‘Yes,’ she said, sniffing. ‘I know you don’t like him, Mort, but I don’t know what I would have done without him tonight … how I could have handled it … you know … all their questions . . .’
‘Then I’m glad you had him,’ he said firmly. He found the calmness, the civilization, in his voice really astounding. ‘Take care of yourself. Have you got your pills?’ She’d had a tranquilizer prescription for the last six years of their marriage, but only took them when she had to fly … or, he remembered, when he had some public function to fulfill. One which required the presence of the Designated Spouse.
‘They were in the medicine cabinet,’ she said dully. ‘It doesn’t matter. I’m not stressed. just heartsick.’
Mort almost told her he believed they were the same thing, and decided not to.
‘I’ll be there as soon as I can,’ he said. ‘If you think I could do something by coming tonight – ‘
‘No,’ she said. ‘Where should we meet? Ted’s?’
Suddenly, unbidden, he saw his hand holding a chambermaid’s passkey. Saw it turning in the lock of a motel-room door. Saw the door swinging open. Saw the surprised faces above the sheet, Amy’s on the left, Ted Milner’s on the right. His blow-dried look had been knocked all aslant and asprawl by sleep, and to Mort he had looked a little bit like Alfalfa in the old Little Rascals short subjects. Seeing Ted’s hair in sleep corkscrews like that had also made the man look really real to Mort for the first time. He had seen their dismay and their bare shoulders. And suddenly, almost randomly, he thought: A woman who would steal your love when your love was really all you had
‘No,’ he said, ‘not Ted’s. What about that little coffee shop on Witcham Street?’
‘Would you prefer I came alone?’ She didn’t sound angry, but she sounded ready to be angry. How well I know her, he thought. Every move, every lift and drop of her voice, every turn of phrase. And how well she must know me.
‘No,’ he said. ‘Bring Ted. That’d be fine.’ Not fine, but he could live with it. He thought.
‘Nine-thirty, then,’ she said, and he could hear her standing down a little. ‘Marchman’s.’
‘Is that the name of that place?’
‘Yes – Marchman’s Restaurant.’
‘Okay. Nine-thirty or a little earlier. If I get there first, I’ll chalk a mark on the door -‘
‘-and if I get there first, I’ll rub it out,’ she finished the old catechism, and they both laughed a little. Mort found that even the laugh hurt. They knew each other, all right. Wasn’t that what the years together were supposed to be for? And wasn’t that why it hurt so goddam bad when you discovered that, not only could the years end, they really had?
He suddenly thought of the note which had been stuck under one of the garbage cabinet’s shake shingles –
REMEMBER, YOU HAVE 3 DAYS. I AM NOT JOKING. He thought of saying, I’ve had a little trouble of my own down here, Amy, and then knew he couldn’t add that to her current load of woe. It was his trouble.
‘If it had happened later, at least you would have saved your stuff,’ she was saying. ‘I don’t like to think about all the manuscripts you must have lost, Mort. If you’d gotten the fireproof drawers two years ago, when Herb suggested them, maybe – ‘
‘I don’t think it matters,’ Mort said. ‘I’ve got the manuscript of the new novel down here.’ He did, too. All fourteen shitty, wooden pages of it. ‘To hell with the rest. I’ll see you tomorrow, Amy. I (love you)
He closed his lips over it. They were divorced. Could he still love her? It seemed almost perverse. And even if he did, did he have any right to say so?
‘I’m sorry as hell about this,’ he told her instead.
‘So am I, Mort. So very sorry.’ She was starting to cry again. Now he could hear someone – a woman, probably Isabelle Fortin – comforting her.
‘Get some sleep, Amy.’
‘You, too.’
He hung up. All at once the house seemed much quieter than it had on any of the other nights he had been here alone; he could hear nothing but the night wind whispering around the eaves and, very far off, a loon calling on the lake. He took the note out of his pocket, smoothed it out, and read it again. It was the sort of thing you were supposed to put aside for the police. In fact, it was the sort of thing you weren’t even supposed to touch until the police had had a chance to photograph it and work their juju on it. It was – ruffle of drums and blast of trumpets, please – EVIDENCE.
Well, fuck it, Mort thought, crumpling it up again. No police. Dave Newsome, the local constable, probably had trouble remembering what he’d eaten for breakfast by the time lunch rolled around, and he couldn’t see taking the matter to either the county sheriff or the State Police. After all, it wasn’t as though an attempt had been made on his life; his cat had been killed, but a cat wasn’t a person. And in the wake of Amy’s devastating news, John Shooter simply didn’t seem as important anymore. He was one of the Crazy Folks, he had a bee in his bonnet, and he might be dangerous … but Mort felt more and more inclined to try and handle the business himself, even if Shooter was dangerous. Especially if he was dangerous.
The house in Derry took precedence over John Shooter and John Shooter’s crazy ideas. It even took precedence over who had done the deed – Shooter or some other fruitcake with a grudge, a mental problem, or both. The house, and, he supposed, Amy. She was clearly in bad shape, and it couldn’t hurt either of them for him to offer her what comfort he could. Maybe she would even …
But he closed his mind to any speculation of what Amy might even do. He saw nothing but pain down that road. Better to believe that road was closed for good.
He went into the bedroom, undressed, and lay down with his hands behind his head. The loon called again, desperate and distant. It occurred to him again that Shooter could be out there, creeping around, his face a pale circle beneath his odd black hat. Shooter was nuts, and although he had used his hands and a screwdriver on Bump, that did not preclude the possibility that he still might have a gun.
But Mort didn’t think Shooter was out there, armed or not.
Calls, he thought. I’ll have to make at least two on my way up to Deny. One to Greg Carstairs and one to Herb Creekmore. Too early to make them from here if I leave at seven, but I could use one of the pay phones at the Augusta tollbooths …
He turned over on his side, thinking it would be a long time before he fell asleep tonight after all … and then sleep rolled over him in a smooth dark wave, and if anyone came to peer in on him as he slept, he did not know it.
16
The alarm got him up at six-fifteen. He took half an hour to bury Bump in the sandy patch of ground between the house and the lake, and by seven he was rolling, just as planned. He was ten miles down the road and heading into Mechanic Falls, a bustling metropolis which consisted of a textile mill that had closed in 1970, five thousand souls, and a yellow blinker at the intersection of Routes 23 and 7, when he noticed that his old Buick was running on fumes. He pulled into Bill’s Chevron, cursing himself for not having checked the gauge before setting out – if he had gotten through Mechanic Falls without noticing how low the gauge had fallen, he might have had a pretty good walk for himself and ended up very late for his appointment with Amy.
He went to the pay phone on the wall while the pump jockey tried to fill the Buick’s bottomless pit. He dug his battered address book out of his left rear pocket and dialled Greg Carstairs’s number. He thought he might actually catch Greg in this early, and he was right.
‘Hello?’
‘Hi, Greg – Mort Rainey.’
‘Hi, Mort. I guess you’ve got some trouble up in Derry, huh?’
‘Yes,’ Mort said. ‘Was it on the news?’
‘Channel 5.’
‘How did it look?’
‘How did what look?’ Greg replied. Mort winced … but if he had to hear that from anybody, he was glad it had been Greg Carstairs. He was an amiable, long-haired ex-hippie who had converted to some fairly obscure religious sect – the Swedenborgians, maybe – not long after Woodstock. He had a wife and two kids, one seven and one five, and so far as Mort could tell, the whole family was as laid back as Greg himself. You got so used to the man’s small but constant smile that he looked undressed on the few occasions he was without it.