Maurice, though, he certainly isn’t a boy any longer.
War doesn’t give you much chance at youth, Raj agreed, with an edge of sadness to his mental voice.
The young pilot turned back. “Good to see you, Dad.”
“And you, son.” He pulled the young man into a brief embrace. “That’s from your mother.”
“How is she?”
“Still working too hard,” John said. “We meet at breakfast, most days.”
Maurice chuckled and shook his head. “Doing wonders, though. The food’s actually edible since the Auxiliary took over the mess.” They began walking back towards the pine-board buildings to one side of the dirt strip.
“I wish everything was going as well,” he said, with a quick scowl.
“I’m listening,” John said.
“You always did, Dad,” Maurice said. He ran a hand through his hair. “Look, the war’s less than six months old—and there are only three other pilots in this squadron besides me who were in at the start. And one of them had experience in the Union civil war.”
“Bad, I know.”
“Dad, we’re losing nearly two-thirds of the new pilots in the first week they’re assigned to active patrols.”
60% in the first ten days, Center said inside his head. a slight exaggeration.
“The Chosen pilots, they’re good. And they’ve got experience. Our planes are about as good now, but Christ, the new chums, they’ve got maybe twenty hours flying time when they get here. It’s like sending puppies up against Dobermans! I have to force myself to learn their f—sorry, their goddamned names.”
“You were almost as green,” John pointed out.
“Dad, that’s not the same thing, and you know it. I had Uncle Jeff teaching me before the war, and I’m . . . lucky.”
He’s a natural, Raj said clinically. It’s the same with any type of combat—swords, pistols, bayonet fighting. Novices do most of the dying, experienced men do most of the killing, and a few learn faster than anyone else. This boy of yours is a fast learner; I know the type.
“What do you suggest, son?”
“I—” Maurice hesitated, and ran his fingers through his hair again. “What we really need is more instructors—experienced instructors—back at the flying schools.”
“You want the job?” John said.
“Christ no! I . . . oh.” He trailed off uncertainly.
“Well, that’s one reason,” John said. “For another, we don’t have time to stretch the training. The Chosen were getting ready for this war for a long time. Our men have to learn on the job, and they pay for it in blood; not just you pilots, but the ground troops as well. We’ve lost two hundred and fifty thousand casualties.”
Maurice’s eyes went wide, and he gave a small grunt of incredulous horror.
“Yes, we don’t publicize the overall figures; and that doesn’t count the Union Loyalist troops; they were virtually wiped out. The weekly dead-and-missing list in the newspapers is bad enough. In Ensburg, they’re eating rats and their own dead. We estimate half the population of the Sierra is gone, and in the Empire, we’re supplying guerillas who keep operating even though they know a hundred hostages will be shot for every soldier killed, five hundred for every Chosen. But we stopped them. They thought they could run right over us the way they did the Empire, or the Sierra . . . and they didn’t. They’ve nowhere gotten more than a hundred miles in from the old Union border, and our numbers are starting to mount. The Chosen are butchers, and we’re paying a high butcher’s bill, but we’re learning.”
Maurice shook his head. “Dad,” he said slowly, “I wouldn’t have your job for anything.”
“Not many of us are doing what we’d really like,” John said. “Duty’s duty.” He clapped his hand on his sons shoulder. “But we’re doing our best—and you’re doing damned well.”
* * *
None of the command group was surprised when Gerta Hosten arrived; if they had been, she’d have put in a report that would ensure their next command was of a rifle platoon on the Confrontation Line. The pickets and ambush patrols passed her through after due checks, and she found the brigade commander consulting with his subordinates next to two parked vehicles in what had been Pueblo Vieho before the forces of the Land arrived in the Sierra the previous spring. A lieutenant was talking, pointing out the path her command had taken through the pine woods further up the mountain slopes, above the high pastures.