Then he heard a low thump, followed by a series of light steps crossing the board porch. Mort walked into the master bedroom, which looked out on the driveway. There were two big windows in here, one giving on the driveway and the shoulder of hill behind it, the other providing a view of the slope which fell away to the blue and agreeable expanse of Tashmore Lake. Both windows were reflectorized, which meant he could look out but anyone trying to look in would see only his own distorted image, unless he put his nose to the glass and cupped his eyes against the glare.
He saw the man in the work-shirt and cuffed blue-jeans walking back to his old station wagon. From this angle, he could make out the license plate’s state of issue – Mississippi. As the man opened the driver’s-side door, Mort thought: Oh shit. The gun’s in the car. He didn’t have it on him because he believed he could reason with me … whatever his idea of ‘reasoning’ is. But now he’s going to get it and come back. It’s probably in the glove compartment or under the seat
But the man got in behind the wheel, pausing only long enough to take off his black hat and toss it down beside him. As he slammed the door and started the engine, Mort thought, There’s something different about him now. But it wasn’t until his unwanted afternoon visitor had backed up the driveway and out of sight behind the thick screen of bushes Mort kept forgetting to trim that he realized what it was.
When the man got into his car, he had no longer been holding the manuscript.
2
It was on the back porch. There was a rock on it to keep the individual pages from blowing all over the little dooryard in the light breeze. The small thump he’d heard had been the man putting the rock on the manuscript.
Mort stood in the doorway, hands in the pockets of his khaki pants, looking at it. He knew that craziness wasn’t catching (except maybe in cases of prolonged exposure, he supposed), but he still didn’t want to touch the goddam thing. He supposed he would have to, though. He didn’t know just how long he would be here – a day, a week, a month, and a year all looked equally possible at this point – but he couldn’t just let the fucking thing sit there. Greg Carstairs, his caretaker, would be down early this afternoon to give him an estimate on how much it would cost to reshingle the house, for one thing, and Greg would wonder what it was. Worse, he would probably assume it was Mort’s, and that would entail more explanations than the damned thing was worth.
He stood there until the sound of his visitor’s engine had merged into the low, slow hum of the afternoon, and then he went out on the porch, walking carefully in his bare feet (the porch had needed painting for at least a year now, and the dry wood was prickly with potential splinters), and tossed the rock into the juniper-choked gully to the left of the porch. He picked up the little sheaf of pages and looked down at it.
The top one was a title page. It read:
SECRET WINDOW, SECRET GARDEN
By John Shooter
Mort felt a moment’s relief in spite of himself. He had never heard of John Shooter, and he had never read or written a short story called ‘Secret Window, Secret Garden’ in his life.
He tossed the manuscript in the kitchen wastebasket on his way by, went back to the couch in the living room, lay down again, and was asleep in five minutes.
He dreamed of Amy. He slept a great lot and he dreamed of Amy a great lot these days, and waking up to the sound of his own hoarse shouts no longer surprised him much. He supposed it would pass.
3
The next morning he was sitting in front of his word processor in the small nook off the living room which had always served as his study when they were down here. The word processor was on, but Mort was looking out the window at the lake. Two motor-boats were out there, cutting broad white wakes in the blue water. He had thought they were fishermen at first, but they never slowed down – just cut back and forth across each other’s bows in big loops. Kids, he decided. Just kids playing games.
They weren’t doing anything very interesting, but then, neither was he. He hadn’t written anything worth a damn since he had left Amy. He sat in front of the word processor every day from nine to eleven, just as he had every day for the last three years (and for about a thousand years before that he had spent those two hours sitting in front of an old Royal office model), but for all the good he was doing with it, he might as well have traded it in on a motor-boat and gone out grab-assing with the kids on the lake.
Today, he had written the following lines of deathless prose during his two-hour stint: Four days after George had confirmed to his own satisfaction that his wife was cheating on him, he confronted her. ‘I have to talk to you, Abby,’ he said.
It was no good.
It was too close to real life to be good.
He had never been so hot when it came to real life. Maybe that was part of the problem.
He turned off the word processor, realizing just a second after he’d flicked the switch that he’d forgotten to save the document. Well, that was all right. Maybe it had even been the critic in his subconscious, telling him the document wasn’t worth saving.
Mrs Gavin had apparently finished upstairs; the drone of the Electrolux had finally ceased. She came in every Tuesday to clean, and she had been shocked into a silence very unlike her when Mort had told her two Tuesdays ago that he and Amy were quits. He suspected that she had liked Amy a good deal more than she had liked him. But she was still coming, and Mort supposed that was something.
He got up and went out into the living room just as Mrs Gavin came down the main staircase. She was holding the vacuum-cleaner hose and dragging the small tubular machine after her. It came down in a series of thumps, looking like a small mechanical dog. If I tried to pull the vacuum downstairs that way, it’d smack into one of my ankles and then roll all the way to the bottom, Mort thought. How does she get it to do that, I wonder?
‘Hi there, Mrs G.,’ he said, and crossed the living room toward the kitchen door. He wanted a Coke. Writing shit always made him thirsty.
‘Hello, Mr Rainey.’ He had tried to get her to call him Mort, but she wouldn’t. She wouldn’t even call him Morton. Mrs Gavin was a woman of her principles, but her principles had never kept her from calling his wife Amy.
Maybe I should tell her I caught Amy in bed with another man at one of Derry’s finer motels, Mort thought as he pushed through the swing door. She might go back to calling her Mrs Rainey again, at the very least.
This was an ugly and mean-spirited thought, the kind of thinking he suspected was at the root of his writing problems, but he didn’t seem to be able to help it. Perhaps it would also pass … like the dreams. For some reason this idea made him think of a bumper sticker he’d seen once on the back of a very old VW beetle.
CONSTIPATED – CANNOT PASS, the sticker had read.
As the kitchen door swung back, Mrs Gavin called: ‘I found one of your stories in the trash, Mr Rainey. I thought you might want it, so I put it on the counter.’
‘Okay,’ he said, having no idea what she might be talking about. He was not in the habit of tossing bad manuscripts or frags in the kitchen trash. When he produced a stinker – and lately he had produced more than his share – it went either directly to data heaven or into the circular file to the right of his word-processing station.
The man with the lined face and round black Quaker hat never even entered his mind.
He opened the refrigerator door, moved two small Tupperware dishes filled with nameless leftovers, discovered a bottle of Pepsi, and opened it as he nudged the fridge door closed with his hip. As he went to toss the cap in the trash, he saw the manuscript – its title page was spotted with something that looked like orange juice, but otherwise it was all right – sitting on the counter by the Silex. Then he remembered. John Shooter, right. Charter member of the Crazy Folks, Mississippi Branch.