Personal Recollections of Joan by Mark Twain

never any unkindness between the fairies and the children during

more than five hundred years–tradition said a thousand–but only

the warmest affection and the most perfect trust and confidence;

and whenever a child died the fairies mourned just as that child’s

playmates did, and the sign of it was there to see; for before the

dawn on the day of the funeral they hung a little immortelle over

the place where that child was used to sit under the tree. I know

this to be true by my own eyes; it is not hearsay. And the reason it

was known that the fairies did it was this–that it was made all of

black flowers of a sort not known in France anywhere.

Now from time immemorial all children reared in Domremy were

called the Children of the Tree; and they loved that name, for it

carried with it a mystic privilege not granted to any others of the

children of this world. Which was this: whenever one of these

came to die, then beyond the vague and formless images drifting

through his darkening mind rose soft and rich and fair a vision of

the Tree–if all was well with his soul. That was what some said.

Others said the vision came in two ways: once as a warning, one or

two years in advance of death, when the soul was the captive of

sin, and then the Tree appeared in its desolate winter aspect–then

that soul was smitten with an awful fear. If repentance came, and

purity of life, the vision came again, this time summer-clad and

beautiful; but if it were otherwise with that soul the vision was

withheld, and it passed from life knowing its doom. Still others

said that the vision came but once, and then only to the sinless

dying forlorn in distant lands and pitifully longing for some last

dear reminder of their home. And what reminder of it could go to

their hearts like the picture of the Tree that was the darling of their

love and the comrade of their joys and comforter of their small

griefs all through the divine days of their vanished youth?

Now the several traditions were as I have said, some believing one

and some another. One of them I knew to be the truth, and that was

the last one. I do not say anything against the others; I think they

were true, but I only know that the last one was; and it is my

thought that if one keep to the things he knows, and not trouble

about the things which he cannot be sure about, he will have the

st3eadier mind for it–and there is profit in that. I know that when

the Children of the Tree die in a far land, then–if they be at peace

with God–they turn their longing eyes toward home, and there,

far-shining, as through a rift in a cloud that curtains heaven, they

see the soft picture of the Fairy Tree, clothed in a dream of golden

light; and they see the bloomy mead sloping away to the river, and

to their perishing nostrils is blown faint and sweet the fragrance of

the flowers of home. And then the vision fades and passes–b they

know, they know! and by their transfigured faces you know also,

you who stand looking on; yes, you know the message that has

come, and that it has come from heaven.

Joan and I believed alike about this matter. But Pierre Morel and

Jacques d’Arc, and many others believed that the vision appeared

twice–to a sinner. In fact, they and many others said they knew it.

Probably because their fathers had known it and had told them; for

one gets most things at second hand in this world.

Now one thing that does make it quite likely that there were really

two apparitions of the Tree is this fact: From the most ancient

times if one saw a villager of ours with his face ash-white and rigid

with a ghastly fright, it was common for every one to whisper to

his neighbor, “Ah, he is in sin, and has got his warning.” And the

neighbor would shudder at the thought and whisper back, “Yes,

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