Tell me,’ Todd repeated, licking chocolate icing from his fingers. Tell me or you know what’
Yes, Dussander thought I know what. Indeed I do, you putrid little monster.
‘It made them dance,’ he said reluctantly.
‘Dance?’
‘Like the Zyklon-B, it came in through the shower-heads. And they… they began to vomit, and to… to defecate helplessly.’
‘Wow,’ Todd said. ‘Shit themselves, huh?’ He pointed at the Ring-Ding on Dussander’s plate. He had finished his own. ‘You going to eat that?’
Dussander didn’t reply. His eyes were hazed with memory. His face was far away and cold, like the dark side of a planet which does not rotate. Inside his mind he felt the queerest combination of revulsion and — could it be? — nostalgia!
‘They began to twitch all over and to make high, strange sounds in their throats. My men… they called PEGASUS the Yodeling Gas. At last they all collapsed and just lay there on the floor in their own filth, they lay there, yes, they lay there on the concrete, screaming and yodeling, with bloody noses. But I lied, boy. The gas didn’t kill them, either because it wasn’t strong enough or because we couldn’t bring ourselves to wait long enough. I suppose it was that. Men and women like that could not have lived long. Finally I sent in five men with rifles to end their agonies. It would have looked bad on my record if it had shown up, I’ve no doubt of that -it would have looked like a waste of cartridges at a time when the Fuehrer had declared every cartridge a national resource. But those five men I trusted. There were times, boy, when I thought I would never forget the sound they made. The yodeling sound. The laughing.’
‘Yeah, I bet,’ Todd said. He finished Dussander’s Ring-Ding in two bites. Waste not, want not, Todd’s mother said on the rare occasions when Todd complained about left-overs. ‘That was a good story, Mr Dussander. You always tell them good. Once I get you going.’
Todd smiled at him. And incredibly — certainly not because he wanted to — Dussander found himself smiling back.
5
November, 1974.
Dick Bowden, Todd’s father, looked remarkably like a movie and TV actor named Lloyd Bochner. He — Bowden, not Bochner — was thirty-eight. He was a thin, narrow man who liked to dress in Ivy League style shirts and solid-colour suits, usually dark. When he was on a construction site, he wore khakis and a hard-hat that was a souvenir of his Peace Corps days, when he had helped to design and build two dams in Africa. When he was working in his study at home, he wore half-glasses that had a way of slipping down to the end of his nose and making him look like a college dean. He was wearing these glasses now as he tapped his son’s first-quarter report card against his desk’s gleaming glass top.
‘One B. Four Cs. One D. A D, for Christ’s sake! Todd,’ your mother’s not showing it, but she’s really upset.’
Todd dropped his eyes. He didn’t smile. When his dad swore, that wasn’t exactly the best of news.
‘My God, you’ve never gotten a report like this. A D in Beginning Algebra? What is this?’ ‘I don’t know, Dad.’ He looked humbly at his knees. ‘Your mother and I think that maybe you’ve been spending a little too much time with Mr Denker. Not hitting the books enough. We think you ought to cut it down to weekends, slugger. At least until we see where you’re going academically…’
Todd looked up, and for a single second Bowden thought he saw a wild, pallid anger in his son’s eyes. His own eyes widened, his fingers clenched on Todd’s buff-coloured report card… and then it was just Todd, looking at him openly if rather unhappily. Had that anger really been there? Surely not. But the moment had unsettled him, made it hard for him to know exactly how to proceed. Todd hadn’t been mad, and Dick Bowden didn’t want to make him mad. He and his son were friends, always had been friends, and Dick wanted things to stay that way. They had no secrets from each other, none at all (except for the fact that Dick Bowden was sometimes unfaithful with his secretary, but that wasn’t exactly the sort of thing you told your thirteen-year-old son, ‘was it?… and besides, that had absolutely no bearing on his home life, his, family life). That was the way it was supposed to be, the way it had to be in a cockamamie world where murderers went unpunished, high-school kids skin-popped heroin, and junior high schoolers — kids Todd’s age — turned up with VD.