A busboy had come from somewhere and was helping the waitress mop up the mess. Felt like I stepped down, David heard her saying. Was that the kind of thing you heard in the afterlife?
I guess Ill go back with you, she said, but Im not staying in that boring station with those boring people when this place is around.
Okay, he said.
Whos Buck Owens?
Ill tell you all about him, David said. Roy Clark, too. But first tell me what else you know.
Most of them I dont even care about, she said, but Henry Landers nice. Sos his wife.
Phil Palmers not bad, either.
She wrinkled her nose. Phil the Pill.
What do you know, Willa?
Youll see for yourself, if you really look.
Wouldnt it be simpler if you just
Apparently not. She rose until her thighs pressed against the edge of the table, and pointed. Look! The band is coming back!
The moon was high when he and Willa walked back to the road, holding hands. David didnt see how that could bethey had stayed for only the first two songs of the next setbut there it was, floating all the way up there in the spangled black. That was troubling, but something else troubled him even more.
Willa, he said, what year is it?
She thought it over. The wind rippled her dress as it would the dress of any live woman. I dont exactly remember, she said at last. Isnt that odd?
Considering I cant remember the last time I ate a meal or drank a glass of water? Not too odd. If you had to guess, what would you say? Quick, without thinking.
Nineteen eighty-eight?
He nodded. He would have said 1987 himself. There was a girl in there wearing a T-shirt that said CROWHEART SPRINGS HIGH SCHOOL, CLASS OF 03. And if she was old enough to be in a roadhouse
Then 03 must have been at least three years ago.
Thats what I was thinking. He stopped. It cant be 2006, Willa, can it? I mean, the twenty-first century?
Before she could reply, they heard the click-click-click of toenails on asphalt. This time more than just one set; this time there were four wolves behind them on the highway. The biggest, standing in front of the others, was the one that had come up behind David on his walk toward Crowheart Springs. He would have known that shaggy black pelt anywhere. Its eyes were brighter now. A half-moon floated in each like a drowned lamp.
They see us! Willa cried in a kind of ecstasy. David, they see us! She dropped to one knee on a white dash of the broken passing line and held out her right hand. She made a clucking noise and said, Here, boy! Come on!
Willa, I dont think thats such a good idea.
She paid no attention, a very Willa thing to do. Willa had her own ideas about things. It was she who had wanted to go from Chicago to San Francisco by railbecause, she said, she wanted to know what it felt like to fuck on a train. Especially one that was going fast and rocking a little.
Come on, big boy, come to your mama!
The big lobo came, trailed by its mate and their two did you call them yearlings? As it stretched its muzzle (and all those shining teeth) toward the slim outstretched hand, the moon filled its eyes perfectly for a moment, turning them silver. Then, just before its long snout could touch her skin, the wolf uttered a series of piercing yips and flung itself backward so sharply that for a moment it rose on its rear legs, front paws boxing the air and the white plush on its belly exposed. The others scattered. The big lobo executed a midair twist and ran into the scrubland to the right of the road, still yipping, with his tail tucked. The rest followed.
Willa rose and looked at David with an expression of hard grief that was too much to bear. He dropped his eyes to his feet instead. Is this why you brought me out into the dark when I was listening to music? she asked. To show me what I am now? As if I didnt know!
Willa, Im sorry.
Not yet, but you will be. She took his hand again. Come on, David.
Now he risked a glance. Youre not mad at me?
Oh, a littlebut youre all Ive got now, and Im not letting you go.
Shortly after seeing the wolves, David spied a Budweiser can lying on the shoulder of the road. He was almost positive it was the one he had kicked along ahead of him until hed kicked it crooked, out into the sage. Here it was again, in its original position because he had never kicked it at all, of course. Perception isnt everything, Willa had said, but perception and expectation together? Put them together and you had a Reeses peanut butter cup of the mind.
He kicked the can out into the scrubland, and when they were past that spot, he looked back and there it lay, right where it had been since some cowboymaybe on his way to 26had chucked it from the window of his pickup truck. He remembered that on Hee Hawthat old show starring Buck Owens and Roy Clarkthey used to call pickup trucks cowboy Cadillacs.
What are you smiling about? Willa asked him.
Tell you later. Looks like were going to have plenty of time.
They stood outside the Crowheart Springs railway station, holding hands in the moonlight like Hansel and Gretel outside the candy house. To David the long buildings green paint looked ashy gray in the moonlight, and although he knew WYOMING and THE EQUALITY STATE were printed in red, white, and blue, they could have been any colors at all. He noticed a sheet of paper, protected from the elements by plastic, stapled to one of the posts flanking the wide steps leading up to the double doors. Phil Palmer still leaned there.
Hey, mutt! Palmer called down. Got a butt?
Sorry, Mr. Palmer, David said.
Thought you were going to bring me back a pack.
I didnt pass a store, David said.
They didnt sell cigarettes where you were, doll? Palmer asked. He was the kind of man who called all women of a certain age doll; you knew that just looking at him, as you knew that if you happened to pass the time of day with him on a steamy August afternoon, hed tip his hat back on his head to wipe his brow and tell you it wasnt the heat, it was the humidity.
Im sure they did, Willa said, but I would have had trouble buying them.
Want to tell me why, sugarpie?
Why do you think?
But Palmer crossed his arms over his narrow chest and said nothing. From somewhere inside, his wife cried, We got fish for supper! First one ting an den anudder! I hate the smell of this place! Crackers!
Were dead, Phil, David said. Thats why. Ghosts cant buy cigarettes.
Palmer looked at him for several seconds, and before he laughed, David saw that Palmer more than believed him: Palmer had known all along. Ive heard plenty of reasons for not bringing someone what he asked for, he said, but I have to think that takes the prize.
Phil
From inside: Fish for supper! Oh, gah-dammit!
Excuse me, kiddies, Palmer said. Duty calls. And he was gone. David turned to Willa, thinking shed ask him what else he had expected, but Willa was looking at the notice posted beside the stairs.
Look at that, she said. Tell me what you see.
At first he saw nothing, because the moon was shining on the protective plastic. He took a step closer, then one to the left, moving Willa aside to do it.
At the top it says NO SOLICITING BY ORDER OF SUBLETTE COUNTY SHERIFF, then some fine printblah-blah-blahand at the bottom
She gave him an elbow. Not gently, either. Stop shitting around and look at it, David. I dont want to be here all night.
You dont see whats right in front of your eyes.
He turned away from the station and stared at the railroad tracks shining in the moonlight. Beyond them was a thick white neck of stone with a flat topthat thars a mesa, pardner, jest like in them old John Ford movies.
He looked back at the posted notice, and wondered how he ever could have mistaken TRESPASSING for SOLICITING, a big bad investment banker like Wolf Frightener Sanderson.
It says NO TRESPASSING BY ORDER OF SUBLETTE COUNTY SHERIFF, he said.
Very good. And under the blah-blah-blah, what about there?
At first he couldnt read the two lines at the bottom at all; at first those two lines were just incomprehensible symbols, possibly because his mind, which wanted to believe none of this, could find no innocuous translation. So he looked away to the railroad tracks once more and wasnt exactly surprised to see that they no longer gleamed in the moonlight; now the steel was rusty, and weeds were growing between the ties. When he looked back again, the railway station was a slumped derelict with its windows boarded up and most of the shingles on its roof gone. NO PARKING TAXI ZONE had disappeared from the asphalt, which was crumbling and full of potholes. He could still read WYOMING and THE EQUALITY STATE on the side of the building, but now the words were ghosts. Like us, he thought.