You call me that one more time and I’m going to stick my knife right up your fucking nose… dad-O.
‘Not much appetite, I guess.’
Dick grinned affectionately at his son; there was still a tiny dab of shaving cream on the boy’s right ear. ‘Betty Trask stole your appetite. That’s my guess.’
‘Yeah, maybe that’s it.’ He offered a wan smile that vanished as soon as his father went down the stairs from the breakfast nook to get the paper. Would it wake you up if I told you what a cunt she is, dad-O? How about if I mid, ‘Oh, by the way, did you know your good friend Ray Trask’s daughter is one of the biggest sluts in Santa Donate? She’d kiss her own twat If she was double-jointed, dad-O. That’s how much she thinks of it. Just a stinking little slut. Two lines of coke and she’s yours for the night. And If you don’t happen to have any coke, she’s still yours for the night. She’d fuck a dog If she couldn’t get a man.’ Think that’d wake you up, dad-O? Get you a flying start on the day?
He pushed the thoughts away viciously, knowing they wouldn’t stay gone.
His father came back with the paper. Todd glimpsed the headline: SPY TRIALS CLOSER, STATE DEPARTMENT SOURCE SAYS.
Dick sat down. ‘Betty’s a fine-looking girl,’ he said. ‘She reminds me of your mother when I first met her.’
‘Is that so?’
‘Pretty… young… fresh.’ Dick Bowden’s eyes had gone vague. Now they came back, focusing almost anxiously on his son. ‘Not that your mother isn’t still a fine-looking woman. But at that age a girl has a certain… glow, I guess you’d say. It’s there for a while, and then it’s gone.’ He shrugged and opened the paper. ‘C’est la vie, I guess.’
She’s a bitch in heat. Maybe that’s what makes her glow.
‘You’re treating her right, aren’t you, Todd-O?’ His father was making his usual rapid trip through the paper towards the sports pages. ‘Not getting too fresh?’
‘Everything’s cool, dad.’
(if he doesn’t stop pretty soon I’ll… /’//… do… something. Scream. Throw his coffee in his face. Something.)
‘Ray thinks you’re a fine boy,’ Dick said absently. He had at last reached the sports. He became absorbed. There was blessed silence at the breakfast table.
Betty Trask had been all over him the very first time they went out. He had taken her to the local lover’s lane after the movie because he knew it would be expected of him; they could swap spits for half an hour or so and have all the right things to tell their respective friends the next day. She could roll her eyes and tell how she had fought off his advances -boys were so tiresome, really, and she never fucked on the first date, she wasn’t that kind of girl. Her friends would agree and then all of them would troop into the girls’ room and do whatever it was they did in there — put on fresh makeup, smoke Tampax, whatever.
And for a guy… well, you had to make out. You had to get at least to second base and try for third. Because there were reputations and reputations. Todd couldn’t have cared less about having a stud reputation; he only wanted a reputation for being normal. And if you didn’t at least try, word got around. People started to wonder if you were all right.
So he took them up on Jane’s Hill, kissed them, felt their tits, went a little further than that if they would allow it. And that was it. The girl would stop him, he would put up a little goodnatured argument, and then take her home. No worries about what might be said in the girls’ room the next day. No worries that anyone was going to think Todd Bowden was anything but normal. Except Except Betty Trask was the kind of girl who fucked on the first date. On every date. And in between dates.
The first time had been a month or so before the goddam Nazi’s heart attack, and Todd thought he had done pretty well for a virgin… perhaps for the same reason a young pitcher will do well if he’s tapped to throw the biggest game of the year with no forewarning. There had been no time to worry, to get all strung up about it Always before, Todd had been able to sense when a girl had made up her mind that on the next date she would just allow herself to be carried away. He was aware that he was personable and that both Ms looks and his prospects were good. The kind of boy their cunty mothers regarded as ‘a good catch’. And when he sensed that physical capitulation was about to happen, he would start dating some other girl. And whatever it said about his personality, Todd was able to admit to himself that if he ever started dating a truly frigid girl, he would probably be happy to date her for years to come. Maybe even marry her.