Personal Recollections of Joan by Mark Twain

Several among the company of judges went from the place

troubled and sorrowful, the others in another mood. In the court of

the castle we found the Earl of Warwick and fifty English waiting,

impatient for news. As soon as Cauchon saw them he

shouted–laughing–think of a man destroying a friendless poor girl

and then having the heart to laugh at it:

“Make yourselves comfortable–it’s all over with her!”

Chapter 23 The Time Is at Hand

THE YOUNG can sink into abysses of despondency, and it was so

with No‰l and me now; but the hopes of the young are quick to

rise again, and it was so with ours. We called back that vague

promise of the Voices, and said the one to the other that the

glorious release was to happen at “the last moment”–“that other

time was not the last moment, but this is; it will happen now; the

King will come, La Hire will come, and with them our veterans,

and behind them all France!” And so we were full of heart again,

and could already hear, in fancy, that stirring music the clash of

steel and the war-cries and the uproar of the onset, and in fancy see

our prisoner free, her chains gone, her sword in her hand.

But this dream was to pass also, and come to nothing. Late at

night, when Manchon came in, he said:

“I am come from the dungeon, and I have a message for you from

that poor child.”

A message to me! If he had been noticing I think he would have

discovered me–discovered that my indifference concerning the

prisoner was a pretense; for I was caught off my guard, and was so

moved and so exalted to be so honored by her that I must have

shown my feeling in my face and manner.

“A message for me, your reverence?”

“Yes. It is something she wishes done. She said she had noticed the

young man who helps me, and that he had a good face; and did I

think he would do a kindness for her? I said I knew you would, and

asked her what it was, and she said a letter–would you write a

letter to her mother?

And I said you would. But I said I would do it myself, and gladly;

but she said no, that my labors were heavy, and she thought the

young man would not mind the doing of this service for one not

able to do it for herself, she not knowing how to write. Then I

would have sent for you, and at that the sadness vanished out of

her face. Why, it was as if she was going to see a friend, poor

friendless thing. But I was not permitted. I did my best, but the

orders remain as strict as ever, the doors are closed against all but

officials; as before, none but officials may speak to her. So I went

back and told her, and she sighed, and was sad again. Now this is

what she begs you to write to her mother. It is partly a strange

message, and to me means nothing, but she said her mother would

understand. You will ‘convey her adoring love to her family and

her village friends, and say there will be no rescue, for that this

night–and it is the third time in the twelvemonth, and is final–she

has seen the Vision of the Tree.'”

“How strange!”

“Yes, it is strange, but that is what she said; and said her parents

would understand. And for a little time she was lost in dreams and

thinkings, and her lips moved, and I caught in her muttering these

lines, which she said over two or three times, and they seemed to

bring peace and contentment to her. I set them down, thinking they

might have some connection with her letter and be useful; but it

was not so; they were a mere memory, floating idly in a tired

mind, and they have no meaning, at least no relevancy.”

I took the piece of paper, and found what I knew I should find:

And when in exile wand’ring, we Shall fainting yearn for glimpse

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