The Secret Agent by Joseph Conrad

usual remedies; but her husband, rooted in the middle of the room,

shook his lowered head sadly.

“You’ll catch cold standing there,” she observed.

Mr Verloc made an effort, finished undressing, and got into bed.

Down below in the quiet, narrow street measured footsteps

approached the house, then died away unhurried and firm, as if the

passer-by had started to pace out all eternity, from gas-lamp to

gas-lamp in a night without end; and the drowsy ticking of the old

clock on the landing became distinctly audible in the bedroom.

Mrs Verloc, on her back, and staring at the ceiling, made a remark.

“Takings very small to-day.”

Mr Verloc, in the same position, cleared his throat as if for an

important statement, but merely inquired:

“Did you turn off the gas downstairs?”

“Yes; I did,” answered Mrs Verloc conscientiously. “That poor boy

is in a very excited state to-night,” she murmured, after a pause

which lasted for three ticks of the clock.

Mr Verloc cared nothing for Stevie’s excitement, but he felt

horribly wakeful, and dreaded facing the darkness and silence that

would follow the extinguishing of the lamp. This dread led him to

make the remark that Stevie had disregarded his suggestion to go to

bed. Mrs Verloc, falling into the trap, started to demonstrate at

length to her husband that this was not “impudence” of any sort,

but simply “excitement.” There was no young man of his age in

London more willing and docile than Stephen, she affirmed; none

more affectionate and ready to please, and even useful, as long as

people did not upset his poor head. Mrs Verloc, turning towards

her recumbent husband, raised herself on her elbow, and hung over

him in her anxiety that he should believe Stevie to be a useful

member of the family. That ardour of protecting compassion exalted

morbidly in her childhood by the misery of another child tinged her

sallow cheeks with a faint dusky blush, made her big eyes gleam

under the dark lids. Mrs Verloc then looked younger; she looked as

young as Winnie used to look, and much more animated than the

Winnie of the Belgravian mansion days had ever allowed herself to

appear to gentlemen lodgers. Mr Verloc’s anxieties had prevented

him from attaching any sense to what his wife was saying. It was

as if her voice were talking on the other side of a very thick

wall. It was her aspect that recalled him to himself.

He appreciated this woman, and the sentiment of this appreciation,

stirred by a display of something resembling emotion, only added

another pang to his mental anguish. When her voice ceased he moved

uneasily, and said:

“I haven’t been feeling well for the last few days.”

He might have meant this as an opening to a complete confidence;

but Mrs Verloc laid her head on the pillow again, and staring

upward, went on:

“That boy hears too much of what is talked about here. If I had

known they were coming to-night I would have seen to it that he

went to bed at the same time I did. He was out of his mind with

something he overheard about eating people’s flesh and drinking

blood. What’s the good of talking like that?”

There was a note of indignant scorn in her voice. Mr Verloc was

fully responsive now.

“Ask Karl Yundt,” he growled savagely.

Mrs Verloc, with great decision, pronounced Karl Yundt “a

disgusting old man.” She declared openly her affection for

Michaelis. Of the robust Ossipon, in whose presence she always

felt uneasy behind an attitude of stony reserve, she said nothing

whatever. And continuing to talk of that brother, who had been for

so many years an object of care and fears:

“He isn’t fit to hear what’s said here. He believes it’s all true.

He knows no better. He gets into his passions over it.”

Mr Verloc made no comment.

“He glared at me, as if he didn’t know who I was, when I went

downstairs. His heart was going like a hammer. He can’t help

being excitable. I woke mother up, and asked her to sit with him

till he went to sleep. It isn’t his fault. He’s no trouble when

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