a wish and it was granted.
As of Thursday morning, May 5, the pravda was still that nothing had
happened.
Thursday afternoon the climate abruptly changed. K’s cohorts had at last
decided on a pravda; to wit: an American military plane had attempted to cross the
border of the Soviet Union. Soviet rocket fire had shot it down from an altitude of
60,000 feet as soon as it had crossed the border. The Soviet peoples were very much
distressed that America would even attempt such an act of bald aggression. The
Soviet peoples wanted peace. Such aggression would not be tolerated. Any other such
planes would not only be shot down but the bases from which the attacks were made
would be destroyed. Such was K’s new pravda at the end of a five-hour speech.
The only connection between pravda and fact lay in the existence of an
American plane down on Soviet soil. The locale of the incident shifted 1,500 miles.
The plane is “shot down” at an extremely high altitude (if true then those exhibits
in Gorky Park were as phony as K’s promises of safety to Nagy and Pal Maleter). No
mention at all is made of four long years of humiliating defeat. Pravda suppresses
the truth and turns the incident into a triumph of Soviet arms. The Soviet
newspapers and radio stations, all state-owned, spout the same line. All during this
period the Voice of America was jammed. K. made certain his serfs heard nothing but
the pravda.
We learned it by being ordered-not requested-to report to the Alma Ata
office of the Director of Intour
ist. There we were given a long, very stern, but fatherly, lecture on the aggressive
misbehavior of our government, a lecture that included a careful recital of the U-2
pravda.
Once I understood, I did something no American should ever do in the Soviet
Union. I lost my temper completely. I out-shouted the director on the subject of
American grievances against the Soviet Union. My red-headed wife most ably supported
me by scorching him about Soviet slave labor camps, naming each one by name,
pointing out their location to him on the big map of the Soviet Union which hung
back of his desk, and telling him how many people had died in them- including
Americans.
We stomped out of his office, went to our room and gave way to the shakes. I
had lost my temper and with it my judgment and thereby endangered not merely myself
but my wife. I had forgotten that I was not protected by our Bill of Rights, that I
was not free to bawl out a public official with impunity-that I was more than 2,000
miles from any possible help.
Communism has no concern for the individual. The Soviets have liquidated
some 20 to 30 millions of their own in “building socialism.” They kept after Trotsky
until they got him. They murdered a schoolmate of mine between stations on a train
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in Western Europe and dumped his body. Terror and death are as fixed a part of their
tactics as is distortion of the truth. Their present gang boss is the “liberator” of
Budapest, the “pacifier” of the Ukraine-a comic butcher personally responsible for
the deaths of millions of innocent people.
All this I knew. I knew, too, that our own policies had softened beyond
recognition since the day when Teddy Roosevelt demanded the return of an American
citizen alive-or the man who grabbed him, dead- and made his threat stick. In these
present sorry days no American citizen abroad can count on protection from our State
Department. We have even voluntarily
surrendered our own soldier’s Constitutional rights, drafted and sent willy-nilly to
foreign lands. We still permit the Red Chinese to hold prisoner hundreds of our boys
captured nearly ten years ago in Korea. We do nothing about it. I did have the cold
comfort of knowing that I had behaved as a free man, an American. I cherished the
thought. But I could not honestly pat myself on the back. My anger had been a
reflex, not courage. Pride would not be much to chew on if it had got my wife and
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