Personal Recollections of Joan by Mark Twain

of thee, Oh, rise upon our sight!

There was no hope any more. I knew it now. I knew that Joan’s

letter was a message to No‰l and me, as well as to her family, and

that its object was to banish vain hopes from our minds and tell us

from her own mouth of the blow that was going to fall upon us, so

that we, being her soldiers, would know it for a command to bear

it as became us and her, and so submit to the will of God; and in

thus obeying, find assuagement of our grief. It was like her, for she

was always thinking of others, not of herself. Yes, her heart was

sore for us; she could find time to think of us, the humblest of her

servants, and try to soften our pain, lighten the burden of our

troubles–she that was drinking of the bitter waters; she that was

walking in the Valley of the Shadow of Death.

I wrote the letter. You will know what it cost me, without my

telling you. I wrote it with the same wooden stylus which had put

upon parchment the first words ever dictated by Joan of Arc–that

high summons to the English to vacate France, two years past,

when she was a lass of seventeen; it had now set down the last

ones which she was ever to dictate. Then I broke it. For the pen

that had served Joan of Arc could not serve any that would come

after her in this earth without abasement.

The next day, May 29th, Cauchon summoned his serfs, and

forty-two responded. It is charitable to believe that the other

twenty were ashamed to come. The forty-two pronounced her a

relapsed heretic, and condemned her to be delivered over to the

secular arm. Cauchon thanked them.

Then he sent orders that Joan of Arc be conveyed the next morning

to the place known as the Old Market; and that she be then

delivered to the civil judge, and by the civil judge to the

executioner. That meant she would be burnt.

All the afternoon and evening of Tuesday, the 29th, the news was

flying, and the people of the country-side flocking to Rouen to see

the tragedy–all, at least, who could prove their English sympathies

and count upon admission. The press grew thicker and thicker in

the streets, the excitement grew higher and higher. And now a

thing was noticeable again which had been noticeable more than

once before–that there was pity for Joan in the hearts of many of

these people. Whenever she had been in great danger it had

manifested itself, and now it was apparent again–manifest in a

pathetic dumb sorrow which was visible in many faces.

Early the next morning, Wednesday, Martin Ladvenu and another

friat were sent to Joan to prepare her for death; and Manchon and I

went with them–a hard service for me. We tramped through the

dim corridors, winding this way and that, and piercing ever deeper

and deeper into that vast heart of stone, and at last we stood before

Joan. But she did not know it. She sat with her hands in her lap

and her head bowed, thinking, and her face was very sad. One

might not know what she was thinking of. Of her home, and the

peaceful pastures, and the friends she was no more to see? Of her

wrongs, and her forsaken estate, and the cruelties which had been

put upon her? Or was it of death–the death which she had longed

for, and which was now so close?

Or was it of the kind of death she must suffer? I hoped not; for she

feared only one kind, and that one had for her unspeakable terrors.

I believed she so feared that one that with her strong will she

would shut the thought of it wholly out of her mind, and hope and

believe that God would take pity on her and grant her an easier

one; and so it might chance that the awful news which we were

bringing might come as a surprise to her at last.

We stood silent awhile, but she was still unconscious of us, still

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