OUTBREAK
IT WOULD HAVE BEEN BET-ter to come back Monday morning, but it would have meant getting the kids up too early. As it was, Jack Junior and Sally had to study for tests, and for the moment, Katie needed new arrangements of her own. Camp David had been so different it was very much like returning from a vacation, and coming back was something of a shock. As soon as the Executive Mansion appeared in the windows of the descending helicopter, faces and moods changed. Security was vastly increased. The body count around the perimeter was noticeably different, and that, too, was a reminder of how undesirable this place and the life it contained were for them. Ryan stepped off first, saluted the Marine at the bottom of the stairs then looked up at the south face of the White House. It was like a slap in the face. Welcome back to reality. After seeing his family safely inside, President Ryan headed west for his office.
“Okay, what’s happening?” he asked van Damm, who hadn’t had much of a weekend himself–but then, nobody was trying to kill him or his family, either.
“The investigation hasn’t turned up much of anything yet. Murray says to be patient, things are happening. Best advice, Jack, just keep going with it,” the chief of staff advised. “You have a full day tomorrow. The country’s mood is for you. There’s always an outpouring of sympathy in times like–”
“Arnie, I’m not going out after votes for myself, remember? It’s nice that people think better of me after some terrorists attack my daughter, but, you know, I really don’t want to look at things in those terms,” Jack observed, his anger returning after two days of relief. “If I ‘ ever had thoughts about staying in this job, last week cured me.”
“Well, yes, but–”
” ‘But,’ hell! Arnie, when it’s all said and done, what
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will I take away from this place? A place in the history books? By the time that’s written, I’ll be dead, and I won’t be around to care what historians say, will I? I have a friend in the history business who says that all history is really nothing more than the application of ideology to the past–and I won’t be around to read it anyway. The only thing I want to take away from here is my life and the lives of my family^That’s all. If somebody else wants the pomp and circumstance of this fucking prison, then let ’em have it. I’ve learned better. Fine,” POTUS said bitterly, his mood totally back in his office now. “I’ll do the job, make the speeches, and try to get some useful work done, but it ain’t worth it all, Arnie. For goddamned sure it isn’t worth having nine terrorists try to kill your daughter. There’s only one thing you leave behind on this planet. That’s your kids. Everything else, hell, other people just make it up to suit themselves anyway, just like the news.” “It’s been a rough couple of days, and–” “What about the agents who died? What about their families? I had a nice two-day vacation. They sure as hell didn’t. I’ve gotten used enough to this job that I hardly thought about them at all. Over a hundred people worked hard to make sure I forgot about it. And I let them do it! It’s important that I don’t dwell on such things, right? What am I supposed to concentrate on? ‘Duty, Honor, Country’? Anybody who can do that and turn his humanity off doesn’t belong here, and that’s what this job is turning me into.”
“You finished, or do I have to get a box of Kleenex for you?” For one brief moment the President looked ready to punch van Damm. Arnie plunged on. “Those agents died because they chose jobs they thought were important. Soldiers do the same thing. What’s with you, anyway, Ryan? How the hell do you think a country happens? You think it’s just nice thoughts? You weren’t always that stupid. You were a Marine once. You did other stuff for CIA. You had balls then. You have a job. You didn’t get drafted, remember? You volunteered for this, whether you admit it or not. You knew it was possible this would happen. And so now you’re here. You want to run away,
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fine–run away. But don’t tell me it isn’t worth it. Don’t tell me it doesn’t matter. If people died to protect your family, don’t you fucking dare tell me it doesn’t matter!” Van Damm stormed out of the office, without even bothering to close the door behind him.
Ryan didn’t know what to do right then. He sat down behind his desk. There were the usual piles of paper, neatly arrayed by a staff that never slept. Here was China. Here was the Middle East. Here was India. Here was advance information on the leading economic indicators. Here were political projections for the 161 House seats to be decided in two days. Here was a report on the terrorist incident. Here was a list of the names of the dead agents, and under each was a list of wives and husbands, parents and children, and in the case of Don Russell, grandchildren. He knew all the faces, but Jack had to admit that he hadn’t remembered all the names. They’d died to protect his child, and he didn’t even know all the names. Worst of all, he’d allowed himself to be carted away, to indulge himself in yet more artificial comfort–and forget. But here it all was, on his desk, waiting for him, and it wouldn’t go away. And he couldn’t run away, either. He stood and walked out the door, heading left for the chief of staff’s corner office, passing Secret Service agents who’d heard the exchange, probably traded looks, certainly developed their own thoughts, and now concealed them.
“Arnie?”
“Yes, Mr. President?”
“I’m sorry.”
“OKAY, HONEY,” HE groaned. He’d go to see the doctor tomorrow morning. It hadn’t gotten better at all. If anything, it had gotten worse. The headaches were punishing, and that despite two extra-strength Tylenol every four hours. If only he could sleep it off, but that was proving hard. Only exhaustion allowed him an hour here and an hour there. Just getting up to use the bathroom required a few minutes of concentrated effort, enough that his wife offered to help, but, no, a man didn’t need an escort for
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that. On the other hand, she was right. He did need to see a doctor. Would have been smarter to do it yesterday, he thought. Then he might have felt better now.
IT HAD BEEN easy for Plumber, at least on the procedural side. The tape-storage vault was the size of a respectable public library, and finding things was easy. There, on the fifth shelf, were three boxed Beta-format cassettes. Plumber took them down, removed the tapes from the boxes, and replaced them with blanks. The three tapes he placed in his briefcase. He was home twenty minutes later. There, for his own convenience, he had a commercial-type Betamax, and he ran the tapes of the first interview, just to make sure, just to confirm the fact that the tapes were undamaged. And they were. These would have to be sent to a secure place.
Next, John Plumber drafted his three-minute commentary piece for the next day’s evening news broadcast. It would be a mildly critical piece on the Ryan presidency. He spent an hour on it, since, unlike the current crop of TV reporters, he liked to achieve a certain elegance in his language, a task which came easily to him, as his grammar was correct. This he printed up and read over because he both edited and detected errors more easily on paper than on a computer monitor. Satisfied, he copied the piece over to disk, which would later be used at the studio to generate copy for the TelePrompTer. Next, he composed another commentary piece of the same overall length (it turned out to be four words shorter), and that he printed also. Plumber spent rather more time with this one. If it were to be his professional swan song, then it had to be done properly, and this reporter, who had drafted quite a few obituaries for others, both admired and not, wanted his own to be just right. Satisfied with the final copy, he printed that up as well, tucking the pages into his briefcase, with the cassettes. This one he would not copy to disk.
! GUESS TH EYRE finished,” the chief master sergeant said. The take from the Predator showed the tank columns
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heading back to their laagers, hatches open on the turrets, crewmen visible, mainly smoking. The exercise had gone well for the newly constituted UIR army, and even now they were conducting their road movement in good order.
Major Sabah spent so much time looking over this man’s shoulder that they really should have spoken on a more informal basis, he thought. It was all routine. Too routine. He’d expected–hoped–that his country’s new neighbor would require much more time to integrate its military forces, but the commonality of weapons and doctrine had worked in their favor. Radio messages copied down here and at STORM TRACK suggested that the exercise was concluded. The TV coverage from the UAV confirmed it, however, and confirmation was important.