The Trial by Franz Kafka

K. “I’ve done what I could, but without any success so far. Of course, my petition isn’t

finished yet.” “How do you think it will end?” asked the priest. “At first I thought it must

turn out well,” said K., “but now I frequently have my doubts. I don’t know how it will

end. Do you?” “No,” said the priest, “but I fear it will end badly. You are held to be guilty.

Your case will perhaps never get beyond a lower Court. Your guilt is supposed, for the

present, at least, to have been proved.” “But I am not guilty,” said K.; “it’s a mistake. And,

if it comes to that, how can any man be called guilty? We are all simply men here, one as

much as the other.” “That is true,” said the priest, “but that’s how all guilty men talk.” “Are

you prejudiced against me too?” asked K. “I have no prejudices against you,” said the

priest. “Thank you,” said K.; “but all the others who are concerned in these proceedings are

prejudiced against me. They are influencing outsiders too. My position is becoming more

and more difficult.” “You are misinterpreting the facts of the case,” said the priest. “The

verdict is not suddenly arrived at, the proceedings only gradually merge into the verdict.”

“So that’s how it is,” said K., letting his head sink. “What is the next step you propose to

take in the matter?” asked the priest. “I’m going to get more help,” said K., looking up

again to see how the priest took his statement. “There are several possibilities I haven’t

explored yet.” “You cast about too much for outside help,” said the priest disapprovingly,

“especially from women. Don’t you see that it isn’t the right kind of help?” “In some cases,

even in many I could agree with you,” said K., “but not always. Women have great

influence. If I could move some women I know to join forces in working for me, I couldn’t

help winning through. Especially before this Court, which consists almost entirely of

petticoat-hunters. Let the Examining Magistrate see a woman in the distance and he

knocks down his desk and the defendant in his eagerness to get at her.” The priest leaned

over the balustrade, apparently feeling for the first time the oppressiveness of the canopy

above his head. What fearful weather there must be outside! There was no longer even a

murky daylight; black night had set in. All the stained glass in the great window could not

illumine the darkness of the wall with one solitary glimmer of light. And at this very

moment the verger began to put out the candles on the high altar, one after another. “Are

you angry with me?” asked K. of the priest. “It may be that you don’t know the nature of

the Court you are serving.” He got no answer. “These are only my personal experiences,”

said K. There was still no answer from above. “I wasn’t trying to insult you,” said K. And at that the priest shrieked from the pulpit: “Can’t you see one pace before you?” It was an

angry cry, bat at the same time sounded like the unwary shriek of one who sees another fall

and is startled out of his senses.

Both were now silent for a long time. In the prevailing darkness the priest certainly

could not make out K.’s features, while K. saw him distinctly by the light of the small

lamp. Why did he not come down from the pulpit? He had not preached a sermon, he had

only given K. some information which would be likely to harm him rather than help him

when he came to consider it. Yet the priest’s good intentions seemed to K. beyond

question, it was not impossible that they could come to some agreement if the man would

only quit his pulpit, it was not impossible that K. could obtain decisive and acceptable

counsel from him which might, for instance, point the way, not toward some influential

manipulation of the case, but toward a circumvention of it, a breaking away from it

altogether, a mode of living completely outside the jurisdiction of the Court. This

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