And I had found my Lord.
LUNETE DID NOT WANT to travel north to Corinium where Arthur was wintering with his men. She did not want to leave her friends and besides, she added almost as an afterthought, she was pregnant. I greeted the announcement with disbelieving silence.
“You heard me,” she snapped, ‘pregnant. I can’t go. And why should we go? We were happy here. Owain was a good lord, then you had to spoil it. So why don’t you go by yourself?” She was squatting by our hut’s fire, trying to take what warmth she could from its feeble flames. “I hate you,” she said and she vainly tried to pull our lovers’ ring from her finger.
“Pregnant?” I asked in a shocked voice.
“But maybe not by you!” Lunete screamed, then gave up trying to tug the ring off her swollen finger and hurled a billet of firewood at me instead. Our slave howled in misery at the back of the hut and Lunete threw a log at her for good measure.
“But I have to go,” I said, “I have to go with Arthur.”
“And abandon me?” she shrieked. “You want me to be a whore? Is that it?” She hurled another piece of wood and I abandoned the fight. It was the day after Arthur’s contest with Owain and we were all back in Lindinis where the council of Dumnonia was meeting in Arthur’s villa, which was consequently surrounded by petitioners with their relatives and friends. Those eager people waited at the villa’s front gates. At the back a huddle of armouries and storehouses stood where the villa’s garden had once grown. Owain’s old war-band was waiting for me there. They had chosen the site of their ambush well, at a place where holly trees hid us from the buildings. Lunete was still screaming at me as I walked up the path, calling me a traitor and a coward. “She’s got you right, Saxon,” Griffid ap Annan said, then spat towards me.
His men blocked my path. There were a dozen spearmen there, all old comrades, but all now with implacably hostile faces. Arthur might have placed my life under his protection, but here, hidden from the villa windows, no one would know how I had ended up dead in the mud.
“You broke your oath,” Griffid accused me.
“I did not,” I claimed.
Minac, an old warrior whose neck and wrists were heavy with the gold given him by Owain, levelled his spear. “Don’t worry about your girl,” he said nastily, ‘there’s plenty of us who know how to look after young widows.”
I drew Hywelbane. Behind me the women had come from their huts to see their men avenge the death of their Lord. Lunete was among them and jeering at me like the rest.
“We’ve taken a new oath,” Minac said, ‘and unlike you, we keep our oaths.” He advanced down the path with Griffid beside him. The other spearmen crowded in behind their leaders, while at my back the women pressed closer and some of them put aside their ever-present distaffs and spindles to begin throwing stones to drive me forward on to Griffid’s spear. I hefted Hywelbane, its edge still dented from Arthur’s fight with Owain, and I said a prayer that the Gods would give me a good death.
“Saxon,” Griffid said, using the worst insult he could find. He was advancing very cautiously for he knew my skill with a sword. “Saxon traitor,” he said, then recoiled as a heavy stone splashed into the mud on the path between us. He looked past me and I saw the fear come on to his face and the blade of his spear drop.
“Your names,” Nimue’s voice hissed from behind me, ‘are on the stone. Griffid ap Annan, Mapon ap Ellchyd, Minac ap Caddan…” She recited the spearmen’s names and ancestry one by one, and each time she pronounced a name she spat towards the curse stone that she had lobbed into their path. The spears dropped.
I stood aside to let Nimue pass. She was dressed in a black hooded cloak that cast her face into a shadow out of which her golden eye glittered malevolently. She stopped beside me, then suddenly turned and pointed a staff dressed with a sprig of mistletoe towards the women who had been throwing stones. “You want your children turned into rats?” Nimue called to the onlookers. “You want your milk to dry and your urine to burn like fire? Go!” The women seized their children and ran to hide themselves in the huts.