The Secret Agent by Joseph Conrad

merely. He never met them elsewhere except at the card-table. But

they all seemed to approach the game in the spirit of co-sufferers,

as if it were indeed a drug against the secret ills of existence;

and every day as the sun declined over the countless roofs of the

town, a mellow, pleasurable impatience, resembling the impulse of a

sure and profound friendship, lightened his professional labours.

And now this pleasurable sensation went out of him with something

resembling a physical shock, and was replaced by a special kind of

interest in his work of social protection – an improper sort of

interest, which may be defined best as a sudden and alert mistrust

of the weapon in his hand.

CHAPTER VI

The lady patroness of Michaelis, the ticket-of-leave apostle of

humanitarian hopes, was one of the most influential and

distinguished connections of the Assistant Commissioner’s wife,

whom she called Annie, and treated still rather as a not very wise

and utterly inexperienced young girl. But she had consented to

accept him on a friendly footing, which was by no means the case

with all of his wife’s influential connections. Married young and

splendidly at some remote epoch of the past, she had had for a time

a close view of great affairs and even of some great men. She

herself was a great lady. Old now in the number of her years, she

had that sort of exceptional temperament which defies time with

scornful disregard, as if it were a rather vulgar convention

submitted to by the mass of inferior mankind. Many other

conventions easier to set aside, alas! failed to obtain her

recognition, also on temperamental grounds – either because they

bored her, or else because they stood in the way of her scorns and

sympathies. Admiration was a sentiment unknown to her (it was one

of the secret griefs of her most noble husband against her) –

first, as always more or less tainted with mediocrity, and next as

being in a way an admission of inferiority. And both were frankly

inconceivable to her nature. To be fearlessly outspoken in her

opinions came easily to her, since she judged solely from the

standpoint of her social position. She was equally untrammelled in

her actions; and as her tactfulness proceeded from genuine

humanity, her bodily vigour remained remarkable and her superiority

was serene and cordial, three generations had admired her

infinitely, and the last she was likely to see had pronounced her a

wonderful woman. Meantime intelligent, with a sort of lofty

simplicity, and curious at heart, but not like many women merely of

social gossip, she amused her age by attracting within her ken

through the power of her great, almost historical, social prestige

everything that rose above the dead level of mankind, lawfully or

unlawfully, by position, wit, audacity, fortune or misfortune.

Royal Highnesses, artists, men of science, young statesmen, and

charlatans of all ages and conditions, who, unsubstantial and

light, bobbing up like corks, show best the direction of the

surface currents, had been welcomed in that house, listened to,

penetrated, understood, appraised, for her own edification. In her

own words, she liked to watch what the world was coming to. And as

she had a practical mind her judgment of men and things, though

based on special prejudices, was seldom totally wrong, and almost

never wrong-headed. Her drawing-room was probably the only place

in the wide world where an Assistant Commissioner of Police could

meet a convict liberated on a ticket-of-leave on other than

professional and official ground. Who had brought Michaelis there

one afternoon the Assistant Commissioner did not remember very

well. He had a notion it must have been a certain Member of

Parliament of illustrious parentage and unconventional sympathies,

which were the standing joke of the comic papers. The notabilities

and even the simple notorieties of the day brought each other

freely to that temple of an old woman’s not ignoble curiosity. You

never could guess whom you were likely to come upon being received

in semi-privacy within the faded blue silk and gilt frame screen,

making a cosy nook for a couch and a few arm-chairs in the great

drawing-room, with its hum of voices and the groups of people

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