Sue Grafton – “O” Is for Outlaw

Her tone was aggrieved. “Again? You were just up there last night. We saw lights on till close to midnight. ”

“At Mickey’s? Not me. I was in Santa Teresa all weekend. I haven’t been here since Thursday morning.”

She looked at me.

“Cordia, I swear. If I’d wanted to get in, I’d have asked for the key. I wouldn’t go in without permission.”

“You did the first time.”

“But that was before we met. You’ve been very helpful to me. I wouldn’t do that behind your back.”

“Suit yourself. I won’t argue. I can’t prove it.”

“But why would I be here now if I’d already been in last night? That doesn’t make sense.”

She reached into her pocket and took out the key. “Return it when you’re done and let’s hope this is the last of it.”

I took the key, aware that her manner was still stony and unyielding. I felt terrible.

Belmira said, “Oh, my dear!” She’d turned over four cards. The first was the Page of Swords, which I knew now was me. The remaining three cards were the Devil, the Moon, and Death. Well, that was cheering. Belmm looked up at me, distressed.

Cordia moved quickly to the table and snatched up the cards. She crossed to the sink, opened the cabinet under it, and tossed the deck in the trash. “I asked you to quit reading. She doesn’t believe in tarot. She told you that last week.”

I said, “Cordia, really, “Go on up to the apartment and be done with it,” she snapped.

Belmira’s misery was palpable, but she didn’t dare defy Cordia. Nor did I, for that matter. I tucked the key in my pocket and let myself out. Before the door closed behind me, I could hear Bel protesting her loss.

I unlocked Mickey’s front door and let myself in. His drapes were still closed, blocking the light except for a narrow gap between panels where the late afternoon sun cut like a laser, warming the interior. The air was dense with dust motes and carried the moldy scent of unoccupied space. I stood for a moment, taking in the scene. With no one to clean the place, many surfaces were still smudged with fingerprint powder. If someone had been in the apartment the night before, there were no obvious signs. I skipped the rubber gloves this time and did a quick walk-through. On the surface, it was just as I’d seen it last. I paused in the bedroom door. A small gauzy piece of cloth trailed out from under the bed. I got down on my hands and knees, lifted the bottom of the spread, and peeked under the bed. Someone had systematically removed the fabric covering the bottom of the box spring, and it lay on the carpet like a skin shed by a snake. I knelt by the bed and lifted one corner of the mattress. I could see a line where the fabric had been scored by something sharp. I lifted the bulk of the mattress, turning it over with the sheets still in place. The underside had been gutted, slit the entire length at teninch intervals. Stuffing boiled out, cotton tufts protruding where the thickness had been searched. There was something both sly and savage in the evisceration. I did what I could to restore the bed to a state of tidiness.

I checked the closet. Mickey’s clothing had been slit in a similar fashion: seams and pockets slashed, linings ripped open, though the garments had been left hanging, apparently undisturbed. To the casual observer, nothing would appear amiss. The damage probably wouldn’t have been discovered until Mickey returned or his belongings were moved to storage. I went back to the living room, noticing for the first time that the cushions on the couch appeared to be out of alignment. I turned them over and saw they’d been sliced open as well. Along the back of the couch, the fabric had been picked open at the seam. The damage would be apparent the first time the couch was moved, but, again, the vandalism wasn’t evident on cursory inspection.

I checked both of the heavy upholstered chairs, getting down on the floor so I could squint at the underside. I lifted the chairs one at a time, tilting each forward to inspect the frames. On the bottom of the second chair, there was a rectangular cut in the padding. I removed the wedge of foam rubber. In the hole there was a gray metal box, six inches by twelve, like the one Duffy’d described. The lock had been badly damaged and yielded easily to pressure. Gingerly, I opened the lid. Empty. I sat back on my heels and said, “Mickey, you ass.”

What a dumb hiding place! Given his ingenuity and paranoia, he could have done better than this. Of course, I’d searched the place twice and hadn’t found the damn thing on either occasion, but somebody had. I was sick with disappointment, though there was clearly no remedy. I hadn’t even heard about the lockbox until Saturday night. At the time, it hadn’t occurred to me to drop everything and hit the road right then. Maybe if I had, I might have beat “somebody” to the punch.

Ah, well. It couldn’t be helped. I’d simply have to do without. I could find a picture of Duncan Oaks in his high school yearbook, but I would have liked the dog tags and the press pass Duffy’d mentioned to me. There was something about an authentic document that served as a talisman, a totem object imbued with the power of the original owner. Probably superstition on my part, but I regretted the loss.

I returned the box to its niche, tilted the chair back into its upright position, and let myself out the front door, locking it behind me. I went down the steps and knocked on Cordia’s door. She opened it a crack and I gave her the key. She took it without comment and closed the door again. Clearly, I wasn’t being encouraged to spend the night with them.

I crept out to the alley, got in my car, and drove to the airport. I found a nearby motel, offering shuttle service every hour on the hour. I ate an unremarkable dinner in the nondescript restaurant attached to one end of the building. I was in bed by nine and slept until five-forty-five, when I rose, showered, threw on the same clothes, left my VW in the motel parking lot, and took the shuttle to LAX, where I caught my 7 A.M. plane. The minute the non-smoking sign was turned off, all the passengers in the rear set their cigarettes on fire.

It was in the Tulsa airport, while I was waiting between planes, that I made a discovery that cheered me up no end. I had an hour to kill so I’d stretched out in a chair, my legs extended into the aisle in front of me. The position, while awkward, at least permitted a catnap, though later I’d probably require hundreds of dollars’ worth of chiropractic adjustment. In the meantime, I was using Mickey’s leather jacket as a pillow, trying to ease the strain on my neck. I turned over on my side, not easy to do while sitting upright. As I did so, I felt something lumpy against my face-metal zipper tab, button?, I didn’t know what it was, except that it added an unacceptable level of discomfort. I sat up and checked the portion of the jacket that was under my cheek. There was nothing I could see, but by pinching the leather I could feel an object in the lining. I flattened the jacket on my lap, squinting at the seam where I could see an alteration in the stitching. I opened my shoulder bag and took out my nail scissors (the same ones I utilize for the occasional emergency haircut). I picked a few stitches loose and then used my fingers to widen the opening. Out slid Duncan Oaks’sdog tags, the black-and-white snapshot, and the press card. Actually, the hiding place made perfect sense. Mickey’d probably worn this very jacket when he made the trip himself.

The dog tags bore Duncan Oaks’s name and date of birth. Even all these years later, the chain was crusty with rust or blood. The snapshot was exactly as Duffy had described it. I set those items aside and studied the press card issued by the Department of Defense. The printing around the border said: LOSS OF THIS CARD MUST BE REPORTED AT ONCE. PROPERTY OF U.S. GOVERNMENT. Under the line that read non-combatant’s certificate of identity was Duncan Oaks’s name, and on the left was his picture. Darkhaired, unsmiling, he looked very young, which of course he was. The date of issue was 10 Sept. ’65. Four years out of high school, he was no more than twenty-three years old. I studied his face. Somehow he seemed familiar, though I couldn’t think why. I flipped the card over. On the back, he’d pasted a strip on which he’d written, In case of emergency, please notify Porter Yount, managing editor, Louisville Tribune.

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