“Tell me about it,” Robert Jordan said.
“It is brutal,” the woman said. “I do not like to tell it before the girl.”
“Tell it,” said Robert Jordan. “And if it is not for her, that she should not listen.”
“I can hear it,” Maria said. She put her hand on Robert Jordan’s. “There is nothing that I cannot hear.”
“It isn’t whether you can hear it,” Pilar said. “It is whether I should tell it to thee and make thee bad dreams.”
“I will not get bad dreams from a story,” Maria told her. “You think after all that has happened with us I should get bad dreams from a story?”
“Maybe it will give the Inglés bad dreams.”
“Try it and see.”
“No, Inglés, I am not joking. Didst thou see the start of the movement in any small town?”
“No,” Robert Jordan said.
“Then thou hast seen nothing. Thou hast seen the ruin that now is Pablo, but you should have seen Pablo on that day.”
“Tell it.”
“Nay. I do not want to.”
“Tell it.”
“All right, then. I will tell it truly as it was. But thee, guapa, if it reaches a point that it molests thee, tell me.”
“I will not listen to it if it molests me,” Maria told her. “It cannot be worse than many things.”
“I believe it can,” the woman said. “Give me another cigarette, Inglés, and vamonos.”
The girl leaned back against the heather on the bank of the stream and Robert Jordan stretched himself out, his shoulders against the ground and his head against a clump of the heather. He reached out and found Maria’s hand and held it in his, rubbing their two hands against the heather until she opened her hand and laid it flat on top of his as they listened.
“It was early in the morning when the civiles surrendered at the barracks,” Pilar began.
“You had assaulted the barracks?” Robert Jordan asked.
“Pablo had surrounded it in the dark, cut the telephone wires, placed dynamite under one wall and called on the guardia civil to surrender. They would not. And at daylight he blew the wall open. There was fighting. Two civiles were killed. Four were wounded and four surrendered.
“We all lay on roofs and on the ground and at the edge of walls and of buildings in the early morning light and the dust cloud of the explosion had not yet settled, for it rose high in the air and there was no wind to carry it, and all of us were firing into the broken side of the building, loading and firing into the smoke, and from within there was still the flashing of rifles and then there was a shout from in the smoke not to fire more, and out came the four civiles with their hands up. A big part of the roof had fallen in and the wall was gone and they came out to surrender.
“‘Are there more inside?’ Pablo shouted.
“‘There are wounded.’
“‘Guard these,’ Pablo said to four who had come up from where we were firing. ‘Stand there. Against the wall,’ he told the civiles. The four civiles stood against the wall, dirty, dusty, smoke-grimed, with the four who were guarding them pointing their guns at them and Pablo and the others went in to finish the wounded.
“After they had done this and there was no longer any noise of the wounded, neither groaning, nor crying out, nor the noise of shooting in the barracks, Pablo and the others came out and Pablo had his shotgun over his back and was carrying in his hand a Mauser pistol.
“‘Look, Pilar,’ he said. ‘This was in the hand of the officer who killed himself. Never have I fired a pistol. You,’ he said to one of the guards, ‘show me how it works. No. Don’t show me. Tell me.’
“The four civiles had stood against the wall, sweating and saying nothing while the shooting had gone on inside the barracks. They were all tall men with the faces of guardias civiles, which is the same model of face as mine is. Except that their faces were covered with the small stubble of this their last morning of not yet being shaved and they stood there against the wall and said nothing.