Further pictures would show it continuing to turn, and then beginning to fill more and more of each frame until there was nothing to see but dog – no listless patchy lawn, no fence, no sidewalk, no shadow. Just the dog.
Who meant to attack.
Who meant to kill, if it could.
Kevin’s dry voice seemed to be coming from someone else. ‘I don’t think it likes getting its picture taken,’
he said.
Pop’s short laugh was like a bunch of dry twigs broken over a knee for kindling.
‘Rewind it,’ Mr Delevan said.
‘You want to see the whole thing again?’ Pop asked.
‘No – just the last ten seconds or so.’
Pop used the remote control to go back, then ran it again. The dog turned its head, as jerky as a robot which is old and running down but still dangerous, and Kevin wanted to tell them, Stop now. Just stop. That’s enough. Just stop and let’s break the camera. Because there was something else, wasn’t there? Something he didn’t want to think about but soon would, like it or not; he could feel it breaching in his mind like the broad back of a whale.
‘Once more,’ Mr Delevan said. ‘Frame by frame this time. Can you do that?’
‘Ayuh,’ Pop said. ‘Goddam machine does everything but the laundry.’
This time one frame, one picture, at a time. It was not like a robot now, or not exactly, but like some weird clock, something that belonged with Pop’s other specimens downstairs. jerk. Jerk. Jerk. The head coming around. Soon they would be faced by that merciless, not-quite-idiotic eye again.
‘What’s that?’ Mr Delevan asked.
‘What’s what?’ Pop asked, as if he didn’t know it was the thing the boy hadn’t wanted to talk about the other day, the thing, he was convinced, that had made up the boy’s mind about destroying the camera once and for all.
‘Underneath its neck,’ Mr Delevan said, and pointed. ‘It’s not wearing a collar or a tag, but it’s got something around its neck on a string or a thin rope.’
‘I dunno,’ Pop said imperturbably. ‘Maybe your boy does. Young folks have sharper eyes than us old fellas.’
Mr Delevan turned to look at Kevin. ‘Can you make it out?’
He fell silent. ‘It’s really small.’
His mind returned to what his father had said when they were leaving the house. If she never asks you, you never have to tell her … That’s lust the way we do things in the grown-up world. Just now he had asked Kevin if he could make out what that thing under the dog’s neck was. Kevin hadn’t really answered that question; he had said something else altogether. It’s really small. And it was. The fact that he knew what it was in spite of that … well …
What had his father called it? Skating up to the edge of a lie?
And he couldn’t actually see it. Not actually. just the same, he knew. The eye only suggested; the heart understood. just as his heart understood that, if he was right, the camera must be destroyed. Must be.
At that moment, Pop Merrill was suddenly struck by an agreeable inspiration. He got up and snapped off the TV. ‘I’ve got the pitchers downstairs,’ he said. ‘Brought em back with the videotape. I seen that thing m’self, and ran my magnifying glass over it, but still couldn’t tell … but it does look familiar, God cuss it.
just let me go get the pitchers and m’glass.’
‘We might as well go down with you,’ Kevin said, which was the last thing in the world Pop wanted, but then Delevan stepped in, God bless him, and said he might like to look at the tape again after they looked at the last couple of pictures under the magnifying glass.
‘Won’t take a minute,’ Pop said, and was gone, sprightly as a bird hopping from twig to twig on an apple tree, before either of them could have protested, if either had had a mind to.
Kevin did not. That thought had finally breached its monstrous back in his mind, and, like it or not, he was forced to contemplate it.
It was simple, as a whale’s back is simple – at least to the eye of one who does not study whales for a living
– and it was colossal in the same way.
It wasn’t an idea but a simple certainty. It had to do with that odd flatness Polaroids always seemed to have, with the way they showed you things only in two dimensions, although all photographs did that; it was that other photographs seemed to at least suggest a third dimension, even those taken with a simple Kodak 110.
The things in his photographs, photographs which showed things he had never seen through the Sun’s viewfinder or anywhere else, for that matter, were that same way: flatly, unapologetically two-dimensional.
Except for the dog.
The dog wasn’t flat. The dog wasn’t meaningless, a thing you could recognize but which had no emotional impact. The dog not only seemed to suggest three dimensions but to really have them, the way a hologram seems to really have them, or one of those 3-D movies where you had to wear special glasses to reconcile the double images.
It’s not a Polaroid dog, Kevin thought, and it doesn’t belong in the world Polaroids take pictures of. That’s crazy, I know it is, but I also know it’s true. So what does it mean? Why is my camera taking pictures of it over and over … and what Polaroid man or Polaroid woman is snapping pictures of It? Does he or she even see it? If it is a three-dimensional dog in a two-dimensional world, maybe he or she doesn’t see it …
can’t see it. They say for us time is the fourth dimension, and we know it’s there, but we can’t see it. We can’t even really feel it pass, although sometimes, especially when we’re bored, I guess, it seems like we can.
But when you got right down to it, all that might not even matter, and the questions were far too tough for him, anyway. There were other questions that seemed more important to him, vital questions, maybe even mortal ones.
Like why was the dog in his camera?
Did it want something of him, or just of anybody? At first he had thought the Answer was anybody, anybody would do because anybody could take pictures of it and the movement always advanced. But the thing around its neck, that thing that wasn’t a collar … that had to do with him, Kevin Delevan, and nobody else. Did it want to do something to him? If the answer to that question was yes, you could forget all the other ones, because it was pretty goddamned obvious what the dog wanted to do. It was in its murky eye, in the snarl you could just see beginning. He thought it wanted two things.
First to escape.
Then to kill.
There’s a man or woman over there with a camera who maybe doesn’t even see that dog, Kevin thought, and if the photographer can’t see the dog, maybe the dog can’t see the photographer, and so the photographer is safe. But if the dog really is three-dimensional, maybe he sees out – maybe he sees whoever is using my camera. Maybe it’s still not me, or not specifically me; maybe whoever is using the camera is its target.
Still – the thing it was wearing around its neck. What about that?
He thought of the cur’s dark eyes, saved from stupidity by a single malevolent spark. God knew how the dog had gotten into that Polaroid world in the first place, but when its picture was taken, it could see out, and it wanted to get out, and Kevin believed in his heart that it wanted to kill him first, the thing it was wearing around its neck said it wanted to kill him first, proclaimed that it wanted to kill him first, but after that?
Why, after Kevin, anyone would do.
Anyone at all.
In a way it was like another game you played when you were a little kid, wasn’t it? It was like Giant Step.
The dog had been walking along the fence. The dog had heard the Polaroid, that squidgy little whine. It turned, and saw … what? Its own world or universe? A world or universe enough like its own so it saw or sensed it could or at least might be able to live and hunt here? It didn’t matter. Now, every time someone took a picture of it, the dog would get closer. It would get closer and closer until … well, until what? Until it burst through, somehow?
‘That’s stupid,’ he muttered. ‘It’d never fit.’
‘What?’ his father asked, roused from his own musings.
‘Nothing,’ Kevin said. ‘I was just talking to myse -‘