The Trial by Franz Kafka

and groaning, for he was beginning to be exhausted. The woman waved her hand to K. as

he stood below, and shrugged her shoulders to suggest that she was not to blame for this

abduction, but very little regret could be read into that dumb show. K. looked at her

expressionlessly, as if she were a stranger, he was resolved not to betray to her either that

he was disappointed or even that he could easily get over any disappointment he felt.

The two had already vanished, yet K. still stood in the doorway. He was forced to the

conclusion that the woman not only had betrayed him, but also had lied in saying that she

was being carried to the Examining Magistrate. The Examining Magistrate surely could

not be sitting waiting in a garret. The little wooden stairway did not reveal anything, no

matter how long one regarded it. But K. noticed a small card pinned up beside it, and

crossing over he read in childish, unpracticed handwriting: “Law Court Offices upstairs.”

So the Law Court offices were up in the attics of this tenement? That was not an

arrangement likely to inspire much respect, and for an accused man it was reassuring to

reckon how little money this Court could have at its disposal when it housed its offices in a

part of the building where the tenants, who themselves belonged to the poorest of the poor,

flung their useless lumber. Though, of course, the possibility was not to be ignored that the

money was abundant enough, but that the officials pocketed it before it could be used for

the purposes of justice. To judge from K.’s experience hitherto, that was indeed extremely

probable, yet if it were so, such disreputable practices, while certainly humiliating to an accused man, suggested more hope for him than a merely pauperized condition of the Law

Courts. Now K. could understand too why in the beginning they had been ashamed to

summon him into their attics and had chosen instead to molest him in his lodgings. And

how well-off K. was compared with the Magistrate, who had to sit in a garret, while K. had

a large room in the Bank with a waiting-room attached to it and could watch the busy life

of the city through his enormous plate-glass window. True, he drew no secondary income

from bribes or peculation and could not order his attendant to pick up a woman and carry

her to his room. But K. was perfectly willing to renounce these advantages, at least in this

life.

K. was still standing beside the card when a man came up from below, looked into the

room through the open door, from which he could also see the courtroom, and then asked

K. if he had seen a woman about anywhere. “You are the usher, aren’t you?” asked K.

“Yes,” said the man. “Oh, you’re the defendant K., now I recognize you, you’re welcome.”

And he held out his hand to K., who had not expected that. “But no sitting was announced

for today,” the usher went on, as K. remained silent. “I know,” said K., gazing at the man’s

civilian clothes, which displayed on the jacket, as the sole emblem of his office, two gilt

buttons in addition to the ordinary ones, gilt buttons that looked as if they had been

stripped from an old army coat. “I was speaking to your wife a moment ago. She’s not here

now. The student has carried her up to the Examining Magistrate.” “There you are,” said

the usher, “they’re always carrying her away from me. Today is Sunday too, I’m not

supposed to do any work, but simply to get me away from the place they sent me out on a

useless errand. And they took care not to send me too far away, so that I had some hopes

of being able to get back in time if I hurried. And there was I running as fast as I could,

shouting the message through the half-open door of the office I was sent to, nearly

breathless so that they could hardly make me out, and back again at top speed, and yet the

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