She tried as hard as she could and knew it wasnt going to be enough. She could outrun an old lady, she could outrun an old man, she could outrun her poor sad husband, but she couldnt outrun the mad bastard behind her. He was going to catch her. She looked for a weapon to hit him with when he did, but there was still nothing. She saw the charred remains of someones beach-party campfire, but it was too far ahead and too far inland, just below the place where the dunes and sea oats took over from the beach. He would catch her even sooner if she diverted in that direction, where the sand was soft and treacherous. Things were bad enough down here by the water. She could hear him closing in, panting harshly and snorting back blood from his broken nose. She could even hear the rapid whack of his sneakers on the damp sand. She wished so hard for someone else on the beach that for a moment she hallucinated a tall, white-haired guy with a big bent nose and rough dark skin. Then she realized her yearning mind had conjured her own fathera last hopeand the illusion blew away.
He got close enough to reach out for her. His hand batted the back of her shirt, almost caught the fabric, fell away. Next time it wouldnt. She swerved into the water, splashing in first to her ankles, then to her calves. It was the only thing she could think of, the last thing. She had an ideaunformed, inarticulateof either swimming away from him or at least facing him in the water, where they might be on more even terms; if nothing else, water might slow the strokes of the awful scissors. If she could get deep enough.
Before she could throw herself forward and begin strokingbefore she could even get as far in as her thighshe grabbed her by the neck of her shirt and pulled her backward, dragging her toward the shore again.
Em saw the scissors appear over her left shoulder and grabbed them. She tried to twist, but it was hopeless. Pickering had braced himself in knee-deep water, his legs apart, his feet planted firmly against the sand-sucking rush of the retreating waves. She tripped over one of them and fell against him. They splashed down together.
Pickerings reaction was fast and unmistakable, even in the wet confusion: pushing and bucking and convulsive thrashing. Truth lit up in her head like fireworks on a dark night. He couldnt swim. Pickering couldnt swim. He had a house by the Gulf of Mexico, but he couldnt swim. And it made perfect sense. His visits to Vermillion Key had been dedicated to indoor sports.
She rolled away from him and he didnt try to grab her. He was sitting chest-deep in the rolling boil of the waves, which were still agitated from the storm, and all his efforts were focused on scrambling up and getting his precious respiration away from a medium it had never learned how to cope with.
Em would have spoken to him if she could have wasted the breath. Would have said, If Id known, we could have ended this right away. And that poor man would still be alive.
Instead, she waded forward, reached out, and grabbed him.
No! he screamed. He beat at her with both hands. They were emptyhe must have lost the scissors when he felland he was too scared and disorganized to even make fists. No, dont! Let go, you bitch!
Em didnt. She dragged him deeper instead. He could have broken her hold, and easily, if he had been able to control his panic, but he couldnt. And she realized it was probably more than the inability to swim; he was having some sort of phobic reaction.
What kind of a man with a water phobia would own a house on the Gulf? Hed have to be crazy.
That actually got her laughing, although he was beating on her, his madly waving hands slapping first her right cheek then hard on the left side of her head. A surge of green water slopped into her mouth and she spluttered it back out. She dragged him deeper, saw a big wave comingsmooth and glassy, just a little foam starting to break at the topand shoved him into it, facefirst. His screams became choked gurgles that disappeared as he went under. He thrust and bucked and twisted in her grip. The big wave washed over her and she held her breath. For a moment they were both under and she could see him, his face contorted into a pale mask of fear and horror that rendered it inhuman, and so turned him into what he really was. A galaxy of grit lazed between them in the green. One small, clueless fish zipped past. Pickerings eyes bulged from their sockets. His power haircut wafted, and this was what she watched. She watched it closely as a silver track of bubbles drifted up from her nose. And when the strands of hair reversed direction, drifting in the direction of Texas rather than that of Florida, she shoved him with all of her might and let him go. Then she planted her feet on the sandy bottom and pistoned upward.
She rose into brilliant air, gasping. She tore breath after breath out of it, then began to walk backward a step at a time. It was hard going, even in close to shore. The retreating wave sucking past her hips and between her legs was almost strong enough to qualify as an undertow. A little farther out, it would be. Farther out still it would become a rip, and there even a strong swimmer would have little chance, unless he kept his head and stroked sideways, cutting a long slow angle back to safety.
She floundered, lost her balance, sat down, and another wave drenched her. It felt wonderful. Cold and wonderful. For the first time since Amys death, she had a moment of feeling good. Better than good, actually; every part of her hurt, and she understood that she was crying again, but she felt divine.
Em struggled to her feet, shirt sopping and stuck to her midriff. She saw some faded blue thing floating away, looked down at herself, looked back, and realized she had lost her shorts.
Thats all right, they were ruined anyway, she said, and began to laugh as she backed toward the beach: now kneedeep, now shin-deep, now with only her feet in the boil. She could have stood there for a long time. The cold water almost doused the pain in her burning heel, and she was sure the salt was good for the wound; didnt they say the human mouth was the most germ-laden living thing on earth?
Yes, she said, still laughing, but who the hell is th
Then Pickering surfaced, screaming. He was now about twenty-five feet out. He waved wildly with both hands. Help me! he screamed. I cant swim!
I know, Em said. She raised one hand in a bon voyage wave and twiddled the fingers. And you may even meet a shark. Deke Hollis told me last week theyre running.
Help A wave buried him. She thought he might not emerge, but he did. He was now thirty feet out. Thirty, at least. me! Please!
His vitality was nothing short of amazing, especially since what he was doingflailing his arms at the water, mostly, as if he thought he could fly away like a seagullwas counterproductive, but he was drifting out farther all the time, and there was no one on the beach to save him.
No one but her.
There was really no way he could get back in, she was sure of it, but she limped her way up to the remains of the beach-party campfire and plucked up the largest of the charred logs, just the same. Then she stood there with her shadow trailing out behind her and just watched.
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I suppose I prefer to think that.
He lasted a long time. She had no idea exactly how long, because he had taken her watch. After a while he stopped screaming. Then he was just a white circle above the dark red blot of his Izod shirt, and pale arms that were trying to fly. Then all at once he was gone. She thought there might be one more sighting of an arm, surfacing like a periscope and waving around, but there wasnt. He was just gone. Glub. She was actually disappointed. Later she would be her real self againa better self, maybebut right now she wanted him to keep suffering. She wanted him to die in terror, and not quickly. For Nicole and all the other nieces there might have been before Nicole.
Am I a niece now?
She supposed in a way she was. The last niece. The one who had run as fast as she could. The one who had survived. She sat down by the ruins of the campfire and cast the burned butt end of log away. It probably wouldnt have made a very good weapon, anyhow; probably would have shattered like an artists charcoal stick when she fetched him the first lick. The sun was a deepening orange, kindling the western horizon. Soon the horizon would catch fire.