The Trial by Franz Kafka

which a shrill unchanging note like that of a siren seemed to ring. “Louder,” he whispered

with bowed head, and he was ashamed, for he knew that they were speaking loudly

enough, though he could not make out what they said. Then, as if the wall in front of him

had been split in two, a current of fresh air was at last wafted toward him, and he heard a

voice near him saying: “First he wants to go, then you tell him a hundred times that the

door is in front of him and he makes no move to go.” K. saw that he was standing before

the outside door, which the girl had opened. It was as if all his energies returned at one

bound, to get a foretaste of freedom he set his feet at once on a step of the staircase and

from there said good-by to his conductors, who bent their heads down to hear him. “Many

thanks,” he said several times, then shook hands with them again and again and only left

off when he thought he saw that they, accustomed as they were to the office air, felt ill in

the relatively fresh air that came up the stairway. They could scarcely answer him and the

girl might have fallen if K. had not shut the door with the utmost haste. K. stood still for a

moment, put his hair to rights with the help of his pocket mirror, lifted up his hat, which

lay on the step below him — the Clerk of Inquiries must have thrown it there — and then

leapt down the stairs so buoyantly and with such long strides that he became almost afraid

of his own reaction. His usually sound constitution had never provided him with such

surprises before. Could his body possibly be meditating a revolution and preparing a new

trial for him, since he was withstanding the old one with such ease? He did not entirely reject the idea of going to consult a doctor at the first opportunity, in any case he had made

up his mind — and there he could advise himself — to spend all his Sunday mornings in

future to better purpose. Chapter 4

Fräulein Bürstner’s Friend

IN THE next few days K. found it impossible to exchange even a word with Fräulein

Bürstner. He tried to get hold of her by every means he could think of, but she always

managed to elude him. He went straight home from his office and sat on the sofa in his

room, with the light out and the door open, concentrating his attention on the entrance hail.

If the maid on her way past shut the door of his apparently empty room, he would get up

after a while and open it again. He rose every morning an hour earlier than usual on the

chance of catching Fräulein Bürstner alone, before she went to her work. But none of these

stratagems succeeded. Then he wrote a letter to her, sending it both to her office and to her

house address, in which he once more tried to justify his behavior, offered to make any

reparation required, promised never to overstep the bounds that she should prescribe for

him, and begged her to give him an opportunity of merely speaking to her, more especially

as he could arrange nothing with Frau Grubach until he had first consulted with her,

concluding with the information that next Sunday he would wait in his room all day for

some sign that she was prepared either to grant his request or at least to explain why, even

although he was pledging his word to defer to her in everything, she would not grant it. His

letters were not returned, but neither were they answered. On Sunday, however, he was

given a sign whose meaning was sufficiently clear. In the early morning K. observed

through the keyhole of his door an unusual commotion in the entrance hail, which soon

explained itself. A teacher of French, she was a German girl called Montag, a sickly, pale

girl with a slight limp who till now had occupied a room of her own, was apparently

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