Scampering down the hall, she says, “Jack, I want to be clear about something. I want to make sure you’re not bailing out on Jimmy Stoma.”
“No way,” I call after her. “I’m in this thing till the bitter end.”
On the pretense of explaining I slip into the bedroom to watch her get ready. It’s an operation I’ve always found fascinating and enigmatic. “Don’t worry about me,” I’m saying as Emma shimmies into her sundress, “this is what happens when I hit a wall on a big story. I start second-guessing every damn move I’ve made.”
“You shouldn’t, Jack. You’ve done a great job.”
Emma, bless her heart, is too easily impressed. So was I at twenty-seven.
“I’m not giving up yet,” I tell her. “I’m going to shake some bushes until something nasty falls out. One bush in particular.”
“Speaking of Cleo—” Emma, kneeling to buckle her sandals.
“Young Evan’s waiting in the newsroom,” I say, “with a full report on his deli run.”
“Put some clothes on and let’s go.”
“That’s it? Slam bam?”
Emma points. “There’s a slice of orange peel stuck to your butt.”
Not exactly a line from a John Donne sonnet, but my spirits rocket nonetheless.
22
Good newspapers don’t die easily. After three years in the bone-cold grip of Race Maggad III, the Union-Register still shows sparks of fire. This, in spite of being stripped and junk-heaped like a stolen car.
Only two types of journalists choose to stay at a paper that’s being gutted by Wall Street whorehoppers. One faction is comprised of editors and reporters whose skills are so marginal that they’re lucky to be employed, and they know it. Unencumbered by any sense of duty to the readers, they’re pleased to forgo the pursuit of actual news in order to cut expenses and score points with the suits. These fakers are easy to pick out in a bustling city newsroom—they’re at their best when arranging and attending pointless meetings, and at their skittish, indecisive worst under the heat of a looming deadline. Stylistically they strive for brevity and froth, shirking from stories that demand depth or deliberation, stories that might rattle a few cages and raise a little hell and ultimately change some poor citizen’s life for the better. This breed of editors and reporters is genetically unequipped to cope with that ranting phone call from the mayor, that wrath-of-God letter from the libel lawyer or that reproachful memo from the company bean counters. These are journalists who want peace and quiet and no surprises, thank you. They want their newsroom to be as civil, smooth-humming and friendly as a bank lobby. They’re thrilled when the telephones don’t ring and their computers tell them they don’t have e-mail. The less there is to do, the slimmer the odds of them screwing up. And, like Race Maggad III, they dream of a day when hard news is no longer allowed to interfere with putting out profitable newspapers.
The other journalists who remain at slow-strangling dailies such as the Union-Register are those too spiteful or stubborn to quit. Somehow their talent and resourcefulness continue to shine, no matter how desultory or beaten down they might appear. These are the canny, grind-it-out pros—Griffin is a good example—who give our deliquescing little journal what pluck and dash it has left. They have no corporate ambitions, and hold a crusty, subversive loyalty to the notion that newspapers exist to serve and inform, period. They couldn’t tell you where the company’s stock closed yesterday on the Dow Jones, because they don’t care. And they dream of a day when young Race Maggad III is nabbed for insider trading or cheating the IRS or, even better, attaching a transvestite to his cock while cruising the shore of San Diego Bay in one of his classic Porsches. This vanishing species of journalist would eagerly volunteer to write that squalid story or compose its headline, then plaster it on the front page. Once upon a time they were the blood and soul of the newsroom—these prickly, disrespecting, shit-stirring bastards—and their presence was the main reason that bright kids such as Evan Richards lined up for summer internships at the Union-Register.