Grass by Sheri S. Tepper

The car came slowly closer, from a speck to a ball, from a ball to an ornament, one of the ornaments her family had used to hang upon trees at Christmas time, bulging with rococo extravagance.

It landed. The door opened and the servant who had piloted it got out and went away, without looking at her. Rigo came out, facing the car, turning slowly until he saw her, He did not move then, just stood there, his face still and empty. There was an endless moment during which nothing moved at all, a moment in which a first dreadful sus­picion hardened into certainty,

“Stella!” she cried, her voice shrilling into the wind.

Rigo made a hopeless gesture but said nothing. He did not move toward her. She knew he was too ashamed to do so, that he knew there was nothing he could ever say which would help at all.

“Brother Mainoa,” she insisted, pounding her fist on the kitchen table where she found Father James and her son having an evening snack together. “Brother Mainoa knows something! He’s been out in the grass. He’s seen. Things. If the Hippae have taken Stella, he’s the only one who can possibly help us.”

“Where is your husband?” the priest asked. “Marjorie, where is Uncle Rigo?”

“I don’t know,” she said, turning wild eyes upon him. “He came into the house.”

“What exactly did he say?”

“That she was gone. Vanished. She never returned. Like Janetta. Like the bon Damfels girl. Gone.” She gulped for air, as though she could not possibly get enough into her lungs. “He won’t be any use. He’s like them. Like Stavenger and like the Obermun bon Haunser. I’ve been thinking who to ask. Not any of the bons. They don’t do anything about it when their own children get carried off; they wouldn’t do anything for mine. Not anyone from Commons. They don’t know anything about it. Not villagers. They’re frightened to death of the grass. I wish you could have seen Sebastian Mechanic’s face when he was telling me about the thundering in the night. But someone told him! Who do you suppose? I asked. He says Brother Mainoa. It always comes back to Brother Mainoa!”

“Do you want to go there now, Marjorie?”

“Now. Yes.”

“Have you checked to be sure he’s there?”

“No.” She sobbed helplessly. “He has to be there.”

The priest nodded at Tony, then toward the tell-me link in the corner of the kitchen, before rising to fold Marjorie in his arms. He was no taller than she, and slighter, but he gave her enough support that he could urge her into a chair and make her sit there until she grew quieter. Tony muttered in the corner once, then again before snapping off the link and turning back to them.

“He’s there. Him and the other one, I told him what happened. He says he’d come to you but he doesn’t have a car. You can come to him, or I’ll go get him and bring him here.”

“I’ll go.” She jumped up, staring wildly around herself. “I was wicked, Father James. I resented her. God has taken her away because of—“

“Marjorie!” he shouted, shaking her. “Stop that! Is God so unjust that he would punish your daughter because of something you did? You won’t help Stella by having fits of guilt. Stop it.”

She gulped again, visibly taking hold of herself. “Yes. Oh, yes, of course. I’m sorry. You’re right. Tony, grab whatever food you can put together in five minutes. You and Father James will be hungry. I must get my coat.”

She ran out and they heard her footsteps clattering along the hallway, stumbling at first, then slowing into a firm, rapid walk as she took better control of herself. She returned in moments and did not break down again during the flight.

In the Arbai city, Brother Lourai took them to the home he and Mainoa occupied, one of the excavated houses made weathertight, with a stove in one corner and a few pieces of furniture that fit human bodies. Brother Lourai conducted them there through a downpour of rain, and Brother Mainoa refused to let Marjorie talk until she had shed her wet cloak and was settled with a steaming cup before her. Then, unable to contain herself a moment longer, she poured out the story of Stella’s disappearance.

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