Personal Recollections of Joan by Mark Twain

there to account for such things? Grieving and brooding over the

woes of France had weakened that strong mind, and filled it with

fantastic phantoms–yes, that must be it.

But I watched her, and tested her, and it was not so. Her eye was

clear and sane, her ways were natural, her speech direct and to the

point. No, there was nothing the matter with her mind; it was still

the soundest in the village and the best. She went on thinking for

others, planning for others, sacrificing herself for others, just as

always before. She went on ministering to her sick and to her poor,

and still stood ready to give the wayfarer her bed and content

herself with the floor. There was a secret somewhere, but madness

was not the key to it. This was plain.

Now the key did presently come into my hands, and the way that it

happened was this. You have heard all the world talk of this matter

which I am about to speak of, but you have not heard an

eyewitness talk of it before.

I was coming from over the ridge, one day–it was the 15th of May,

’28–and when I got to the edge of the oak forest and was about to

step out of it upon the turfy open space in which the haunted beech

tree stood, I happened to cast a glance from cover, first–then I

took a step backward, and stood in the shelter and concealment of

the foliage. For I had caught sight of Joan, and thought I would

devise some sort of playful surprise for her. Think of it–that trivial

conceit was neighbor, with but a scarcely measurable interval of

time between, to an event destined to endure forever in histories

and songs.

The day was overcast, and all that grassy space wherein the Tree

stood lay in a soft rich shadow. Joan sat on a natural seat formed

by gnarled great roots of the Tree. Her hands lay loosely, one

reposing in the other, in her lap. Her head was bent a little toward

the ground, and her air was that of one who is lost to thought,

steeped in dreams, and not conscious of herself or of the world.

And now I saw a most strange thing, for I saw a white shadow

come slowly gliding along the grass toward the Tree. It was of

grand proportions–a robed form, with wings–and the whiteness of

this shadow was not like any other whiteness that we know of,

except it be the whiteness of lightnings, but even the lightnings are

not so intense as it was, for one cal look at them without hurt,

whereas this brilliancy was so blinding that in pained my eyes and

brought the water into them. I uncovered my head, perceiving that

I was in the presence of something not of this world. My breath

grew faint and difficult, because of the terror and the awe that

possessed me.

Another strange thing. The wood had been silent–smitten with that

deep stillness which comes when a storm-cloud darkens a forest,

and the wild creatures lose heart and are afraid; but now all the

birds burst forth into song, and the joy, the rapture, the ecstasy of it

was beyond belief; and was so eloquent and so moving, withal,

that it was plain it was an act of worship. With the first note of

those birds Joan cast herself upon her knees, and bent her head low

and crossed her hands upon her breast.

She had not seen the shadow yet. Had the song of the birds told her

it was coming? It had that look to me. Then the like of this must

have happened before. Yes, there might be no doubt of that.

The shadow approached Joan slowly; the extremity of it reached

her, flowed over her, clothed her in its awful splendor. In that

immortal light her face, only humanly beautiful before, became

divine; flooded with that transforming glory her mean peasant

habit was become like to the raiment of the sun-clothed children of

God as we see them thronging the terraces of the Throne in our

dreams and imaginings.

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