The Trial by Franz Kafka

possibility must exist, K. had of late given much thought to it. And should the priest know

of such a possibility, he might perhaps impart his knowledge if he were appealed to,

although he himself belonged to the Court and as soon as he heard the Court impugned had

forgotten his own gentle nature so far as to shout K. down. “Won’t you come down here?”

said K. “You haven’t got to preach a sermon. Come down beside me.” “I can come down

now,” said the priest, perhaps repenting of his outburst. While he detached the lamp from

its hook he said: “I had to speak to you first from a distance. Otherwise I am too easily

influenced and tend to forget my duty.”

K. waited for him at the foot of the steps. The priest stretched out his hand to K. while

he was still on the way down from a higher level. “Have you a little time for me asked K.

“As much time as you need,” said the priest, giving K. the small lamp to carry. Even close

at hand he still wore a certain air of solemnity. “You are very good to me,” said K. They

paced side by side up and down the dusky aisle. “But you are an exception among those

who belong to the Court. I have more trust in you than in any of the others, though I know

many of them. With you I can speak openly.” “Don’t be deluded,” said the priest. “How am

I being deluded?” asked K. “You are deluding yourself about the Court,” said the priest.

“In the writings which preface the Law that particular delusion is described thus: before the

Law stands a doorkeeper. To this doorkeeper there comes a man from the country who

begs for admittance to the Law. But the doorkeeper says that he cannot admit the man at

the moment. The man, on reflection, asks if he will be allowed, then, to enter later. `It is

possible,’ answers the doorkeeper, `but not at this moment.’ Since the door leading into the

Law stands open as usual and the doorkeeper steps to one side, the man bends down to

peer through the entrance. When the doorkeeper sees that, he laughs and says: `If you are

so strongly tempted, try to get in without my permission. But note that I am powerful. And

I am only the lowest doorkeeper. From hail to hail, keepers stand at every door, one more

powerful than the other. And the sight of the third man is already more than even I can

stand.’ These are difficulties which the man from the country has not expected to meet, the

Law, he thinks, should be accessible to every man and at all times, but when he looks more closely at the doorkeeper in his furred robe, with his huge pointed nose and long thin

Tartar beard, he decides that he had better wait until he gets permission to enter. The

doorkeeper gives him a stool and lets him sit down at the side of the door. There he sits

waiting for days and years. He makes many attempts to be allowed in and wearies the

doorkeeper with his importunity. The doorkeeper often engages him in brief conversation,

asking him about his home and about other matters, but the questions are put quite

impersonally, as great men put questions, and always conclude with the statement that the

man cannot be allowed to enter yet. The man, who has equipped himself with many things

for his journey, parts with all he has, however valuable, in the hope of bribing the

doorkeeper. The doorkeeper accepts it all, saying, however, as he takes each gift: `I take

this only to keep you from feeling that you have left something undone.’ During all these

long years the man watches the doorkeeper almost incessantly. He forgets about the other

doorkeepers, and this one seems to him the only barrier between himself and the Law. In

the first years he curses his evil fate aloud; later, as he grows old, he only mutters to

himself. He grows childish, and since in his prolonged study of the doorkeeper he has

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