‘An old joke, Lieutenant,’ Amy said. ‘The Snopeses were characters in some novels by William Faulkner.
They got their start in business burning barns.’
‘Oh,’ Bradley said blankly.
Wickersham said: ‘There is no house-burning type, Mr Rainey. They come in all shapes and sizes. Believe me.’
‘Well – ‘
‘Give me a little more on the car, if you can,’ Bradley said. He poised a pencil over his notebook. ‘I want to make the State Police aware of this guy.’
Mort suddenly decided he was going to lie some more. Quite a lot more, actually.
‘Well, it was a sedan. I can tell you that much for sure.’
‘Uh-huh. Ford sedan. Year?’
‘Somewhere in the seventies, I guess,’ Mort said. He was fairly sure Shooter’s station wagon had actually been built around the time a fellow named Oswald had elected Lyndon Johnson President of the United States. He paused, then added: ‘The plate was a light color. It could have been Florida. I won’t swear to it, but it could have been.’
‘Uh-huh. And the man himself?’
‘Average height. Blonde hair. Eyeglasses. The round wire-framed ones John Lennon used to wear. That’s really all I re – ‘
‘Didn’t you say he was wearing a hat?’ Amy asked suddenly.
Mort felt his teeth come together with a click. ‘Yes,’ he said pleasantly. ‘That’s right, I forgot. Dark gray or black. Except it was more of a cap. With a bill, you know.’
‘Okay.’ Bradley snapped his book closed. ‘It’s a start.’
‘Couldn’t this have been a simple case of vandalism, arson for kicks?’ Mort asked. ‘In novels, everything has a connection, but my experience has been that in real life, things sometimes just happen.’
‘It could have been,’ Wickersham agreed, ‘but it doesn’t hurt to check out the obvious connections.’ He dropped Mort a solemn little wink and said, ‘Sometimes life imitates art, you know.’
‘Do you need anything else?’ Ted asked them, and put an arm around Amy’s shoulders.
Wickersham and Bradley exchanged a glance and then Bradley shook his head. ‘I don’t think so, at least not at the present.’
‘I only ask because Amy and Mort will have to put in some time with the insurance agent,’ Ted said.
‘Probably an investigator from the parent company, as well.’
Mort found the man’s Southern accent more and more irritating. He suspected that Ted came from a part of the South several states north of Faulkner country, but it was still a coincidence he could have done without.
The officials shook hands with Amy and Mort, expressed their sympathy, told them to get in touch if anything else occurred to either of them, and then took themselves off, leaving the three of them to take another turn around the house.
‘I’m sorry about all of this, Amy,’ Mort said suddenly. She was walking between them, and looked over at him, apparently startled by something she had heard in his voice. Simple sincerity, maybe. ‘All of it. Really sorry.’
‘So am I,’ she said softly, and touched his hand.
‘Well, Teddy makes three,’ Ted said with solemn heartiness. She turned back to him, and in that moment Mort could have cheerfully strangled the man until his eyes popped out jittering at the ends of their optic strings.
They were walking up the west side of the house toward the street now. Over here had been the deep corner where his study had met the house, and not far away was Amy’s flower-garden. All the flowers were dead now, and Mort reflected that was probably just as well. The fire had been hot enough to crisp what grass had remained green in a twelve-foot border all around the ruin. If the flowers had been in bloom, it would have crisped them, as well, and that would have been just too sad. It would have been Mort stopped suddenly. He was remembering the stories. The story. You could call it ‘Sowing Season’ or you could call it ‘Secret Window, Secret Garden,’ but they were the same thing once you took the geegaws off and looked underneath. He looked up. There was nothing to see but blue sky, at least now, but before last night’s fire, there would have been a window right where he was looking. It was the window in the little room next to the laundry. The little room that was Amy’s office. It was where she went to write checks, to write in her daily journal, to make the telephone calls that needed to be made … the room where, he suspected, Amy had several years ago started a novel. And, when it died, it was the room where she had buried it decently and quietly in a desk drawer. The desk had been by the window. Amy had liked to go there in the mornings. She could start the wash in the next room and then do paperwork while she waited for the buzzer which proclaimed it was time to strip the washer and feed the drier. The room was well away from the main house and she liked the quiet, she said. The quiet and the clear, sane morning light. She liked to look out the window every now and then, at her flowers growing in the deep corner formed by the house and the study ell. And he heard her saying, It’s the best room in the house, at least for me, because hardly anybody ever goes there but me. It’s got a secret window, and it looks down on a secret garden.
‘Mort?’ Amy was saying now, and for a moment Mort took no notice, confusing her real voice with her voice in his mind, which was the voice of memory. But was it a true memory or a false one? That was the real question, wasn’t it? It seemed like a true memory, but he had been under a great deal of stress even before Shooter, and Bump, and the fire. Wasn’t it at least possible that he was having a … well, a recollective hallucination? That he was trying to make his own past with Amy in some way conform to that goddam story where a man had gone crazy and killed his wife?
Jesus, I hope not. I hope not, because if I am, that’s too close to nervousbreakdown territory for comfort.
‘Mort, are you okay?’ Amy asked. She plucked fretfully at his sleeve, at least temporarily breaking his trance.
‘Yes,’ he said, and then, abruptly: ‘No. To tell you the truth, I’m feeling a little sick.’
‘Breakfast, maybe,’ Ted said.
Amy gave him a look that made Mort feel a bit better. It was not a very friendly look. ‘It isn’t breakfast,’ she said a little indignantly. She swept her arm at the blackened ruins. ‘It’s this. Let’s get out of here.’
‘The insurance people are due at noon,’ Ted said.
‘Well, that’s more than an hour from now. Let’s go to your place, Ted. I don’t feel so hot myself. I’d like to sit down.’
‘All right.’ Ted spoke in a slightly nettled no-need-to-shout tone which also did Mort’s heart good. And although he would have said at breakfast that morning that Ted Milner’s place was the last one on earth he wanted to go, he accompanied them without protest.
19
They were all quiet on the ride across town to the split-level on the east side where Ted hung his hat. Mort didn’t know what Amy and Ted were thinking about, although the house for Amy and whether or not they’d be on time to meet the wallahs from the insurance company for Ted would probably be a couple of good guesses, but he knew what he was thinking about. He was trying to decide if he was going crazy or not. Is it real, or is it Memorex?
He decided finally that Amy really had said that about her office next to the laundry room – it was not a false memory. Had she said it before 1982, when ‘John Shooter’ claimed to have written a story called
‘Secret Window’ Secret Garden’? He didn’t know. No matter how earnestly he conned his confused and aching brain, what kept coming back was a single curt message: answer inconclusive. But if she had said it, no matter when, couldn’t the title of Shooter’s story still be simple coincidence? Maybe, but the coincidences were piling up, weren’t they? He had decided the fire was, must be, a coincidence. But the memory which Amy’s garden with its crop of dead flowers had prodded forth … well, it was getting harder and harder to believe all of this wasn’t tied together in some strange, possibly even supernatural fashion.
And in his own way, hadn’t ‘Shooter’ himself been just as confused? How did you get it? he had asked, his voice had been fierce with rage and puzzlement. That’s what I really want to know. How in hell did a big-money scribbling asshole like you get down to a little shitsplat town in Mississippi and steal my goddam story? At the time, Mort had thought either that it was another sign of the man’s madness or that the guy was one hell of a good actor. Now, in Ted’s car, it occurred to him for the first time that it was exactly the way he himself would have reacted, had the circumstances been reversed.