She seemed curiously withdrawn. My guess was she’d had too much time to reconsider. At the Honky-Tonk earlier, I could have sworn she’d confide. People with problems are generally relieved at the chance to unburden themselves. Catch them at the right moment and they’ll tell you anything you ask. I was kicking myself I hadn’t had the opportunity to take her aside then.
I said, “Look, I know you’re pissed off because I didn’t own up to who I was, ”
“Among other things,” she said acidly. “I mean, give me a break. You’re a private detective, plus you’re Mickey’s ex-wife?”
“But Thea, get serious. If I’d said that up front, would I have learned anything?”
“Probably not,” she conceded. “But you didn’t have to lie.”
“Of course I did. That was the only means I had of getting at the truth.”
“What’s wrong with being straight? Or is that beyond you?”
“Me, straight! What about you? You’re the one screwing Mickey behind Scott’s back.”
“You were screwing him too!”
“Nope. Sorry. Wasn’t me.”
She looked at me blankly. “But you said “Uh-uh. You might have leapt to that conclusion, but I never said as much.”
You didn’t?”
I shook my head.
She started blinking, nonplused. “Then whose diaphragm was it?”
“Good question. I just got the answer to that myself. It looks like dear Mickey was screwing someone else.”
“Who?
“I think I’d better keep mum, at this point.”
“I don’t believe you.”
“Which part? You know he was seeing someone. You saw the evidence yourself. Of course, if you weren’t systematically betraying Scottie, you wouldn’t have to worry about these things.”
Her gaze hung on mine.
I said, “You don’t have to look quite so glum. He did the same thing to me. That’s just how he is.”
“It’s not that. I just realized I didn’t mind so much when I thought it was you. At least you’d been married to him, so it didn’t feel so bad. Is he in love with this other woman?”
“If he is, it didn’t stop him from picking up on you.”
“Actually, I pursued him.”
“Oh, boy. I hate to say this, but are you nuts? The man’s a barfly. He’s unemployed, and he’s older by what, fifteen years?”
“He seemed, I don’t know, sexy and protective. He’s mature. Scottie’s temperamental, and he’s so self-involved. With Mickey, I felt safe. He loves women.”
“Oh, sure. That’s why he betrays us every chance he gets. He loves each one of us better than the last, often at the same time but never for long. That’s how mature he is.”
“You think he’s going to be okay? I’ve been worried to death, but I can’t get the hospital to say a word.”
“I hope so, but really I have no idea.”
“But you’re hooked in, aren’t you?”
“I guess. What feels strange is I’d put him out of my mind. Honest, I hadn’t thought of him in years. Now that he’s down, he seems to be everywhere.”
“I feel the same. I keep looking for him. The door at the Tonk opens and I think he’ll walk in.”
“Why’d he keep coming back? Was it you or was something else going on?”
“Don’t ask. I can’t help you. I mean, I care about Mickey, but not enough to put my life on the line.”
“Isn’t it possible Scottie knows?”
“About Mickey and me?”
“That’s what we’re discussing,” I said patiently.
“What makes you say that?”
“How do you know it wasn’t Scott who shot Mickey?”
“He wouldn’t do that. Anyway, his dad told us Mickey was gunned down two blocks from his apartment. Scottie doesn’t even know where Mickey lives.”
“Well, that’s weak. I mean, think about it, Thea. Where was Scottie a week ago last Wednesday?”
“How should I know?”
“Was he with you?”
“I don’t think so,” she said. She stared at the table, going over it in her mind. “Tuesday, I was off. I wasn’t feeling good.”
“Did you talk to Scott on the phone?”
“No. I called and he was gone, so I left a message and he called me back the next day.”
“In other words, he wasn’t with you that Tuesday night or early Wednesday morning. We’re talking May fourteenth.”
Thea shook her head.
“What about the next day? Did you see him then?”
She stubbed out her cigarette. “I don’t remember every single day.”
“Start with what you do remember. When did you see Scottie last?”
Grudgingly, she said, “Monday. He and Tim had a meeting on Sunday. He drove up for the night and then left for L.A. the next day. I didn’t see him again until the weekend. That was Saturday a week ago. He drove up here yesterday and goes back to L.A. tomorrow.”
“What about you? Were you with Mickey at all on the night he was shot?”
She hesitated. “I went down to his apartment, but he was gone.”
“Couldn’t Scottie have followed you? He could have hung out in town. Once you got in your car, all he had to do was tail you to Mickey’s.”
She stared at me. “He wouldn’t have done that. I know you don’t like him, but that doesn’t make him bad.”
“Really. You told me he’d kill you if he ever found out. ”
“When I said he’d kill me it was, what do you call it-”
“Figurative.
“Figurative,” she repeated. “Scottie wouldn’t actually shoot anyone.”
“Maybe his motive was something more serious.”
“Like what?”
“A scam.”
Thea’s face underwent a shift. “I don’t want to talk about this.”
“Then let’s change the subject. The first time I came in, Thursday of this week, Tim was pissed off at you. What was that about?”
“That’s none of your business.”
“Are Tim and Scottie partners?”
“You’d have to ask them.”
“What kind of business?”
“I don’t have a comment.”
“Why? Are you involved in it too?”
“I gotta go,” she said abruptly. I watched as she gathered up her jacket and her purse. She studiously avoided looking at me as she slid out of the booth.
It was:45 when I finally crawled into bed. I woke at 6 A.M. from long habit, nearly rolling out for my jog until I remembered it was Sunday. I lay for a moment, looking up at the skylight. The sun must have been close to rising because the sky was growing lighter as though a dimmer were being turned up. I felt oddly hungover for someone who’d drunk so little. It had to be the smoky bar, the conversation with Duffy, and tension between me and Thea, not to mention the latenight theorizing and driving around at all hours. I got up and brushed my teeth, took two aspirin with a big glass of water, and then returned to bed. In less than a minute, I was sleeping again. My bladder woke me at ten. I did an inner-body survey, checking for symptoms of headache, nausea, and weariness. Nothing seemed to be amiss and I decided I could face life, but only with the promise of a nap later on.
I went through my usual morning routine: showered, donned my sweats, and made a pot of coffee. I read most of the Sunday paper, then wrapped myself in a quilt and settled on the couch with my book. Turned out to be nap time at 1 P.M. and I slept until five. I climbed up the spiral stairs and checked myself in the bathroom mirror. My hair, as I suspected, was mashed flat on one side and sticking up in clumps on the other like dried palm fronds. I stuck my head under running water and emerged moments later with a more refined arrangement. I stripped off my sweats and pulled on a turtleneck and jeans, gym socks, my Sauconys, and Mickey’s jacket. I picked up my shoulder bag, locked the door behind me, and crossed the patio to Henry’s, where I tapped on his back door. There was no immediate response, but I realized the bathroom window was open a few inches, and I could hear sounds of a shower. Steam wafted out scented with soap and shampoo. I knocked on the window a familiar rat-a-tat-tat.
From inside, Henry yelled, “Yo!”
“Hey, Henry. It’s me. I’m on my way to Rosie’s for supper. Want to come?”
“I’ll be there in a jiffy. Soon as I’m done in here.”
I walked the half block to Rosie’s, arriving at five-thirty, just as she was opening for business. We exchanged pleasantries, which in her case consisted of abrasive comments about my weight, my hair, and my marital status. I suppose Rosie’s a mother figure, but only if you favor the sort that appear in Grimm’s fairy tales. It was her avowed intention to fatten me up, get me a decent haircut, and a spouse. She knows perfectly well I’ve never met with success in that department, but she says eventually (meaning when I’m old and dotty, demented, and infirm) I’ll need someone to look after me. I suggested a visiting nurse, but she didn’t think that was funny. Then again, why should she? I was serious.