How much time was passing? How much? The rain had slackened still more. Soon she would start to hear dripping instead of raining. Maybe Deke was putting up a fight. Maybe he even had a gun in a drawer of his cluttered old desk and had shot Pickering the way youd shoot a rabid dog. Would she hear a gunshot in here? She didnt think so; the wind was still blowing pretty hard. More likely Pickeringtwenty years younger than Deke, and obviously in shapewould take away any weapon Deke might produce and use it on the old man.
She tried to sweep all these thoughts away, but it was hard. It was hard even though they were useless. She shuffled forward with her eyes still closed and her pale faceswollen at the mouthdrawn down in effort. One baby step, two baby steps. May I take another six baby steps? Yes, you may. But on the fourth one, her kneesbent almost into a squatbumped against the front of the refrigerator.
Em opened her eyes, unable to believe she had actually made this arduous safari safelya distance an unbound person could have covered in three ordinary steps, but a safari for her. A fucking trek.
There was no time to waste congratulating herself, and not just because she might hear the Pillboxs front door open anytime. She had other problems. Her muscles were strained and trembling from trying to walk in what was almost a sitting position; she felt like an out-of-condition amateur attempting some outrageous tantra yoga position. If she didnt do this at once, she wouldnt be able to do it at all. And if the chair was as strong as it looked
But she pushed this thought away.
Its probably going to hurt, she panted. You know that, dont you? She knew, but thought Pickering might have even worse things in mind for her.
Please, she said, turning sideways to the refrigerator, giving it her profile. If that was praying, she had an idea it was her dead daughter she was praying to. Please, she said again, and swung her hips sideways, smacking the parasite she was wearing against the front of the fridge.
She wasnt as surprised as when the chair had come free of the floor all at once, almost causing her to flip headfirst onto the stove, but almost. There was a loud cracking sound from the chair back, and the seat slewed sideways on her bottom. Only the legs held firm.
Its rotten! she cried to the empty kitchen. The damn things rotten! Maybe not actually, butGod bless the Florida climateit sure wasnt as strong as it looked. Finally, a little stroke of luck and if he came in now, just as shed had it, Emily thought she would go insane.
How long now? How long had he been gone? She had no idea. She had always had a fairly accurate clock in her head, but now it was as useless as the one on the wall. It was uniquely horrible to have lost track of time so completely. She remembered her big clunky watch and looked down, but the watch was gone. There was just a pale patch where it had been. He must have taken it.
She almost swung sideways into the fridge again, then had a better idea. Her bottom was partly free of the chair seat now, and that gave her extra leverage. She strained with her back as she had strained with her thighs and calves while working to free the chair from the floor, and this time when she felt a warning pain way down low, just above the base of her spine, she didnt relax and wait and recycle. She didnt think she had the luxury of waiting anymore. She could see him coming back, running right down the center of the deserted road, his feet spatting up sprays of water, the yellow slicker flapping. And, in one hand, some sort of a tool. A tire iron, perhaps, that he had snatched from the bloodstained trunk of his Mercedes.
Em strained upward. The pain in the small of her back deepened, took on a glassy intensity. But she could hear that ripping sound again as duct tape let gonot of the chair, but of itself. Of the overlapping layers of itself. Loosening. Loosening wasnt as good as freeing, but it was still good. It gave her more leverage.
She swung her hips against the refrigerator again, letting out a little scream of effort. The shock jarred through her. This time the chair didnt move. The chair clung to her like a limpet. She swung her hips again, harder, screaming louder: tantra yoga meets S&M disco. There was another crack, and this time the chair slewed to the right on her back and hips.
She swung again again again, pivoting on her increasingly tired hips and smashing. She lost count. She was crying again. She had split her shorts up the back. They had slid down crooked over one hip, and the hip itself was bleeding. She thought she had taken a splinter in it.
She took a deep breath, trying to calm her runaway heart (small chance of that), and whacked herself and her wooden prison into the refrigerator again, as hard as she could. This time she finally struck the lever of the recessed automatic ice dispenser, releasing a jackpot of cubes onto the tiled floor. There was another crack, a sag, and all at once her left arm was free. She looked down at it, stupid-eyed with amazement. The arm of the chair was still bound to her forearm, but now the body of the chair hung askew on that side, held to her by long gray strips of duct tape. It was like being caught in a cobweb. And of course she was; the crazy bastard in the khaki shorts and Izod shirt was the spider. She still wasnt free, but now she could use the knife. All she had to do was shuffle back to the center island and get it.
Dont step on the cubes, she advised herself in a ragged voice. She soundedto her own ears, at leastlike a manic grad student who had studied herself to the edge of a nervous breakdown. This would be a very bad time to go skating.
She avoided the ice, but as she bent for the knife, her overstrained back gave a warning creak. The chair, much looser now but still bound to her midsection by those corsets of tape (and at the legs, as well), banged into the side of the island. She paid no attention. She was able to grasp the knife with her newly freed left hand and use it to saw through the tape binding her right arm, sobbing for breath and casting small darting glances at the swing door between the kitchen and whatever lay beyondthe dining room and the front hall, she assumed; it was the way he had gone out, and the way he would probably come back in. When her right hand was free, she tore off the broken chunk of chair still bound to her left arm and tossed it on the center island.
Stop looking for him, she told herself in the gray, shadowy kitchen. Just do your work. It was good advice, but hard to follow when you knew your death might come through that door, and soon.
She sawed through the band of tape just below her breasts. This should have been slow, careful work, but she couldnt afford to go slow and nicked herself repeatedly with the tip of the knife. She could feel blood spreading on her skin.
The knife was sharp. The bad news about that were those repeated nicks just below her breastbone. The good news was that the duct tape split away without much argument, layer after layer. Finally it was cut through from top to bottom, and the chair sagged away from her back a little more. She set to work on the wide band of tape around her waist. Now she could bend further, and the work went faster, with less damage to her body. She cut all the way through at last, and the chair fell backward. But its legs were still bound to her legs, and the wooden feet suddenly shifted, digging in low on her calves where the Achilles tendons surfaced like cables just below the skin. The pain was excruciating, and she moaned miserably.
Em reached around and used her left hand to push the chair against her back again, relieving that horrible, digging pressure. It was a filthy angle, all wrong for her arm, but she continued to press the chair to her while she shuffled around so she was once more facing the stove. Then she leaned back, using the center island to relieve the pressure. Gasping for breath, crying again (she wasnt aware of the tears), she leaned forward and began to saw through the tape binding her ankles. Her exertions had loosened these bands and the others binding her lower body to the fucking chair; consequently the work went faster and she cut herself less frequently, although she managed to give herself a fairly good slash on the right calfas if some mad part of her were trying to punish it for seizing up while she was trying to push the chair free of the floor.