‘Won’t do you no help, Mrs Rainey!’ he cried, getting to his feet. He looked at the scissors, snicked them open to study the blunted tips a little better, and then tossed them impatiently aside. ‘I got a place in the garden for you! I got it all picked out. You mind me, now!’
He ran out the door after her.
50
Halfway across the living room, Amy took her own spill. One of her feet came down on the discarded issue of EQMM and she fell sprawling on her side, hurting her hip and right breast. She cried out.
Behind her, Shooter ran across to the table and snatched up the screwdriver he had used on the cat.
‘Stay right there, and be still,’ he said as she turned over on her back and stared at him with wide eyes which looked almost drugged. ‘If you move around, I’m only goin to hurt you before it’s over. I don’t want to hurt you, missus, but I will if I have to. I’ve got to have something, you see. I have come all this way, and I’ve got to have something for my trouble.’
As he approached, Amy propped herself up on her elbows and shoved herself backward with her feet. Her hair hung in her face. Her skin was coated with sweat; she could smell it pouring out of her, hot and stinking. The face above her was the solemn, judgmental face of insanity.
‘No, Mort! Please! Please, Mort
He flung himself at her, raising the screwdriver over his head and then bringing it down. Amy shrieked and rolled to the left. Pain burned a line across her hip as the screwdriver blade tore her dress and grooved her flesh. Then she was scrambling to her knees, hearing and feeling the dress shred out a long unwinding strip as she did it.
‘No, ma’am,’ Shooter panted. His hand closed upon her ankle. ‘No, ma’am.’ She looked over her shoulder and through the tangles of her hair and saw he was using his other hand to work the screwdriver out of the floor. The round-crowned black hat sat askew on his head.
He yanked the screwdriver free and drove it into her right calf.
The pain was horrid. The pain was the whole world. She screamed and kicked backward, connecting with his nose, breaking it. Shooter grunted and fell on his side, clutching at his face, and Amy got to her feet.
She could hear a woman howling. It sounded like a dog howling at the moon. She supposed it wasn’t a dog.
She supposed it was her.
Shooter was getting to his feet. His lower face was a mask of blood. The mask split open, showing Mort Rainey’s crooked front teeth. She could remember licking across those teeth with her tongue.
‘Feisty one, ain’t you?’ he said, grinning. ‘That’s all right, ma’am. You go right on.’
He lunged for her.
Amy staggered backward. The screwdriver fell out of her calf and rolled across the floor. Shooter glanced at it, then lunged at her again, almost playfully. Amy grabbed one of the living-room chairs and dumped it in front of him. For a moment they only stared at each other over it . and then he snatched for the front of her dress. Amy recoiled.
‘I’m about done fussin with you,’ he panted.
Amy turned and bolted for the door.
He was after her at once, flailing at her back, his fingertips skating skidding down the nape of her neck, trying to close on the top of the dress, catching it, then just missing the hold which would have coiled her back to him for good.
Amy bolted past the kitchen counter and toward the back door. Her right loafer squelched and smooched on her foot. It was full of blood. Shooter was after her, puffing and blowing bubbles of blood from his nostrils, clutching at her.
She struck the screen door with her hands, then tripped and fell full-length on the porch, the breath whooshing out of her. She fell exactly where Shooter had left his manuscript. She rolled over and saw him coming. He only had his bare hands now, but they looked like they would be more than enough. His eyes were stern and unflinching and horribly kind beneath the brim of the black hat.
‘I am so sorry, missus,’ he said.
‘Rainey!’ a voice cried. ‘Stop!’
She tried to look around and could not. She had strained something in her neck. Shooter never even tried.
He simply came on toward her.
‘Rainey! Stop!’
‘There is no Rainey h -‘ Shooter began, and then a gunshot rapped briskly across the fall air. Shooter stopped where he was, and looked curiously, almost casually, down at his chest. There was a small hole there. No blood issued from it – at least, not at first – but the hole was there. He put his hand to it, then brought it away. His index finger was marked by a small dot of blood. It looked like a bit of punctuation –
the kind which ends a sentence. He looked at this thoughtfully. Then he dropped his hands and looked at Amy.
‘Babe?’ he asked, and then fell full-length beside her on the porch boards.
She rolled over, managed to get up on her elbows, and crawled to where he lay, beginning to sob.
‘Mort?’ she cried. ‘Mort? Please, Mort, try to say something!’
But he was not going to say anything, and after a moment she let this realization fill her up. She would reject the simple fact of his death again and again over the next few weeks and months, and would then weaken, and the realization would fill her up again. He was dead. He was dead. He had gone crazy down here and he was dead.
He, and whoever had been inside him at the end.
She put her head down on his chest and wept, and when someone came up behind her and put a comforting hand on her shoulder, Amy did not look around.
EPILOGUE
Ted and Amy Milner came to see the man who had shot and killed Amy’s first husband, the well-known writer Morton Rainey, about three months after the events at Tashmore Lake.
They had seen the man at one other time during the three-month period, at the inquest, but that had been a formal situation, and Amy had not wanted to speak to him personally. Not there. She was grateful that he
had saved her life … but Mort had been her husband, and she had loved him for many years, and in her deepest heart she felt that Fred Evans’s finger hadn’t been the only one which pulled the trigger.
She would have come in time anyway, she suspected, in order to clarify it as much as possible in her mind.
Her time might have been a year, or two, possibly even three. But things had happened in the meanwhile which made her move more quickly. She had hoped Ted would let her come to New York alone, but he was emphatic. Not after the last time he had let her go someplace alone. That time she had almost gotten killed.
Amy pointed out with some asperity that it would have been hard for Ted to ‘let her go,’ since she had never told him she was going in the first place, but Ted only shrugged. So they went to New York together, rode up to the fifty-third floor of a large skyscraper together, and were together shown to the small cubicle in the offices of the Consolidated Assurance Company which Fred Evans called home during the working day .
unless he was in the field, of course.
She sat as far into the corner as she could get, and although the offices were quite warm, she kept her shawl wrapped around her.
Evans’s manner was slow and kind – he seemed to her almost like the country doctor who had nursed her through her childhood illnesses – and she liked him. But that’s something he’ll never know, she thought. I might be able to summon up the strength to tell him, and he would nod, but his nod wouldn’t indicate belief.
He only knows that to me he will always be the man who shot Mort, and he had to watch me cry on Mort’s chest until the ambulance came, and one of the paramedics had to give me a shot before I would let him go.
And what he won’t know is that I like him just the same.
He buzzed a woman from one of the outer offices and had her bring in three big, steaming mugs of tea. It was January outside now, the wind high, the temperature low. She thought with some brief longing of how it would be in Tashmore, with the lake finally frozen and that killer wind blowing long, ghostly snakes of powdered snow across the ice. Then her mind made some obscure but nasty association, and she saw Mort hitting the floor, saw the package of Pall Malls skidding across the wood like a shuffleboard weight. She shivered, her brief sense of longing totally dispelled.