“Don’t turn all noble on me.”
“It’s not about ‘noble.’ I guess I’m curious.”
I pulled into the courtyard and eased the VW around to the left. The garages at the end of the drive were all closed. The house itself looked deserted. All the windows were dark and most of the draperies were drawn. The visage was scarcely welcoming. The silence was broken only by the idling of my engine. “Well. This is it, I guess. Call if you need me. I wish you luck.”
Guy glanced at me uneasily. “You have to leave already?”
“I really should,” I said, though the truth was I had nothing else to do that afternoon.
“Don’t you want to see the place? Why don’t you stay a few minutes and let me show you around?”
“I was just here for drinks. It hasn’t changed since Friday night.”
“I don’t want to go inside. I have to work up my nerve. Why don’t I show you the place? We could walk around outside. It’s really beautiful,” he said. He reached out impulsively and touched my bare arm. “Please?”
His fingers were cold and his apprehension was contagious. I didn’t have the heart to leave him. “All right,” I said reluctantly, “but I can’t stay long.”
“Great. That’s great. I really appreciate this.”
I turned off the engine. Guy left his backpack on the front seat and the two of us got out. We slammed the car doors in two quick, overlapping reports, like guns going off. At the last moment, I opened my door again and tossed my handbag in the back before I locked the car. As we crossed the courtyard, Myrna opened the front door and came out on the porch. She was wearing a semblance of uniform; a shapeless white polyester skirt with a matching over blouse, some vague cross between nursiness and household help.
I said, “Hi, Myrna. How are you? I didn’t think anyone was here. This is Guy. I’m sorry. I don’t remember anyone ever mentioning your last name.”
“Sweetzer,” she said.
Guy extended his hand, which flustered her to some extent. She allowed him one of those handshakes without cartilage or bone. His good looks probably had the same effect on her that they had on me. “Nice to meet you,” he said.
“Nice to meet you, too,” she replied by rote. “The family’s back around five. You’re to have the run of the house. I imagine you remember where your room is if you want to take your things on up.”
“Thanks. I’ll do that in a bit. I thought I’d show her the grounds first if that’s okay with you.”
“Suit yourself,” she said. “The front door will be open if you want to come in that way. Dinner’s at seven.” She turned to me. “Will you be staying on as well?”
“I appreciate the invitation, but I don’t think I should. The family needs time to get reacquainted. Maybe another time,” I said. “I do have a question. Guy was asking about his father and it just occurred to me that you might know as much as anyone else. Weren’t you his nurse?”
“One of them,” she said. “I was his primary caregiver the last eight months. I stayed on as housekeeper at your brothers’ request,” she said, looking at Guy. Her delivery was staunch, as if we’d challenged her right to remain on the premises. From what I’d seen of her, she tended to be humorless, but with Guy she’d now added a grace note of resentment, reflecting the family’s general attitude.
Guy’s smile was sweet. “I’d like to talk to you about my dad sometime.”
“Yes sir. He was a good man and I was fond of him.”
There was an awkward moment, none of us knowing how to terminate the conversation. Myrna was the one who finally managed, saying, “Well, now. I’ll let you go on about your business. I’ll be in the kitchen if you should need anything. The cook’s name is Enid, if you can’t find me.”
“I remember Enid,” he said. “Thanks.”
As soon as the door closed behind her, Guy touched my elbow and steered me off to the right. We crossed the courtyard together, heat drifting up from the sun baked cobblestones. “Thanks for staying,” he said.
“You’re full of thanks,” I remarked.
“I am. I feel blessed. I never expected to see the house again. Come on. We’ll go this way.”
We cut around the south side of the house, moving from hot, patchy sunlight into shade. To me, it felt like another sudden shift in seasons. In the space of fifty feet, we’d left summer behind. In the gloom of heavy shadow, the drop in air temperature was distinct and unwelcome, as if the months were rolling backward into winter again. Vestiges of the hot dry winds blew down the mountainside behind us, tossing restlessly across the treetops above our heads. We rambled beneath a canopy of shaggy-smelling juniper and pine. A carpet of fallen needles dampened our footsteps to a silence.
Near the house, I could see evidence of the gardeners-raked paths, the trimmed shape of bushes, a profusion of ferns ringed with small perfect stones but the larger portion of the property was close to wilderness. Many of the plants had been allowed to grow unchecked. A violet-colored lantana tumbled along the terrace wall. A salmon-pink bougainvillea climbed across a tangled stretch of brush. To our right, a solid wash of nasturtiums blanketed the banks of an empty creek bed. In the areas of bright sun, where the dry breezes riffled across the blossoms, several scents arose and mingled in an earthy cologne.
Guy seemed to scrutinize every square foot we traversed. “Everything looks so much bigger. I remember when some of these trees were just planted. Saplings were this tall and now look at them.”
“Your memories sound happy. That surprises me somehow.”
“This was a great spot to grow up. Mom and Dad bought the place when I was three years old. Donovan was five and the two of us thought we’d died and gone to heaven. It was like one great big playground. We could go anywhere we wanted and no one ever had to worry. We made forts and tree houses. We had sword fights with sticks. We played cowboys and Indians and went on jungle expeditions in the wilds of the sticker bushes. When Bennet was a little guy, we used to tie him to a stake and he’d wail like a banshee. We’d tell him we were going to burn him if he didn’t shut up. He was younger than us and he was fair game.”
“Nice.”
“Boy-type fun,” he said. “I guess girls don’t do that.”
“How could your parents afford a place like this? I thought your father made his money later, in the years since you left.”
“Mom had some money from a trust fund. The down payment was hers. Actually, it wasn’t that much money even for the time. The house was a white elephant. It was on the market for nearly ten years and it was empty all that time. The story we heard was that the previous owner had been murdered. It’s not like the house was haunted, but it did seem tainted. Nobody could make a deal work. We were told it fell out of escrow five or six times before my parents came along and bought it. It was big and neglected. The wiring was bad and the plumbing was shot. Daylight was showing through big holes in the roof. Tree rats ran everywhere and there was a family of raccoons living in the attic. It took ’em years to pull it all together. In the meantime, Dad’s plan was to buy adjacent properties if they came up for sale.”
“What is it now, fifteen acres?”
“Is that right? The original parcel was six. There, probably isn’t a lot more land available in this area.”
“Is this city land or county?”
“We’re right at the upper edges of the city limits. Lot of what you’re looking at up there is part of the Los Padres National Forest.” The term forest was a misnomer. The arching mountain range above us was overgrown with nettle, ceanothus, pyracantha, and coastal sage scrub, the soil too poor to support many trees. In the higher elevations, a few pines might remain if the wildfires hadn’t reached them.
We passed the tennis court, its surface cracked and weedy along the edges. A tennis racket had been tossed to one side, exposed to the elements long enough to warp, its nylon strings sprung. Beyond the tennis court, there was a glass-enclosed structure I hadn’t seen from the drive. The lines of the building were low and straight, with a red-tile roof that had altered with time until its color was the burnt brown of old bricks.
“What’s that?”
“The pool house. We have an indoor pool. Want to see it?”