” and gave him a look. Winnie Antle appeared to be in her late forties with short brown hair combed away from her face. She was brown-eyed, slightly heavy, with a wide smile and very white teeth. She wore a man’s shirt over jeans with a long knit vest that covered her wide hips and ample derriere. She was chopping vegetables for soup, a mountain of carrot coins piled up on the counter next to her. I could see two bunches of celery and assorted bell peppers awaiting her flashing knife. She was simultaneously tending a stockpot filled with vegetable cuttings boiling merrily. “Hello, Kinsey. Don’t mind him. He’s always trying to pass the work off onto the unsuspecting,” she said, sending me a quick smile. “What brings you up this way?”
Peter looked at Guy. “You’re not in trouble, I hope. You have to watch this man.” His smile was teasing and it was clear he had no real expectation of trouble where Guy was concerned.
Guy murmured the explanation, apparently embarrassed to be the recipient of such bad news. “My father died. Probate attorney asked her to track me down.”
Peter arid Winnie both turned their full attention on Guy, whose earlier emotions were well under control. Peter said, “Is that the truth. Well, I’m sorry to hear that.” He glanced over at me. “We’ve often talked about his trying for a reconciliation. It’s been years since he had any contact with his dad.”
Guy shifted his weight, leaning against the counter with his arms crossed in front of him. He seemed to be directing his comments at me, his tone wistful. “I don’t know how many letters I wrote, but none of them got sent. Every time I tried to explain, it just came out sounding . . . you know, wrong, or dumb. I finally let it be till I could work out what it was I wanted to say. I kept thinking I had time. Mean, he wasn’t old, by any stretch.”
“It must have been his time. You can’t argue with that,” Peter said.
Winnie spoke up. “If you don’t feel like work today, you go ahead and take off. We can manage just fine.”
“I’m all right,” Guy responded, again with discomfort at being the center of attention.
We spent a few minutes going through an exchange of information; how I’d managed to locate Guy and what I knew of his family, which wasn’t much.
Peter was shaking his head, clearly regretful at the news I was bringing. “We think of Guy as one of our own. First time I ever saw this boy, he’s a sorry sight. His eyeballs were bright red, sort of rolling around in his head like hot marbles. Winnie and me, we’d been called to this church and we’d driven all the way out to California from Fort Scott, Kansas. We’d heard all sorts of things about hippies and potheads and acid freaks, I think they called ’em. Kids with their eyes burned out from staring at the sun completely stoned. And there stood Guy by the side of the road with a sign that said ‘San Francisco.’ He was trying to be ‘cool,’ but he just looked pitiful to me. Winnie didn’t want me to stop. We had the two kids in the backseat and she thought sure we’d be turned into homicide statistics.”
“It’s been a lot of years since then,” Winnie said.
Pete looked over at Guy. “What are you thinking to do now, Guy, go back to Santa Teresa? This might be time to sit down with your brothers and talk about the past, maybe clean up some old business.”
“I don’t know. I suppose. If they’re willing to sit down with me,” Guy said. “I guess I’m not quite ready to make a decision about that.” He glanced at me. “I know they didn’t send you up here begging me to come back, but it seems like I might have some say in the matter. Would it be all right if I called you in a day or two?”
“No problem. In the meantime, I need to head home,” I said. “You’ve got my card. If I’m not in the office, try that second number and the call will be forwarded automatically.” I took out a second business card and jotted down Tasha Howard’s name. “This is the attorney. I don’t remember her phone number offhand. She has an office in Lompoc. You can call directory assistance and get the information from them. She’s not that far away. If nothing else, you might make an appointment to have a chat with her. You’ll need advice from an attorney of your own. I hope everything works out.”
“I do, too. I appreciate the fact you made the trip,” Guy said. “It’s a lot more personal.”
I shook hands with him, uttered polite noises in the direction of Peter and Winnie Antle, and made my getaway. I cruised down the main street of Marcella again, trying to get a feel for the place. Small and quiet. Unpretentious. I circled the block, driving along the few residential streets. The houses were small, built from identical plans, one-story stucco structures with flat rooflines. The exteriors were painted in pastel shades, pale Easter egg colors nestled in winter grass as dry as paper shreds. Most of the houses seemed shabby and dispirited. I saw only an occasional occupant.
As I swung past the general store, heading out to the main road, I spotted a sign in the window advertising fresh sandwiches. On an impulse, I parked the car and went in and ordered a tuna salad on rye from the woman at the deli counter in the rear. We chatted idly while she busied herself with the sandwich preparations, wrapping my dill pickle in a square of waxed paper so it wouldn’t make the bread all mushy, she said. Behind me, two or three other customers went about their business, guiding small grocery carts up and down the aisles. No one turned to stare at me or paid me the slightest attention.
I let her know I’d just been over at the church. She exhibited little curiosity about who I was or why I was visiting the pastor and his wife. Mention of Guy Malek produced no uneasy silences nor any unsolicited confidences about his past history or his character.
“This seems like a nice town,” I said as she passed my lunch across the counter. I handed her a ten, which she rang into the cash register.
“If you like this kind of place,” she remarked. “Too quiet for my taste, but my husband was born here and insisted we come back. I like to kick up my heels, but about the best we can manage is a rummage sale now and then. Whooee.” She fanned herself comically as if the excitement of used clothing was almost more than she could bear. “You want a receipt?” she said, counting out seven ones and change.
“I’d appreciate it.”
She tore off the register receipt and handed it to me. “You take care of yourself.”
“Thanks. You, too,” I said.
I ate while I drove, steering with one hand as I alternated bites of dill pickle and tuna sandwich. The price had included a bag of potato chips, and I munched on those, too, figuring I’d cover all the necessary food groups. I’d forgotten to ask Guy his mother’s maiden name, but the truth was, I had no doubt he was who he said he was. He reminded me of Jack, whose coloring and features were quite similar. Donovan and Bennet must have favored one parent while Guy and Jack looked more like the other. As cynical as I was, I found myself taking at face value both the reformation of Guy Malek and his current association with Jubilee Evangelical. It was always possible, I supposed, that he and the minister were singularly crafty frauds, who’d cooked up a cover story for any stranger who came calling, but for the life of me I didn’t see it and I didn’t believe anything sinister was afoot. If bucolic Marcella was the headquarters for some cult of neo-Nazis, Satanists, or motorcycle outlaws, it had sure escaped my notice.
It was not until I had passed Santa Maria, heading south on 101, that I realized Guy Malek had never asked how much his share of the estate would be. I probably should have volunteered the information. I could have at least given him a ballpark figure, but the question had never come up and I’d been too busy trying to evaluate his status for my report to Donovan. His emotional focus was on his father’s death and the loss of his opportunity to make amends. Any profit was apparently beside the point as far as he was concerned. Oh, well. I figured Tasha would be in touch with him and she could give him the particulars.