‘- destroyed,’ Sam finished. He began to walk again, closing in on the Library Policeman, and the lavender smell grew stronger with every step he took. His heart was racing in his chest. ‘I know whose idea that was, too. But these are perfectly acceptable replacements. Take them.’ His voice rose into a stern shout. ‘Take them, damn you!’
He held the books out, and the Library Policeman, looking confused and afraid, reached for them.
‘No, not like that,’ Sam said, raising the books above the white, grasping hand. ‘Like this.’
He brought the books down in the Library Policeman’s face – brought them down hard. He could not remember ever feeling such sublime satisfaction in his life as that which he felt when Best Loved Poems of the American People and The Speaker’s Companion struck and broke the Library Policeman’s nose. The round black glasses flew off his face and fell to the floor. Beneath them were black sockets lined with a bed of whitish fluid. Tiny threads floated up from this oozy stuff, and Sam thought about Dave’s story – looked like it was startin to grow its own skin, he had said.
The Library Policeman screamed.
‘You can’t!’ it screamed. ‘You can’t hurt me! You’re afraid of me! Besides, you liked it! YOU LIKED it!
YOU DIRTY LITTLE BOY, YOU LIKED IT!’
‘Wrong,’ Sam said. ‘I fucking hated it. Now take these books. Take them and get out of here. Because the fine is paid.’
He slammed the books into the Library Policeman’s chest. And, as the Library Policeman’s hands closed on them, Sam hoicked one knee squarely into the Library Policeman’s crotch.
‘That’s for all the other kids,’ he said. ‘The ones you fucked and the ones she ate.’
The creature wailed with pain. His flailing hands dropped the books as he bent to cup his groin. His greasy black hair fell over his face, mercifully hiding those blank, thread-choked sockets.
Of course they are blank, Sam had time to think. I never saw the eyes behind the glasses he wore that day
… so SHE couldn’t see them, either.
‘That doesn’t pay your fine,’ Sam said, ‘but it’s a step in the right direction, isn’t it?’
The Library Policeman’s trenchcoat began to writhe and ripple, as if some unimaginable transformation had begun beneath it. And when he … It … looked up, Sam saw something which drove him back a step in horror and revulsion.
The man who had come half from Dave’s poster and half from Sam’s own mind had become a misshapen dwarf. The dwarf was becoming something else, a dreadful hermaphroditic creature. A sexual storm was happening on its face and beneath the bunching, twitching trenchcoat. Half the hair was still black; the other half was ash-blonde. One socket was still empty; a savage blue eye glittered hate from the other.
‘I want you,’ the dwarfish creature hissed. ‘I want you, and I’ll have you.’
‘Try me, Ardelia,’ Sam said. ‘Let’s rock and r -‘
He reached for the thing before him, but screamed and withdrew his hand as soon as it snagged in the trenchcoat. It wasn’t a coat at all; it was some sort of dreadful loose skin, and it was like trying to grip a mass of freshly used teabags.
It scuttered up the canted side of the fallen bookshelf and thumped into the shadows on the far side. The smell of lavender sachet was suddenly much stronger.
A brutal laugh drifted up from the shadows.
A woman’s laugh.
‘Too late, Sam,’ she said. ‘It’s already too late. The deed is done.’
Ardelia’s back, Sam thought, and from outside there was a tremendous, rending crash. The building shuddered as a tree fell against it, and the lights went out.
9
They were in total darkness only for a second, but it seemed much longer. Ardelia laughed again, and this time her laughter had a strange, hooting quality, like laughter broadcast through a megaphone.
Then a single emergency bulb high up on one wall went on, throwing a pallid sheaf of light over this section of the stacks and flinging shadows everywhere like tangles of black yarn. Sam could hear the light’s battery buzzing noisily. He made his way to where Naomi still knelt beside Dave, twice almost falling as his feet slid in piles of books which had spilled from the overturned case.
Naomi looked up at him. Her face was white and shocked and streaked with tears. ‘Sam, I think he’s dying.’
He knelt beside Dave. The old man’s eyes were shut and he was breathing in harsh, almost random gasps.
Thin trickles of blood spilled from both nostrils and from one ear. There was a deep, crushed dent in his forehead, just above the right eyebrow. Looking at it made Sam’s stomach clench. One of Dave’s cheekbones was clearly broken, and the fire-extinguisher’s handle was printed on that side of his face in bright fines of blood and bruise. It looked like a tattoo.
‘We’ve got to get him to a hospital, Sam!’
‘Do you think she’d let us out of here now?’ he asked, and, as if in answer to this question, a huge book – the T volume of The Oxford English Dictionary -came flying at them from beyond the rough circle of light thrown by the emergency unit mounted on the wall. Sam pulled Naomi backward and they both went sprawling in the dusty aisle. Seven pounds of tabasco, tendril, tomcat and trepan slammed through the space where Naomi’s head had been a moment before, hit the wall, and splashed to the floor in an untidy, tented heap.
From the shadows came shrill laughter. Sam rose to his knees in time to see a hunched shape flit down the aisle beyond the fallen bookcase. It’s still changing, Sam thought. Into what, God only knows. It buttonhooked to the left and was gone.
‘Get her, Sam,’ Naomi said hoarsely. She gripped one of his hands. ‘Get her, please get her.’
‘I’ll try,’ he said. He stepped over Dave’s sprawled legs and entered the deeper shadows beyond the overturned bookcase.
10
The smell freaked him out – the smell of lavender sachet mixed with the dusty aroma of books from all those latter years. That smell, mingled with the freight-train whoop of the wind outside, made him feel like H. G. Wells’s Time Traveller … and the Library itself, bulking all around him, was his time machine.
He walked slowly down the aisle, squeezing the ball of red licorice nervously in his left hand. Books surrounded him, seemed to frown down at him. They climbed to a height that was twice his own. He could hear the click and squeak of his shoes on the old linoleum.
‘Where are you?’ he shouted. ‘If you want me, Ardelia, why don’t you come on and get me? I’m right here!’
No answer. But she would have to come out soon, wouldn’t she? If Dave was right, her change was upon her, and her time was short.
Midnight, he thought. The Library Policeman gave me until midnight, so maybe that’s how long she has.
But that’s over three and a half hours away .
Dave can’t possibly wait that long.
Then another thought, even less pleasant, occurred: suppose that, while he was mucking around back here in these dark aisles, Ardelia was circling her way back to Naomi and Dave?
lie came to the end of the aisle, listened, heard nothing, and slipped over into the next. It was empty. He heard a low whispering sound from above him and looked up just in time to see half a dozen heavy books sliding oat from one of the shelves above his head. He lunged backward with a cry as the books fell, striking his thighs, and heard Ardelia’s crazy laughter from the other side of the bookcase.
He could imagine her up there, clinging to the shelves like a spider bloated with poison, and his body seemed to act before his brain could think. He slewed around on his heels like a drunken soldier trying to do an about face and threw his back against the shelf. The laughter turned to a scream of fear and surprise as the stack tilted under Sam’s weight. He heard a meaty thud as the thing hurled itself from its perch. A second later the stack went over.
What happened then was something Sam had not foreseen: the stack he had pushed toppled across the aisle, shedding its books in a waterfall as it went, and struck the next one. The second fell against a third, the third against a fourth, and then they were all falling like dominoes, all the way across this huge, shadowy
storage area, crashing and clanging and spilling everything from Marryat’s works to The Complete Grimm’s Fairy Tales. He heard Ardelia scream again and then Sam launched himself at the tilted bookcase he had pushed over. He climbed it like a ladder, kicking books out of his way in search of toe-holds, yanking himself upward with one hand.